Whatup. Anywho an old shorty I used to like back in high school has ventured into my life. Back in high school I was a big goof, always joking and playing and most girls didn't take me serious when I tried to step to them. "You're cute but you play too much." whomp, blah etc. This girl was another one of those. 4 years later I don't know how but we started texting each other. Text messaged progressed, until one day I suggested we 'face time' each other. Blah, it was just a suggestion because I hadn't seen her in a while and I figured that would be the closest chance I would have of getting to. We get on and we rap for a good 3-4 hours; don't remember much of the convo but I had her smiling and laughing. Skipping ahead, after we facetimed she started to text me every morning and call every night. She hit me with the "I was just calling to say goodnight." once around 1=2 in the morning. I thought that meant something lol, then would text me throughout the day "IMY" blah, I thought she was lying. Eventually I suggested we should have lunch together, we did, she laughed and smiled the whole time. I'm out chea thinking I'm winning with my dreamgirl.....no. I go home one night and my pops tells me that everyone's leaving and I'll have the crib to myself for a week. Jesus himself looked down and nodded, life was great. Since I had the crib, I suggested she come over, of course. She came twice (not in real real life) during the week once she brought ice cream, and another just because. Everything was perfect. We had been to a couple events together (free outside concert, I forget the other spot) so I was thinking she liked me, blah etc. That weekend begins to roll around and she just fades away. I'm not the type to bug so I figured to give her space and be cool. I didn't hear from her until the next Tuesday when she gives me the excuse of being "busy". Time passes, she doesn't hit me up like she used to; we go from speaking every 10 minutes to every couple days. She come out and says she was trying to make it work with her ex, this is in the middle of us "talking". I don't remember what I said, I think I tried to downplay the situation. We start to gradually pick up little by little. More time passes and my fam goes out of town again, of course she gets an invite. That weekend came and went instead of coming through she went out with her friends partied and threw up, I felt better idk why 'shrugs'. I tell her I'm not tripping because she couldn't come and I guess she started feeling bad/guilty or something. She makes it up by taking me to lunch yesterday, same old chuckles and smiles. Ah ha but when I text her this morning suggesting we progress, she responds that's not what shes wants. Haven't text her since. I know my story is long and boring but hey #nobodycares, and it feels good to talk about.
Definitely think it's time for me to give that one up. Advice always appreciated, from ppl in relationships especially, not someone else foreveralone like me. Don't mind my screenshots let me simpCheck, dont mind my L on that last screenshot either for pics, blah etc.
Background info on ex.
She tell me they talked for 3 years, they are both virgins. He cheats on her with some other chick, then loses his virginity to said other chick. Other chick moves away, he tries to get back with the girl I like, would not happen. He still calls and hit her on twitter everyday, mad awkward, overly possessive dude. For some reason she tried it again though, urhmm to my knowledge she told me he didn't mash only ate the bocks, on multiple occasions.
Definitely think it's time for me to give that one up. Advice always appreciated, from ppl in relationships especially, not someone else foreveralone like me. Don't mind my screenshots let me simpCheck, dont mind my L on that last screenshot either for pics, blah etc.
Background info on ex.
She tell me they talked for 3 years, they are both virgins. He cheats on her with some other chick, then loses his virginity to said other chick. Other chick moves away, he tries to get back with the girl I like, would not happen. He still calls and hit her on twitter everyday, mad awkward, overly possessive dude. For some reason she tried it again though, urhmm to my knowledge she told me he didn't mash only ate the bocks, on multiple occasions.
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