i was addicted to heroin now its shoes and polo gear..id rather spend 200 a month than 400 in one week
i couldnt imagine being addicted to alcohol, the withdrawal alone could kill you, if you've been drinking long enough..
i did almost every drug except acid and ish like DMT..
started out with the pills..then i smoked heroin with my homies and i was hooked..it was the feeling of the pills but for less money and you could smoke it instead of snorting it..
i was an addict for 4 years or so, got clean in may..
i was a mess, family didnt want anything to do with me, i still had a job but i was spending all my doe on dope..
i been partying since i was 14..tried weed at 12 but didnt start smokin till 14..then tried coke, pills,exstasy,shrooms,meth,crack.but none of those things were like heroin..
i didnt shoot up tho.. im deathly afraid of needles..i go to NA meetings 3 times a week and those help alot, people are shocked to find out that i was a junkie since i look so young and dont look like what people typically think a heroin addict looks like..
if anyone is going thru an addiction to opiates and needs someone to talk to my inbox is always open..
last x-mas i spent it in a hotel room binging on heroin in the bad part of town, i almost killed myself when i was withdrawing..i put the barrel of my shotgun in my mouth and luckily for me i kept my shells kept in a locked safe and i just thought about my lil brother or my mom finding me with my head blown off..