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******* around on my Note 10.1.

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I'm not sure if anyone has heard me before or remembers that I mentioned my friend wanting to commit suicide.

I'm ashamed to say that it was me and I was at a real vulnerable state. I called a suicide hotline and then informed my mother. They advised me of seeking help and kept telling me my blessings rather than my faults and it helped.

I had the exact method of how I was going to do it, painleslly. I am feeling better now but am far from mentally healthy. I have faith that things will get better.

Thank you to all who replied, I really took every word into consideration. That one guy was a little harsh but he was right, it was pathetic of me to think that way.

Thank you again NT.
 
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I'm not sure if anyone has heard me before or remembers that I mentioned my friend wanting to commit suicide.
I'm ashamed to say that it was me and I was at a real vulnerable state. I called a suicide hotline and then informed my mother. They advised me of seeking help and kept telling me my blessings rather than my faults and it helped.
I had the exact method of how I was going to do it, painleslly. I am feeling better now but am far from mentally healthy. I have faith that things will get better.
Thank you to all who replied, I really took every word into consideration. That one guy was a little harsh but he was right, it was pathetic of me to think that way.
Thank you again NT.

that guy is one of the biggest d bags around here...

dont give in...keep on going...
 
I'm not sure if anyone has heard me before or remembers that I mentioned my friend wanting to commit suicide.
I'm ashamed to say that it was me and I was at a real vulnerable state. I called a suicide hotline and then informed my mother. They advised me of seeking help and kept telling me my blessings rather than my faults and it helped.
I had the exact method of how I was going to do it, painleslly. I am feeling better now but am far from mentally healthy. I have faith that things will get better.

Thank you to all who replied, I really took every word into consideration. That one guy was a little harsh but he was right, it was pathetic of me to think that way.
Thank you again, NT.

dog im so sorry to hear it was you

the thing is everybody goes through tough times.

even celebrities like kanye

the thing is you have to buckle down and believe in yourself because when ur at rockbottom there is no where to go but up. if you feel like crap and feel like ur life sucks then guess what, it can only get better.

and the fact that you didnt go through with it shows how strong you are and how you can make the right decision.

Im so happy your alive and ur mother aint planning afuneral right now.
realtalk i dont knowyou but i love you

dont hesitate to let ur feelings known brah.

we all go through rough times, now its ur time to shine b
 
 
I'm not sure if anyone has heard me before or remembers that I mentioned my friend wanting to commit suicide.
I'm ashamed to say that it was me and I was at a real vulnerable state. I called a suicide hotline and then informed my mother. They advised me of seeking help and kept telling me my blessings rather than my faults and it helped.
I had the exact method of how I was going to do it, painleslly. I am feeling better now but am far from mentally healthy. I have faith that things will get better.
Thank you to all who replied, I really took every word into consideration. That one guy was a little harsh but he was right, it was pathetic of me to think that way.
Thank you again NT.
that guy is one of the biggest d bags around here...

dont give in...keep on going...
Thank you for your concern. It is greatly appreciated.
 
I'm not sure if anyone has heard me before or remembers that I mentioned my friend wanting to commit suicide.
I'm ashamed to say that it was me and I was at a real vulnerable state. I called a suicide hotline and then informed my mother. They advised me of seeking help and kept telling me my blessings rather than my faults and it helped.
I had the exact method of how I was going to do it, painleslly. I am feeling better now but am far from mentally healthy. I have faith that things will get better.

Thank you to all who replied, I really took every word into consideration. That one guy was a little harsh but he was right, it was pathetic of me to think that way.
Thank you again, NT.
dog im so sorry to hear it was you

the thing is everybody goes through tough times.

even celebrities like kanye

the thing is you have to buckle down and believe in yourself because when ur at rockbottom there is no where to go but up. if you feel like crap and feel like ur life sucks then guess what, it can only get better.

and the fact that you didnt go through with it shows how strong you are and how you can make the right decision.

Im so happy your alive and ur mother aint planning afuneral right now.
realtalk i dont knowyou but i love you

dont hesitate to let ur feelings known brah.

we all go through rough times, now its ur time to shine b
Thank you man, your words really mean a lot I appreciate it. My problem is seeking help because i keep everything to myself which is why I turned to NT, but I will work on this.

You have a very good heart, don't let the evils of this world ever poison it.
 
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I'm not sure if anyone has heard me before or remembers that I mentioned my friend wanting to commit suicide.

I'm ashamed to say that it was me and I was at a real vulnerable state. I called a suicide hotline and then informed my mother. They advised me of seeking help and kept telling me my blessings rather than my faults and it helped.

I had the exact method of how I was going to do it, painleslly. I am feeling better now but am far from mentally healthy. I have faith that things will get better.

Thank you to all who replied, I really took every word into consideration. That one guy was a little harsh but he was right, it was pathetic of me to think that way.

Thank you again NT.
**** knocks us down sometimes, but it's really a relief when you realize what you have in life. also, in order to feel the sunshine, you need to go through the rain.

i won't be harsh on you because i was in your shoes awhile back. i'll be there for you. in fact, you NEED people to be there to surround yourself with positive energy. PM me if you need to vent. 
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also, during the recovery process, don't be so hard on yourself if you tend to relapse to those bad feelings. it's totally normal. once you get better, you'll realize how strong you really are. and it's a rewarding feeling.
Thank you so much for your words. Yes, it's a really good feeling once I snapped out of it and realized my blessings. I just feel really scared that those feelings will come back, but I am less hesitant to inform my parents of such thoughts now. I appreciate your willingness to help me and I will definitely keep you in mind. Thank you, may you receive many blessings for you and your family.
 
 
I'm not sure if anyone has heard me before or remembers that I mentioned my friend wanting to commit suicide.
I'm ashamed to say that it was me and I was at a real vulnerable state. I called a suicide hotline and then informed my mother. They advised me of seeking help and kept telling me my blessings rather than my faults and it helped.
I had the exact method of how I was going to do it, painleslly. I am feeling better now but am far from mentally healthy. I have faith that things will get better.
Thank you to all who replied, I really took every word into consideration. That one guy was a little harsh but he was right, it was pathetic of me to think that way.
Thank you again NT.
Glad you didn't make that decision man.

We all face trials and tribulations everyday and sometimes it may feel like the world is beating you up, but that's never the answer.

I'm glad you decided not to take that ride and if you ever need to talk all of our PMs are open.

Don't ever feel like your alone in the world.
Thank you for your kind words. Thank you so much for your willingness to help, I'm glad there are friends on NT that I can talk to. Yes, sometimes I feel very alone but I know this will get better with time and these comments just helped me that much more. I'm happy that there are good people in this world who concern themselves with strangers whom they've never met.

Blessings
 
 
Thank you for your concern. It is greatly appreciated.

Thank you man, your words really mean a lot I appreciate it. My problem is seeking help because i keep everything to myself which is why I turned to NT, but I will work on this.

You have a very good heart, don't let the evils of this world ever poison it.
please don't keep your feelings to yourself anymore. it's not healthy to be like a volcano with the built-up feelings. sometimes, people do dumb things they regret when that volcano "explodes", per say.

have you tried seeing a psychotherapist? in my experience, it helped alot.

ps. sob your eyes out if you need to, it's good for your well being. you're a human being and you have a right to feel how you feel. 
I am currently on some medication and my last therapist failed me so I somewhat lost hope in that department. I will seek a new therapist and keep my faith high that I will find the right one. Thank you so much for your concern and kind words, I really appreciate it. It means a lot.

Blessings
 
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@Jman23 glad you're still with us, b.
Thank you man! I remember your posts in particular. Thank you for reaching out it really means a lot. Man, I was in really bad shape that morning. I really hate to remember it.

But NT was here for me and I will forever be grateful.

Blessings for you and your loved ones.
 
 
I'm not sure if anyone has heard me before or remembers that I mentioned my friend wanting to commit suicide.

I'm ashamed to say that it was me and I was at a real vulnerable state. I called a suicide hotline and then informed my mother. They advised me of seeking help and kept telling me my blessings rather than my faults and it helped.

I had the exact method of how I was going to do it, painleslly. I am feeling better now but am far from mentally healthy. I have faith that things will get better.

Thank you to all who replied, I really took every word into consideration. That one guy was a little harsh but he was right, it was pathetic of me to think that way.

Thank you again NT.
Glad you are doing better and glad you got some help. Don't be ashamed to admit that. If you need help, get some help man.
 
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