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Been fapping a bit since the box is on a female trouble break, but man I've noticed my eyes get red, I feel groggy, and I'm a bit short tempered. I don't understand those physical effects vs days where I have a lot of sex and have no such issues. It's wild, and I don't like it so I might join in. Much rather get a couple side Joints and deal with that drama than this.
 
5 days

Pros

During the day moral is really high

More in tune with emotions (happy during day)

Interaction with girls is ok

Looking people in the eye when I talk to them (no looking to the side or away)

Bolder walk and stance

Feel confident looking in the mirror

Cons

My ball sack sweats and itches heavy

Everytime I go to pee can smell nut fumes (but no leak in pants)

Edgy during the evening hours

Can't sleep at night

Small twitches and shakes

Wake up in a cold sweat at a random hour at night

Mixed moods (I'm depressed and bipolar)

Random boner sitting down or walking out and about (that I have to slyly fix) because it juts out to the side along my pocket

The urge to watch old ladies get piped

God I'm so ******* messed up inside
 
Day 1 down
Chick at the Gas Station must have been feeling the vibes
First time she ever made convo with me

Built like a sack of potatoes but shawty got them DSLs
 
Let's get it!

Day 1 starting today. I think strocking one out once in a while is cool. No prOn tho.

My **** super sensitive tho, 1 stroke, 2 stroke, 3 stroke and that's all it took. Smh I need to find myself a girl.
 
There gets to a point where you look up and thi k "wtf am I doing ?"

I think after all these years, I've gotten to that point..

Like... Why am I acting like a 13 year old dude that nver got yambs before?
 
handullz said:
There gets to a point where you look up and thi k "wtf am I doing ?"

I think after all these years, I've gotten to that point..

Like... Why am I acting like a 13 year old dude that nver got yambs before?
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Fontaine? That you? :nerd:
 
First post, saw this. Have done research and made multiple attempts. Hopefully this will be the last time. Going in for the long run. Word of advice: don't mention, porking, stuffing, smashin, yam sampling, fantasizing weaknesses etc. Some guys like me hear key words like "saw my latina milf neighbor bend over and had to fight the urge, thinking about making her yell ay papi" thats a huge trigger lol. Idk about some of yall but my imagination is very strong and vivid the need kicks in immediately after hearing something like that. I start cross referencing old flings in my head looking at my fantasy/memory bank. Next thing I know, Im on xvideos looking the stuff up etc. It's a deep dark rabbit hole of a path but it is needed to climb out. Been doing the stuff since I was 7. Im abiut to be be 27 in a month. 20 yrs of this stuff is just horrifying and extremely sad to think about. Im tired of it. Im afraid if I keep it up I'll never be able to have a child the right way. Manning up in 3, 2, 1...Iku yo.
 
Counting the days seems like it'll make it harder no? (no pun)

Idk what day im on now. But it's been over 2 months
 
Day 2... aye y'all ****** ready to stop playing and do this **** like a few mths ago. Most people at least made it 10 days, we dropping in 24 hours nowadays. My girl just came on today and I'm good imma really try to do like I did in Jan. I only wanna fap 5x at most the rest of the year I probably tripled that this month alone. I go beat my meat right after I smash her. I lay down and think about the sex I just had, look over she sleep, so I put my hand on the p/***/titty meat and wack it out. I'm done b, at least 30 days **** this ****, I'm 27 acting like my 16 year old little bro.
 
Willchamberlain said:
Day 2... aye y'all ****** ready to stop playing and do this **** like a few mths ago. Most people at least made it 10 days, we dropping in 24 hours nowadays. My girl just came on today and I'm good imma really try to do like I did in Jan. I only wanna fap 5x at most the rest of the year I probably tripled that this month alone. I go beat my meat right after I smash her. I lay down and think about the sex I just had, look over she sleep, so I put my hand on the p/***/titty meat and wack it out. I'm done b, at least 30 days **** this ****, I'm 27 acting like my 16 year old little bro.
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English bro [emoji]128514[/emoji] But yup
 
aint nobody want ya "energy" b.

lack of fap leaving papis delusional.

day 2 and aint **** chance but the blood pressure.
 
The start over 
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 guess I'll go ahead and count this as new day 1.

I've been trying to go to the gym but everytime I'm ready, something else comes up 
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