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I tried commiting suicide years ago, but I went to the ER, which landed me at Kedrens Mental Hospital in South Central.

It was like one of the best Mental Health hospitals, and I had this room that had high ceilings (so I couldn't hang meself) with 2 other chill roommates.

but........................ they made us sing songs that were making us more depressed
encouraged antidepressant prescription drug use
 
Life be like the seasons fam

You cant off your self in winter bc you think
"Its too damn cold, cant do it, summer will never come"

Put that idea on pause, and just wait it out.

Summer will come soon
 
If anyone trolls this thread, let me know immediately and the user(s) responsible will be banned from the site.  Any member of the NikeTalk family who turns to the community in a moment of great need should be treated with respect and consideration.  

Much respect to everyone who's extended their support thus far.

@TheStranger:

If you ever need to talk, consider giving these folks a try:  http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

They're available 24/7 and it's completely confidential.  
 
I tried commiting suicide years ago, but I went to the ER, which landed me at Kedrens Mental Hospital in South Central.

It was like one of the best Mental Health hospitals, and I had this room that had high ceilings (so I couldn't hang meself) with 2 other chill roommates.

but........................ they made us sing songs that were making us more depressed
encouraged antidepressant prescription drug use << These have absolutely NO MEDICAL VALUE & ARE ONLY PROVEN TO TEMPORARILY RELIEVE


For years it was a roller coaster of Losing everything, getting it back x 2, losing, getting it back x 3, then finally losing it.......

Finally.......
Through the
I started taking responsibility for my actions, helping others, and giving rather than taking.

YOU GOT TO START HELPING OTHERS

If you seen my life 3 or 4 years ago, it's a total 180. It might not look impressive, but it's all I got
This post is somewhat spot on with the correct course of action

If you just causally feel like offing yourself is okay enough to post a thread, GET SOME ******* HELP MAN.

Talk to someone man
 
To come to a forum to tell us means you don't want to do it so seek help.

End of the day it's your decision but I hate to see young folks end their life. You got a lot of living to do.
 
Peaks and valleys my man, peaks and valleys..life is full of them. Never get too high on the good parts, never get too low on the bad. Find a healthy medium and just do your thing. I'm always down to talk big guy, or I can just listen. I care about you buddy, be strong.
 
PM me if you need to talk dude. You've got a good head on your shoulders, don't look down on yourself. Be confident, loving and positive, you're good peoples. The lows will pass. Hit me up man.
 
I remember you posting something similar like this awhile ago.


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I'm a bum.

I have no job. I don't go to school. I don't volunteer. I don't workout. I watch dozens of hours of TV a week. I eat like a pig. I yank my you-know-what at an embarrassing rate. I brush my teeth, shower and shave simply to go and check my mailbox (the highlight of my day, btw). I fall asleep and wake up with no responsibility to tend to before or after.

This is my life.

What's yours?


I think you may need help brother, have you considered that?
 
no matter how bad you got it, literally the majority of the world would give everything to be in your position. dont waste that gift.
 
All the things you said make your life miserable you have full control over them, you are complaining about eating like a pig, then stop bro, being innactive, then go do some stuff...I understand you have fallen into depression, but you have to be stronger than that...your problems seem very petty to be honest...just know millions have it much worst, starving, no roof over their heads, debts, etc...the fact you can afford to sit at home and watch tv all day shows you are actually kind of fortunate, I call that a luxury to be honest, anyways hope you get better
 
Don't think you're the only one who's ever been through this, you might find the majority have. You are not unique in that sense my man, if the rest of the world can get over that hump, so can you. Are you in therapy?
 
I remember you posting something similar like this awhile ago.


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I'm a bum.

I have no job. I don't go to school. I don't volunteer. I don't workout. I watch dozens of hours of TV a week. I eat like a pig. I yank my you-know-what at an embarrassing rate. I brush my teeth, shower and shave simply to go and check my mailbox (the highlight of my day, btw). I fall asleep and wake up with no responsibility to tend to before or after.

This is my life.

What's yours?


I think you may need help brother, have you considered that?

These are all things you control my man. You just listed your own blueprint to recovery, start doing what you don't do.
 
I remember you posting something similar like this awhile ago.


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I'm a bum.

I have no job. I don't go to school. I don't volunteer. I don't workout. I watch dozens of hours of TV a week. I eat like a pig. I yank my you-know-what at an embarrassing rate. I brush my teeth, shower and shave simply to go and check my mailbox (the highlight of my day, btw). I fall asleep and wake up with no responsibility to tend to before or after.

This is my life.

What's yours?


I think you may need help brother, have you considered that?

These are all things you control my man. You just listed your own blueprint to recovery, start doing what you don't do.

Fully agreed.

Start working out, the endorphins will make you feel better about yourself, as well as the completing of milestones.

Easiest way to start, and I'm not even joking, lace up your shoes, and run as long as you can in one direction. You'll have to get home somehow, even if you walk back in the beginning, keep repeating it, and you'll start to see results that will feed into other aspects of your life (eating healthier, completing goals, less tv watching, getting active, meeting other people etc).
 
@TheStranger  nah man, don't do it. No matter how hard it is, life is worth it, and what's even better is the journey you go through when you work it out and see how far you've come. I know you can man. If you need someone to talk to, you can PM me. 
 
Love the brotherhood in here. Crazy to see these familiar usernames gone through the same thing.

OP, youre too negative. Force yourself to switch it up to being positive and it will change how you feel. Even if its just for a bit. You know how bosses or confident people never talk about their negatives? Its the same thing. Its just useless. Being positive will always keep you facing forward. You seem like the type that if you get down all of a sudden, you'll knee jerk react into being negative, dont want to deal with it anymore and cutting it off. Practice on knowing that this will always happen, and is part of life. Treat everything that gets you down or hard obstacles as a CHALLENGE. Do not give it the satisfaction that it has beaten you. If its not worth the challenge, find some way to get rid of it by WORKING. Nothing will be given to you. You dont deserve anything. Because no one deserves anything. Everyone has to work for what they want on this crazy little big beautiful planet.

Start with one thing. Like working out. Youll notice that even when youre down, after a workout, youll feel completely different. Its because feelimgs of happiness and sadness is just a brain thing. Something something seratonin or whatever. Bottom line is it can be changed if you WANT to change it. Go do a handstand on the wall for like 15 seconds and tell me you feel the same after refreshing all that blood. Build on this, fill in your social circle to have that social interaction aspect us humans need. ONE person can change how you feel. But always remember, one of these things could or will let you down sometime. DO NOT GIVE UP. Just keep building.

Please get off your couch. And make something. Im glad when I clicked on your username that it said last online an hour ago. I hope you read some of the stuff these guys wrote. Cause like I said I saw familiar usernames going through this stuff, theyre are familiar names because they have made an impact on my life. Even if I dont even know them personally, I know their names cause maybe they said something funny once or something. Go make an impact on yourself and others bruh.
 
What's the issue at hand here bruh? Let us help you out. Stay strong my brother.
 
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To come to a forum to tell us means you don't want to do it so seek help.

End of the day it's your decision but I hate to see young folks end their life. You got a lot of living to do.
Think that's what everyone on the misc. thought when CandyJunkie ended his life.

Hope OP is well.
 
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sent you a pm OP.

You got more positive things to offer this world bro. Stay up
 
To come to a forum to tell us means you don't want to do it so seek help.

End of the day it's your decision but I hate to see young folks end their life. You got a lot of living to do.

Of course who does want to?...whom among us actually wants to harm him/herself? Most just feel that that is the only course of action because their judgement is clouded with pain. This may be his cry for help. It's surprising what a few kind words can bring someone in need. It saddens me to think that there are so many great people out here struggling so bad that ending it feels like their only option. Breaks my heart. No matter how bad things seem, they can always get better. When things are at their worst, I just try to focus on the little things that I've been blessed with, that I very easily could have missed out on as so many others. My eyesight, my ability to think, my ability to control my limbs, hell, my ability to walk, etc. I mean, you've been blessed to see the sunset. Do you realize how many people have never ever seen that, and never will? You can literally see it again in a few hours. When everything goes bad, just focus on the good my man, that's some of the absolute best advice I can give you. If you can't find things to be thankful for on a major scale, dig deeper, go smaller. You have internet access. That's a luxury. You can connect to people across the world. You're able to read my words. You can see them. You have air in your lungs. You have readily available access to clean water, if you're in the States. You have access to clean air to breathe, free of toxins and chemicals. You can form complete sentences and control your phalanges to express your thoughts. You can do those things. Those are blessings man. So if your blessings aren't big, so what. I just counted off so many of the things that we consider small and often forget about, that a huge part of the world population would give anything for. Allow my words to give you strength and some peace of mind my friend. Love.
 
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