So I've had this perpetual feeling for the last week or so, anger/sadness/loneliness.. I don't really know whatit is but it's been growing the last few days. Went to church with my girl like 8 o'clock, then (I'm not religious but I can appreciate thegoodness of it certain things so I wanted to participate) driving home from her house tonite I was overcome with the feeling again and I started driving reallyfast, recklessly almost, until I got home. I'm sure I'd be drinking right now but I ran out of beer earlier. I'm 21. This is not who I want tobe. get a blog, I know.