Man Writes Letter To Woman Who Falsely Accused Him Of Rape.

I was 15 and you were 13. Exactly one year and four months apart. But they will say two years because apparently, in months, we are supposed to round up. I had never met you before, even though we went to the same school. After the usual Friday night routine of underage binge drinking and smoking to look cool, we ended up staying over at a mutual friend’s house. His not-so-traditional parents made it an ideal hangout.

We were talking casually when I first noticed you flirting. I wasn’t exactly a looker back then, and definitely not the kind of guy who girls at our school usually flirted with, so I guess I was flattered. I made some kind of attempt to mirror your advances and we kissed.

“Bed” turned out to be you, your friend and me sleeping on three mattresses in a dining room. We held hands when the lights were out and you guided my hand to your breasts.

We gave up our virginity in eight minutes of clumsiness and confusion. You took my belt off and I battled with your bra. We were as silent as we could have been so as not to wake your friend who lay just two metres away, asleep.

I think we were both relieved when it finished. We didn’t use a condom, I guess because I never expected to have sex any time soon and if you did have one with you it wasn’t offered.

It was entirely mute apart from the simple, but essential, “Do you want to … ?” and “Yes.”

We parted with closed-mouth kisses and I returned to my mattress to sleep.

I woke up being shaken by my friend’s father and two policemen. They were telling me to get dressed and come with them. I didn’t have a clue what was going on.

One of the officers instructed the other to “bag” my T-shirt so my friend’s dad gave me his to put on; all the while I was being escorted through the house rubbing my eyes and asking what was happening.

Through the living room door, I saw more police comforting you. My friend was shouting something in my defence but it wasn’t until I was being arrested at the side of the police car for rape that I realised what was happening.

The arresting officer held my arm in detention until I finished heaving my stomach on to the street before pushing me into the back of the police car and driving me to the station.

I was processed and taken to a single cell where the door was closed and my head exploded. I didn’t make a single sound and declined the blanket and the solicitor, as if they might let me out for good behaviour. They took my shoelaces so I didn’t hang myself.

I woke up in tears to the realisation that I was still in a nightmare that couldn’t possibly be true. My foster dad had been called and he came and cried with me, demanded a solicitor and sat through a police interview so in-depth and humiliating that I still refuse to let myself remember it.

I had samples of my nails, saliva and pubic hair taken.

For three months, my bail was renewed monthly while the case was investigated. All this time, I wasn’t allowed to arrive at school until every other pupil was in class, for their safety. I spent every day in isolation, having work from each lesson sent to me via reception staff. If I went to the toilet, I’d be accompanied inside and prevented from talking to any other pupil in the school who I’d spent the last three years trying to make friends with.

My foster placement nearly collapsed because social workers were not sure if I could be trusted to live in the same house as my foster sister. I became completely introverted.

The charges were dropped in January, after the worst Christmas of my life. I was told that charges against you and me for underage sex had been considered but weren’t pursued. They did not give me any options to take action against you.

I never saw you after that night. In the six years since, I have done all I can to block out the horror of not just that night but of every month spent on bail. While the police seemed to hold true to innocent until proven guilty, my friends and their families certainly didn’t. Even when I returned to a you-free school, I never quite recovered. My relationships since have been damaged and I still struggle to trust my partners. I tell practically no one now about what happened, for fear of being perceived as a rapist and because I guess they’d say stories like mine make it harder for real victims of rape to be believed.

I moved away from home and keep minimal ties with my old life, but I don’t think I’ll ever forget what you did. I don’t know why you told your friend that I had raped you – maybe because you didn’t want to admit you’d had sex so casually or maybe because you were scared.

But I will never be able to forgive you for what you did to me.

You damaged my perception of women entirely and the only relationship I have since been able to sustain is with a man I can trust.

Rape is an abhorrent crime and every victim should be able to report it. But false accusations of rape are abhorrent too, and the victims too easily forgotten. Not only do false allegations damage the life of the victim but they also contribute to the trivialisation of the seriousness of genuine sexual violence.

Anonymous

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Comparison Ford said:

The punishment for falsely accusing someone of rape should be just as harsh as the punishment for actual rape.

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Comparison Ford said:

 
The punishment for falsely accusing someone of rape should be just as harsh as the punishment for actual rape.

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Hand2HandKing said:

what other side? that she was ashamed?

theres no rationale that could allow for you falsely accuse someone of rape

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PanaRicanRetro said:

I think by "another side to this story" I think he just means out of curiousity as to why she did it. I don't think he's trying to justify it. Just my guess.

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Hand2HandKing said:

but those arent rationale, just excuses

the rationale has to legitimize the claim of rape

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Comparison Ford said:

The punishment for falsely accusing someone of rape should be just as harsh as the punishment for actual rape.

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DatZNasty said:

I bet it went down like in Daddy's Little Girls. I have a cousin in GA under the jail under those same circumstances. Big time black athlete/star, white girl from a rich, prominent family wanted it, they get caught, "asked" repeatedly if he is forcing you until she says yes, down the river for him.

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dmbrhs said:

 

Hand2HandKing said:

but those arent rationale, just excuses

the rationale has to legitimize the claim of rape

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Nobody ever said it was rational. But that is the rationale.

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RustyShackleford said:

 

Comparison Ford said:

The punishment for falsely accusing someone of rape should be just as harsh as the punishment for actual rape.

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While I do agree there should be some punishment, I pause at the thought of making it just as harsh.

Even then, I will still want concrete evidence that the accuser lied.

-Even with this, I mean even though I'm inclined to believe dude's story, the accuser is not here to defend herself, or the evidence gathered. All we have is his side

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Comparison Ford said:

RustyShackleford said:

 

Comparison Ford said:

The punishment for falsely accusing someone of rape should be just as harsh as the punishment for actual rape.

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While I do agree there should be some punishment, I pause at the thought of making it just as harsh.


Even then, I will still want concrete evidence that the accuser lied.


-Even with this, I mean even though I'm inclined to believe dude's story, the accuser is not here to defend herself, or the evidence gathered. All we have is his side

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Rape is obviously a tricky crime to prosecute, but to be automatically in favor of one side sets a dangerous and frightening precedent.

No one wants to grill a potential victim, but if their story isn't adding up with the evidence it has every right to be questioned.  The search for truth can be uncomfortable, but that's the job of the judicial system.

No Code of Hammurabi, but if someone is comfortable potentially ruining the life of an innocent person, I see no reason why their life shouldn't be ruined.

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RustyShackleford said:

 

Comparison Ford said:

 

RustyShackleford said:

 

Comparison Ford said:

The punishment for falsely accusing someone of rape should be just as harsh as the punishment for actual rape.

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While I do agree there should be some punishment, I pause at the thought of making it just as harsh.


Even then, I will still want concrete evidence that the accuser lied.


-Even with this, I mean even though I'm inclined to believe dude's story, the accuser is not here to defend herself, or the evidence gathered. All we have is his side

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Rape is obviously a tricky crime to prosecute, but to be automatically in favor of one side sets a dangerous and frightening precedent.

No one wants to grill a potential victim, but if their story isn't adding up with the evidence it has every right to be questioned.  The search for truth can be uncomfortable, but that's the job of the judicial system.

No Code of Hammurabi, but if someone is comfortable potentially ruining the life of an innocent person, I see no reason why their life shouldn't be ruined.

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Yeah but there is many times are other potential scenarios. When both the accuser and accused stories don't match up perfectly, and times when they evidence is in the accuser's favor, but not enough to secure conviction at trial.

So I'm concerned that we then transition into a system where not perusing charges, or got getting a conviction means the accuser has to pay some price.

Hell there might even be times someone just doesn't want to go through a trial and has a change of heart, but they actually got rape. Now they gotta be facing jail time because of that.

Like I said, if there is proof someone is clearly lying, then yes they should be punished. But many rape cases are not all black and white like that

I actually believe the solution involves two things. Not only that liars pay a price, but the accused really gets treated innocent until proven guilty. A lot of times the public proclaims people guilty and hands out a heaping serving of social justice before the authorities can investigate.

And finally there are situations where accusers pay a price for even coming forward against the wrong, like at universities and in the military.

So if we're going to have a system where all potential accusers may pay a price, then we will need to take rape a whole lot more seriously everywhere and at every level. So that every person considering making a truthful claim knows their cases will be investigated thoroughly and fairly

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