*I am a sex addict who never used protection
*I have an STD that has no cure
*I am giving all the sexually active Niketalkers valuable advise
My warning: USE PROTECTION!!
I have never been able to share this story with anyone because of shame. Nobody knows. I am sharing this story to hopefully save some of you guys. I know a lot of people on this site commonly smash all types of females raw because it feels better. I'm here to tell you it's not worth it.
I am a sex addict. I am 25 years old. I have been having sex for over 12 years. I have one child (6 years old). I have had unprotected sex with so many women that I do not even know how many and cannot give you a number. 1 out of 10 I would strap. I had unprotected sex in long term relationships, with females I just met at the club or a party, pretty females, females that were butt ugly, fat girls, one night stands, big time slutts, older women 40+, prego females and all. I am now paying for it.
2006 - It started to burn really bad for about a week when I urinated like pissing razor blades. Clear discharge was constantly oozing out at random times during the day, it was painless but very uncomfortable it felt like something was crawling out. I went to the clinic, got a bunch of tests done including one where they take a large cotton swab and insert it into your urethra. I was diagnosed with CHLAMYDIA. I had no idea who I got it from but narrowed it down to 3, 2 of which I never could get a hold of again. Took some pills and poof, gone. Slap on the wrist.
2008 - Same as last time but ten times worse. Discharge was yellow and greenish. GONORRHEA. The pain was terrible when urinating it made me cry. Again I had no I idea who I got it from. Except this time I gave it to a girl I cared about. She told her parents (she was 17 at the time I was 20) and her dad WENT CRAZY. Came to my house with a gun at 4am and told me he never wants to see me again or else I am dead. I called t-mobile 10 minutes later and changed my number.
2010 - I noticed some itchy spots on my penis. For about a month it was bugging me. After a month or so the spots that were itching became bumps. I had over a dozen small zit like bumps on my penis. I went to the clinic and was diagnosed with MOLLUSCUM CONTAGIOSUM. A viral infection that can also be transmitted non sexually. I had to spend over $1000 to have laser treatment surgery done to remove the bumps. Once removed, the immune system usually takes care of the rest. I knew who I got this one from. A girl that I met at the club. She was drunk, whispering in my ear that she wanted to spend the night with me. I told myself never take a girl home the 1st night again. So instead I got her number. Why I decided to smash raw the next week I don't know but I regret it. She probably did the same thing every weekend to hundreds of dudes in life for all I know. But unfortunately looks can be deceiving. Still, this was a slap on the wrist.
2013 - Now this is the reason why I made this post. I am so stupid. Seriously it's like touching a red hot stove, getting burnt and going right back for more as soon as it heals. I am so figgin stupid smh. In December 2012 I noticed bumps on my penis. Weird, ugly, itchy and painful this time that would turn into sores. I go to the clinic. Upon observation she tells me I have HPV (Not HIV omg thank you) which means HUMAN PAPIILLOMAVIRUS. In case you don't know that is GENITAL WARTS. This is life changing for me. The dr's say I have a rare strain (there are over 100 known types, some dont even show warts ever) that will constantly come back. The worst part is that someone can have it for up to 6 years and never show signs of having it and not even know they have it. I may have given this to dozens of girls. I am in a mess.
There is no cure. I have this for life. I can never have a serious relationship with anyone normal because HPV causes cervical cancer to females. I don't think I can ever have anymore children. No female is ever going to want me if they knew I have this. I have to resort to STD dating sites in the future. The treatment options were between a prescription cream that is over $350 a month or there is TC ACID TREATMENT that removes the warts. I couldn't afford the cream so I had to get the acid treatment. I've read about this. I knew what was coming. I told them they seriously needed to strap me down. They said they had a body strap. I agreed.
It was the most terrible 5 minutes of my life. They take a cotton swab and wipe acid on the lesions, destroying them and burning them away. 1st it felt like listerine burning, 20 seconds later it felt like rubbing alcohol in a cut, 20 seconds later it felt like someone took my penis and pushed it on a red hot stove set to high. I was screaming bloody murder. She told me calm down and breathe and resumed like nothing was happening. She then put some sort of powder on it to "extinguish it". The pain lasted for over 3 minutes. Worst pain I've ever endured. The healing process was terrible. Like any burn/wound it scabbed pretty bad, bled and got stuck to my boxers. Getting an erection was torture the scabs cracked open and hurt and bled. I have to get this treatment done at least twice a year and it takes 3 weeks to full heal. I have light discolored blotches of scars all over my tip that are so obvious.
I can now say I have finally learned my lesson. I am stuck with this for the rest of my life. It could be worse, I could have HIV or HSV 1 & 2 but still female and sex life is ruined. Niketalk. I am telling you, take it from me YOU DON'T WANT TO GET SOMETHING THAT HAS NO CURE. Use protection!!