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Soooo i am a long time lurker and very infrequent poster, in fact lurked for a long time before joining (around 04, my senior year)
Sooo im on vacation in the city i love and want to move too and i dont know bros.....**** has just gone awful, like im really searching for a reason to press forward...
I just dont know whats wrong w me and i feel as if i meed to get it off my chest and get some different perspective before i do something stupid....
Soo just a little background about me without giving too much away and sorry if this sounds arrogant...im about 1.5 years from 30...pretty smart, maybe too much for my own good and it makes me be real skeptical, but anyway, good job, good pay, one section from getting my CPA, but making good money now, so ive not been pressed to finish...but anyways
Like i just dont know bros i feel like its all downhill from here, like somewhat looking for a partner and blah without getting into too much, yeaaa same ole **** and i can see the same **** happening again and agaiin, and its not just w chicks, like advice to keep getting money, like i have money, its not everything and whats the point of stacking more money if you do not have anyone to spend it with....and just to elaborate more, like one of the things that was keeping me plugging forward was/is my dog, but that is playing a role too, so im in accounting and audit so i travell all the time and i can tell he is happier at my parents now,'its like everything i touch or that likes me, ends up ******* hating me....
So im watching videos on base jumping earlier and dudes talking abiut the peaceful feeling between hitting the ground and the parachute opening or malfunctioning amd ya know, it does sound quite peaceful to not have a way out....
Sooo im on vacation in the city i love and want to move too and i dont know bros.....**** has just gone awful, like im really searching for a reason to press forward...
I just dont know whats wrong w me and i feel as if i meed to get it off my chest and get some different perspective before i do something stupid....
Soo just a little background about me without giving too much away and sorry if this sounds arrogant...im about 1.5 years from 30...pretty smart, maybe too much for my own good and it makes me be real skeptical, but anyway, good job, good pay, one section from getting my CPA, but making good money now, so ive not been pressed to finish...but anyways
Like i just dont know bros i feel like its all downhill from here, like somewhat looking for a partner and blah without getting into too much, yeaaa same ole **** and i can see the same **** happening again and agaiin, and its not just w chicks, like advice to keep getting money, like i have money, its not everything and whats the point of stacking more money if you do not have anyone to spend it with....and just to elaborate more, like one of the things that was keeping me plugging forward was/is my dog, but that is playing a role too, so im in accounting and audit so i travell all the time and i can tell he is happier at my parents now,'its like everything i touch or that likes me, ends up ******* hating me....
So im watching videos on base jumping earlier and dudes talking abiut the peaceful feeling between hitting the ground and the parachute opening or malfunctioning amd ya know, it does sound quite peaceful to not have a way out....