the thread about nothing...

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so I'm skating earlier and I see these 2 guys on Penny skateboards hitching (grabbing the car and riding behind it) and they are smashing, going about 20-30mph and I turn to my friend and tell him that at the beginning of that curve (I point to said curve) by that tree there (I point to the tree) that one of them is going to fall bad.

they approach that curve and all I see is one of the guys slam and roll maybe 6/7 times HARD, things go silent for like 2 seconds then all you hear is some LOUD groaning and moaning. I see his friends rush toward him and I hear crying, his friends carry him to the side of the road and then we hear sirens, dude's groaning and moaning were still loud enough, sirens didn't mask them at all as they got closer either. 
 
For like the past month I've beat my jawn to photos
of my ex on instagram. :smh:
I highkey miss her.

I deleted my Instagram just to avoid them. I haven't looked through her Facebook or tumblr either. It's only been 10 days but this time I'm angrier than I am sad/horny. Last thing I did was drop off roses.... I have no regrets and nothing but anger in my heart now [emoji]128528[/emoji]
 
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 @ y'all fapping to your ex.

I just cried.
Never cried, I just get mad at myself sometimes.

The way I am with the yambs is the way I am with money.

I have an abundance mentality that is good and bad.

I treat girls like they'll never leave me, and I'll throw

some yambs away so quick it'll make your head spin.

Then I'll sit a couple days later like...

I did cry when this one girl I'd liked for years rejected me. 

I told her exactly how I felt about her and she said, "ok".

I went home and wept in the shower, as the tepid

water ran down my emasculated visage, I wondered,

"Why did I do that? She has a boyfriend, and you've

never had more than a three minute long convo with her."
 
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Can't run because my calf is still messed up and can't lift because my shoulder needs to heal. I feel so damn sluggish not working out, I was on it to before I got hurt, was being consistent and eating pretty good.

On a good note my shoulder doesn't feel as bad as last time when I tore my labrum so hopefully this MRI next week comes up negative and I just have to do physical therapy.
 
There are sex/relationship counselors and therapists. See if your school has anything close to that, or seek someone that can give you better and/or professional advice. I don't think you were ready for any of this, and that's OK, but you should definitely talk to someone, even if it's just someone who's mature and can offer good advice. TAN really isn't the best outlet for this, but I can tell you just kind of need someone to help you sort out some of your feelings that you deem unhealthy.
 
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