Originally Posted by GUILLERMO GUTIEREZ
my only brother is 13 and he is autistic. he cant really talk. it sucks.
for about 2 weeks before spring break i kept having these dreams where he was hurting himself. he wasnt trying to kill himself but he kept trying to slit his throat.
he'd take a knife and try to cut into his neck. all my family members were panicking and wanted me to do something. i tried to tone them out so i can focus on him. we just stared at each other and im watchin him do this and my mom is tryin to take the knife from out of his hands.
he is crying and tryin so hard to cut his neck. im thinking it had something to do with him not being able to talk. maybe he was so sick of it that he tried to take his voice box out. or maybe he was tryin to take it out and replace it with a better one.
the dreams only lasted a couple secs. but i felt sooooo horrible that he kept doing this to himself.
in real life he bites his hands when he has a trantrum. the flesh on his hands looks horrible. i wish i could do more for him.
i hate wakin up from those dreams, i feel so bad cuz im so far away, i wish i could go home just to give him a hug.
btw, i know his inability to talk is a brain disorder, not one of the voice box, but keep in mind it was just a dream
Damn that sucks bro, well the only few dreams I had were
A dream where my grandma telling me she had to leave and later that day she passed away from her cancer