Do anybody else feels like this? vol. dos menos uno Serious discussion please

I hear you guys. He told on me: Man..what a situation to be in. If it were me I suppose I'd do everything I could for my grandmother while at the same timetrying to better myself(I think your already doing this). I'm hesitant to say it but it sounds like she's in the way of how you want to live yourlife(with no restraints possibly?..). But of course you love her and you'd do whatever is in your power to make sure she's ok. Just don't let itconsume you bro. Because once you've gone too far down in some cases I think its almost impossible to come back for many.

This is true, I mean the lady did a lot for me ya know, hate to see her last days being broke. Would love to cop her something nice giving her a little twothree hundred a month is not enough, I owe her the world. I mean really i dont live for me anymore. More for family and the lord. Appreciate some of yallsupport tho. Yall stay up yourselves.

i feel the same way as you man. i honestly feel like i have nobody. i grew up in an area that refuses to understand me, and constantly judges me. i feel likemy schooling is taking me nowhere. i have no real way out of this terrible area i live in. i hate basically everyone i come in contact with as a result. iended a 4 year relationship, and now can no longer bring myself to trust females ever again. it seems like everything i do is a complete failure. it makes nosense because i'm a good person. i wouldn't do a thing to anyone that didn't deserve it. every friend i've ever had has stabbed me in the back,leading me to cut them out of my life permanently. i have a terrible relationship with my mother, and feel like i can never possibly live up to herexpectations at the level my brother set for me.

i guess it all comes down to nobody really understanding me. i always feel like an outsider

lifes sucks, but theres some stuff that you must go tru at some point at life. I've been tru the same situations like the others posted. Find a hobby,gym, religion, whatever just something that will keep you busy and trust me it will really help.

i dont know

Somebody mentioned purpose. That's something I think I definately wonder about when it comes to myself.