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I appreciate all the support and comments. I don't need any condolences. This isn't a "poor little me" post this is a post to hopefully open some eyes and save some people from ending up like me.
My problem is when I use a rubber I lose my hard because I cannot feel anything. When I 1st lost my virginity in 8th grade I was consistently smashing raw for over a year. When I tried to use a rubber I always lose my hard. I can't have sex with one. No need to call me stupid I know I was. To those of ya'll thinking I am a troll just joining randomly, I know this site well (stoneface movement is dead, xi forum was the shhh back in 01, post ****** are everywhere since the big change, I miss ezboard back in the day, jrose was exposed a few years back and went mia and people still ride meth [he still writes posts longer than me] and dirtys sacks everytime they post hoping to get a response like they're athletes or singers).
To the few who think I am lying and exaggerating you are wrong.
There are so many different types of warts, raised, pimple like, matching skin colored, red, white and even black. Mine happen to look something like ring worms, yet more condensed. These rings seem to be formed by dozens if not hundreds of tiny warts themselves and Yes, they do itch. When You have warts on your penis and no money to even pay for the visit, you are stuck untreated. When you have bumps on your penis you are constantly paying attention to them, picking at them, squeezing and scratching and all. They seem to always be constantly trying to heal and they always scab up. I scratch so much they turn into sores. Yes I know the immune system generally cleans the HPV out of your system but I have a terrible immune system I am always sick or something always wrong with me. On top of that, I smoke over 4 grams of dro a day for over 13 years.
I was not exaggerating the acid treatment either. If anything I was sugar coating it. I don't know whats worse. The actual procedure itself of the healing process. Afterwards it 1st starts out like any other burn or wound..sore moist and painful to the touch. Days 2-5 are nasty. My penis literally looks like something from a horror film. Every spot burned has ugly scabs that turn black. There is pus and discharge leaking out of the burns. Getting urine on them sucks. Getting an erection is extremely painful it cracks open my scabs. I wasn't able to ejaculate (at least i couldnt make myself) due to pain for over 2 weeks. After a week or so the burns heal and my penis is left with scars. I have a good 3 or 4 penny sized areas that are just pink and not matching my skin color. They are so obvious there is no hiding it. I can see the bumps coming back the acid didnt work. I need to go back again but I dont want to for obvious reasons.
They way I ended up like this...It's ridiculous. I would seriously smash females that I just met and not even 2 hours later we were having sex unprotected. I would meet drunk females at clubs and parties and ball games and smash them KNOWING THEY WERE SLUTS. I remember one girl sent me a naked picture and there was a history in the subject of all the other numbers she forwarded that pic to. There were over 20. I called everyone of them out of curiosity and hung up..they were all dudes. I still smashed this female raw. I've ran trains with my homeboys before on sluts raw. I've even met up with craigslist sluts and smashed raw. One time they rolled dice to put a female down with a gang here, she had to have sex with 1-6 men to get in, I'm not a gang member but I was friends with them I was one of those men, I was number 2, the dice landed on 4. It was like that scene in haunted house a bunch of dudes in the room smashing the bad chick smoking hot..nut smoking filthy. I am a very smart man, but when it came to my sex life, I was the biggest idiot in the world. I deserve what I have. Its like condoms didnt even exist. I seriously did not care one bit even after catching stds. The worst part is I was so active I was spreading all these diseases to many females until symptoms occur. No I never knowingly gave anyone anything and I never would want to.
Again. Guys...USE PROTECTION ALWAYS!!
My problem is when I use a rubber I lose my hard because I cannot feel anything. When I 1st lost my virginity in 8th grade I was consistently smashing raw for over a year. When I tried to use a rubber I always lose my hard. I can't have sex with one. No need to call me stupid I know I was. To those of ya'll thinking I am a troll just joining randomly, I know this site well (stoneface movement is dead, xi forum was the shhh back in 01, post ****** are everywhere since the big change, I miss ezboard back in the day, jrose was exposed a few years back and went mia and people still ride meth [he still writes posts longer than me] and dirtys sacks everytime they post hoping to get a response like they're athletes or singers).
To the few who think I am lying and exaggerating you are wrong.
There are so many different types of warts, raised, pimple like, matching skin colored, red, white and even black. Mine happen to look something like ring worms, yet more condensed. These rings seem to be formed by dozens if not hundreds of tiny warts themselves and Yes, they do itch. When You have warts on your penis and no money to even pay for the visit, you are stuck untreated. When you have bumps on your penis you are constantly paying attention to them, picking at them, squeezing and scratching and all. They seem to always be constantly trying to heal and they always scab up. I scratch so much they turn into sores. Yes I know the immune system generally cleans the HPV out of your system but I have a terrible immune system I am always sick or something always wrong with me. On top of that, I smoke over 4 grams of dro a day for over 13 years.
I was not exaggerating the acid treatment either. If anything I was sugar coating it. I don't know whats worse. The actual procedure itself of the healing process. Afterwards it 1st starts out like any other burn or wound..sore moist and painful to the touch. Days 2-5 are nasty. My penis literally looks like something from a horror film. Every spot burned has ugly scabs that turn black. There is pus and discharge leaking out of the burns. Getting urine on them sucks. Getting an erection is extremely painful it cracks open my scabs. I wasn't able to ejaculate (at least i couldnt make myself) due to pain for over 2 weeks. After a week or so the burns heal and my penis is left with scars. I have a good 3 or 4 penny sized areas that are just pink and not matching my skin color. They are so obvious there is no hiding it. I can see the bumps coming back the acid didnt work. I need to go back again but I dont want to for obvious reasons.
They way I ended up like this...It's ridiculous. I would seriously smash females that I just met and not even 2 hours later we were having sex unprotected. I would meet drunk females at clubs and parties and ball games and smash them KNOWING THEY WERE SLUTS. I remember one girl sent me a naked picture and there was a history in the subject of all the other numbers she forwarded that pic to. There were over 20. I called everyone of them out of curiosity and hung up..they were all dudes. I still smashed this female raw. I've ran trains with my homeboys before on sluts raw. I've even met up with craigslist sluts and smashed raw. One time they rolled dice to put a female down with a gang here, she had to have sex with 1-6 men to get in, I'm not a gang member but I was friends with them I was one of those men, I was number 2, the dice landed on 4. It was like that scene in haunted house a bunch of dudes in the room smashing the bad chick smoking hot..nut smoking filthy. I am a very smart man, but when it came to my sex life, I was the biggest idiot in the world. I deserve what I have. Its like condoms didnt even exist. I seriously did not care one bit even after catching stds. The worst part is I was so active I was spreading all these diseases to many females until symptoms occur. No I never knowingly gave anyone anything and I never would want to.
Again. Guys...USE PROTECTION ALWAYS!!
