Im not one for showing emotion and all word to my thread about love being locked. But i have some heavy things happening at the moment. 1. Girl I have a real odd relationship with is getting odder. We confessed "love" and she does 180's on me 2. First time I will be seeing my Bio Father in 9 years in court for backed child support he owes me. Over 30+ grand 3. Needing to get my own place but not being able to afford that big jump 4. Work getting harder and harder and having to make sure I get my quotas. 5. Dont really have anybody to talk to about things in general in confidence So would you guys say if i shed a few tears tonight would i keep my masculinity?