TRUE LIFE: IM A LOSER

Since we're in sort of similar situations, if you need to talk my PMs are always open. I can't go outside much due to my illness so I have plenty of time if I can be of any help.

I'm doing good now, at least mentally, but I was in a dark place for a several months too at one point.

It's nothing to be ashamed of. It's not your fault. When life deals you a bad card, or a whole hand of bad cards, even the strongest man has his breaking point. Mine was a few months after I got half of my right lung removed and then the chronic leg pain started.

I tried going back to class immediately after my surgery but I couldn't come to terms with my struggle.

I was still recovering from the lung surgery and then the chronic pain started. It all became too much for me to handle and I completely bombed several tests dropping my grades down from top of the class to complete failure. The chronic pain got worse and I chose to drop out because I had already tanked my grades anyway. The chronic pain kept gettting worse and I started to seclude myself from my friends. I started making excuses as to why I wouldn't go to the bar, party, hang out, ... I normally play xbox with my close friends on a near daily basis but I started secluding myself there too.

Eventually my friends had an intervention with me and told me I needed to get help immediately. They weren't mad, nor did they seek any sort of apology. They were just trying to help.

I don't think anyone here truly has a problem with you, I think we're all just worried about you.

I went to see a psychologist and took Zoloft 50mg for a month or 2. I think it was mostly the psychologist sessions that helped me as I'm normally not the type of person to talk about my problems with anyone in real life. There's a certain level of anonimity on the internet so I feel comfortable doing so on here but I never talked about my problems with anyone in a serious matter in real life besides my psychologist.

I've learned now that talking about your problems is the way to a successful recovery. It took me several months to recover but I'm a much stronger person now than I was before.

That's the first step you should work on if you haven't already. Have a deep conversation with someone about what you're going through.

Depression is also not a weakness. Being depressed does not make you or anyone else a loser. Remember that.

Depression is a disease and much like a common flu, anyone can be affected. Falling down is nothing to be ashamed of, but getting back up again is something to be proud of. Depression can be cured but it requires work and effort. But once you've dedicated yourself to getting back up again, you'll be 10 times the man you were before.

Having some sort of hobby is also important. Doesn't matter what it is or how stupid it may sound.

When you're stuck at home you need something to keep you busy, something you can find enjoyment in that takes your mind off your struggles for a bit. It can be anything, drawing, gardening, ...

As ridiculous as it sounds, DJ Khaled inspired me to start gardening. It can be as simple as that.

Turns out watering your plants is in fact relaxing, major key alert. When life continues giving you L's, you need to make some W's back. Everyone needs positive reinforcement and even the little things can be important contributions to that.

When I look at my plants I look at them as mini-accomplishments. I made those plants, helped them grow and they look good. I also have my online side hustle that I dedicate my time to and earns me a sizeable amount of money. Again, it's all about positive reinforcement. The money I make is a bonus, the main importance is that I can keep myself busy, entertained, and proud of my work.

Like I said in the teeth thread, not sure whether to laugh or be concerned.

Leaning towards concerned. Stay up, sir.

This bout he 10th time this guy taking bout getting of NT ....just waiting till he turns angry , that's always

I partly blame ya'll for his descent. When he was showing early signs, anybody said anything ya'll were like "let him live", being enablers. Stay up, as always just rooting for you to get it together.

Is this a cry for help or something?

Real talk, no shade, but you should seek out help from a mental health professional.

And then find a positive outlet for whatever is bother you.

If you have this little impulse control, it is only a matter of time until you do something truly destructive to yourself.

So for your own sake, get help

Olympic gold rings Audi

you the man G

Gotta get it together Johnny

Can't see who started the thread on mobile, but I figured it was Audi or Nomad/various Nomad SNs before I came in

That was a great post Colombia.

True story i don't know u personally but you seem like a pretty chill dude, forget banning yourself because of NT trolls but sometimes it takes a lil break from internet/social media to get **** together u should probably take that time.

Colombia said:

Having some sort of hobby is also important. Doesn't matter what it is or how stupid it may sound.
When you're stuck at home you need something to keep you busy, something you can find enjoyment in that takes your mind off your struggles for a bit. It can be anything, drawing, gardening, ...
As ridiculous as it sounds, DJ Khaled inspired me to start gardening. It can be as simple as that.

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OP you can't tell me that didn't make you laugh

Aye say cool out lil buddy it's just the #internet.

Didn't OP get in a serious car accident? If so, I hope he gets the help that he needs.

Keep your head up Al, don't let the money get you down.

This is getting weird. I aint go through that teeth thread but c'mon Al it's looking like you're spiraling out of control now.

What's the teeth thread???
What happened in it???

al audi get better soon bro

Keep your head up bruh

jaysfiend23 said:

Is this a cry for help or something?

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i think he messed around and got caught up on drugs

easy to get hooked when you HAVE to take the meds for recovery

I'm hoping homie is ok. I've fought addiction and have beat it. Been sober for 6 months. Holla at me Audi if u need a shoulder to cry on.

is it confirmed he is addicted to his meds?

Attention ****** seeking attention. Aint taking the bait.

you're permanently in the good bro club, my man.

I switched phones and lost your # you got my digits use em if you want to chat it up bruh.

Stay positive Angry Audi