dude had borderline personality disorder, I have dealt with someone close with this and it's no joke and on top of that he had social anxiety disorder and avoidance disorder
he uses weed for all the right reasons
I'm not faulting him for what he did, especially now knowing all that we know about Ricky, mental health, and that specific disorder. But you have to understand that at the time, us in Miami were appalled and even a little angry that he walked away at his peak. We loved watching him play for us and felt betrayed.