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When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit-
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a fellow turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than

It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out -

The silver tint in the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It might be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

Read this poem OP. I sent you a PM too.
 
Op, I don't know what you're going through but it can't be that much to off yourself. The sooner you realize that there's nothing missing in your life the sooner you'll feel better. Every time you feeling down just tell yourself there's nothing missing. Merely think life is just an experience, it doesn't matter what happened to you; what matters is how you react to those situations. People stress because they have a body to take care. You're a soul with a body not a body with a soul. Hang in there and feel free to DM me anytime.

This is a great opportunity in your life to step up and conquer yourself. Foolish leaders conquer other people, great leaders conquer themselves. Be a great leader.
 
Try to keep ur head up bro. That feeling of being a bum sucks.
I have a bunch of kids , I've already past my prime. The future looks bleak but situations can change in a moment when you least expect it. That's what I bank on.
 
OP lives in NYC, i hope he is alright. if anybody hears any news if you live in NY please post in here.
 
keep your head up OP. dont go through with it. im currently in the same boat as you. wake up, shower, go to dialysis. thats all ive been doing for years. dont go to school or have a job. dropped all my "friends." its tough 99% of the time, but I still wake up everyday hoping i come across that other 1%.
 
Thanks, everyone. Your words were/are uplifting. I want to say I was overwhelmed with NT love and support, but, truthfully, I needed every last word from y'all, including PMs I have yet to respond to.

Thanks again.
Fam PM, we needa talk g. I'm glad you kept your head up just work through your problems bro we gonna make it.
 
Thanks, everyone. Your words were/are uplifting. I want to say I was overwhelmed with NT love and support, but, truthfully, I needed every last word from y'all, including PMs I have yet to respond to.

Thanks again.
Glad to see you're still among us breh
 
Thanks, everyone. Your words were/are uplifting. I want to say I was overwhelmed with NT love and support, but, truthfully, I needed every last word from y'all, including PMs I have yet to respond to.

Thanks again.

Good to hear to this fam.

We're here for you
 
Spark a flame within yourself brethren. Plant seeds to help nourish that beast mode inside of you. All is well when you see your potential. One love!
 
Its tough getting a job there's people with tons of degrees and skills being overlooked, don't feel bad.

I was out of a job for a year, at least you have your health food and a place to live.

After a year at this job I decided last night to move across the country to south Carolina I'm in cali.

You can do whatever you want , you just have to try.

What's the worse that can happen?,stay up FAM


I've put my shotgun barrel in my mouth countless times when I was a heroin addict.
 
Wow. Didn't expect that. Thought this was about some NTer I've never seen talking about leaving NT. I got The Hours on in the background too :smh: Sheesh

Anywa, suicide is never the answer even if you think living isn't worth it. Always an alternative.
 
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i would never consider offing myself i like life to be hard

no joke

i think i did better when life was harder

i felt i had purpose and will

im on total cruise control.

i been buying material items lately for no reason..............i prob wont even wear them but o well.
 
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Its tough getting a job there's people with tons of degrees and skills being overlooked, don't feel bad.

I was out of a job for a year, at least you have your health food and a place to live.

After a year at this job I decided last night to move across the country to south Carolina I'm in cali.

You can do whatever you want , you just have to try.

What's the worse that can happen?,stay up FAM


I've put my shotgun barrel in my mouth countless times when I was a heroin addict.

Keeping fighting that fight everyday. I've never been addicted to anything, but have family members who lost their battle with addiction. Props to you for lacing up your boots everyday continuing to win that battle.
 
There's not a second chance when you take your life...

Keep strong.

I've been here so many times...keep pushing.
 
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