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I think my LDR is over. GF went to Haiti with fam and has mostly been on incommunicado. Furthermore we both expressed doubts about our relationship once school starts again. When she comes back gonna visit one last time and break it off
 
This past month I've been missing my ex 
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Gentrification said:
This past month I've been missing my ex 0]  
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Same here. No shame in that.

I have an ex from like 7 years ago come back into communication with me. We have always kept in touch but just recently started talking quite a bit. Only chick I can say I have ever felt I loved. Circumstances are still the same though why we split, she now lives in SoCal and I am in Oregon. Think I might go take a trip to see her though before the end of the year.
 
I think im ugly. Honest to god ugly. People tell me im not, but i think they just say that so they can get cigs off me.
Im a loner. I have no friends. I work, come home, get high til its time for bed. Shmoke and build race cars.
I wonder why im still here sometimes. Hopefully its purpose shows itself soon.
 
I'm thinking about not going to work tomorrow and quitting my job overall. I've been working in warehouses since I was 17. I've made good money at each one, but I just feel like it's time for something else. This warehouse stuff isn't for me anymore. I been thinking about the Air Force for a few years now too. I feel like if I joined the service a lot of things in my life would come together.
 
H60D said:
I think im ugly. Honest to god ugly. People tell me im not, but i think they just say that so they can get cigs off me.
Im a loner. I have no friends. I work, come home, get high til its time for bed. Shmoke and build race cars.
I wonder why im still here sometimes. Hopefully its purpose shows itself soon.
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You build race cars for a living? that's dope.
 
H60D said:
I think im ugly. Honest to god ugly. People tell me im not, but i think they just say that so they can get cigs off me.
Im a loner. I have no friends. I work, come home, get high til its time for bed. Shmoke and build race cars.
I wonder why im still here sometimes. Hopefully its purpose shows itself soon.
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If you don't believe in yourself no one else will...
 
airblaster503 said:
Same here. No shame in that.

I have an ex from like 7 years ago come back into communication with me. We have always kept in touch but just recently started talking quite a bit. Only chick I can say I have ever felt I loved. Circumstances are still the same though why we split, she now lives in SoCal and I am in Oregon. Think I might go take a trip to see her though before the end of the year.
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I feel you, I feel you.
 
i feel like i wasted the summer away... i did go out but not enough to take advantage of the weather... after the work week im so tired to go out that staying home and doing nothing like watching tv and going on the internet becomes my glorious weekend... i have no gf to hang out with and i dont call my friends to hang out nor do they call me i guess its my fault too for not keeping in touch...i do sometimes go out by myself but it becames boring and just not that fun... i have no shame in going out by myself but like i said its not fun at all....I have tried going to random meetups like meetup.com just to meet new people and although they are nice they seem too clicky or we dont have anything in common... but i do try to engage with them but its whatever.. i find myself hanging out with my parents more than my actual friends...i do have friends but i just dont hang out with them often and maybe just once in a while... i have always been an introvert and im used to it but im not going to lie it gets lonely just hanging out by yourself all the time... i need to get out of this rut and maybe just get a gf and maybe that will change my attitude... the only good thing i can say about this year though is that i went on a bunch of vacations with my friends and family and 1 is coming in December so that takes away from the boring moments at home and i actually have fun.. the thing that sucks is when my vacation is done and im back to reality or should i say boring life :smh:
 
You know what your right my energy is off... and maybe i should hold off on getting a gf and work on myself more... i just figured if i have a gf i would have someone to hang out with instead of relying on my friends so much just to chill with someone... but i dont have to depend on anyone to be happy... im happy in general because im alive and when i do things i enjoy im at peace... i was just saying i find it boring doing things by myself but sometimes i have no choice...i guess im needy and like to have people around :lol:
 
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Gentrification said:
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I'm looking at my ex on ig. new boyfriend, lots of girlfriends. it's like I was never there, she look real happy. I feel happy for her that she's so successful, talented and got her own identity. Would die to reconnect but I can't do it. She moved on.

you don't know what you got till it's gone :frown:
 
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I'm looking at my ex on ig. new boyfriend, lots of girlfriends. it's like I was never there, she look real happy. I feel happy for her that she's so successful, talented and got her own identity. Would die to reconnect but I can't do it. She moved on.

you don't know what you got till it's gone
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Man, but thats where you are messing up. If I was looking at my chick on social media it'd be worse. Try your hardest not to, it doesn't help ish out...stay up. It stings me to, but out of sight out of mind. To an extent. Your not the only one that took someone for granted. Things happen. 
 
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th3answ3r said:
I'm looking at my ex on ig. new boyfriend, lots of girlfriends. it's like I was never there, she look real happy. I feel happy for her that she's so successful, talented and got her own identity. Would die to reconnect but I can't do it. She moved on.

you don't know what you got till it's gone :frown:
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Who ended it and why?
 
MrMFingEsq7 said:
Who ended it and why?
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I did. I was having a hard time when my brotha died and I just distanced myself from people because of it. Also, I got brainwashed by the media and society to think that those caked up, photo shopped/filtered women are the ones I should be attracted to. I'm addicted to sex but the pleasure is so short and temporary. Literally minutes after I'll regret it and feel empty.

Those two together let to me severing ties with her and as a result this is what I get. It's what I asked for so, I shot myself in the foot this is what happens.
 
th3answ3r said:
I did. I was having a hard time when my brotha died and I just distanced myself from people because of it. Also, I got brainwashed by the media and society to think that those caked up, photo shopped/filtered women are the ones I should be attracted to. I'm addicted to sex but the pleasure is so short and temporary. Literally minutes after I'll regret it and feel empty.

Those two together let to me severing ties with her and as a result this is what I get. It's what I asked for so, I shot myself in the foot this is what happens.
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Why are you talking like you took the world's biggest L?

Come on, fam. She was one ex in one time period of your life. You're only reminiscing now because she's happier than you and you can't have her.

So go work on yourself, get that $$, and live life well.
 
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Think I hold some resentment towards my father. We know of each other but don't hang or know much about each other, at least I think. I don't know my brothers situations but damn I wish I had a stronger father figure in my life like they did.

mwalker said:
I feel you entirely on that, we alike b :lol:  I'm usually a goof around everyone but other times I can be reserved, I feel like I gotta act normal for people I just know

I'm only a college student so some of the things I want to do I can't entirely do such as traveling,etc....For me it's just a matter of being open minded to trying new things and not be a lazy *** to do so, but definitely try to explore your personal interests or things related to them ,you can always expand upon them
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Aight you're def me lol. Only a couple people really have seen my "true" self but I mostly keep to myself/keep quiet.
 
my older cuz told me if something happened to my parents.and I was down on money I would be homeless since nobody in the family would take me in to get back on my feet ...thats some ****** up **** right there..it really got me over thinkin right now
 
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Was looking through some texts/pictures on my old phone from 4-5 years ago and had a massive surge of nostalgia.

Made me realize how much I've regressed overall as a person since then. 2015 has been by far the worst year of my life, I need to get my s**** together and get back on the right track.
 
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