the nomad
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Sorry for any confusion, I was in the process of responding to a few posts and the thread was locked.
http://niketalk.com/t/561783/welcome-back-nomad
I'm not sure why.
But I was going to use that post to share my story and hopefully it may help someone who found themselves taking the same path.
My wife and children are all that I have in a literal sense. I'm not close with my parents at all and my friends let me down in a way I felt was unforgivable back then. I lost a lot financially, physically and emotionally. I felt low and stupid. I felt like if people on NT hurt my private life and I lost my family in the process. I would not know how to go on living. I love them very much.
I'm sorry for lying about a few things, but if you lived my life sometimes lying is the only way to cope with the pain of facing the true reality that this world is harsh and cold.
I hope members that I have offended can see past that and we can start over. Niketalk means a lot to me. It came into my life at a time where I was making a transition from the streets to responsibilities and accountability. Wasn't a lot of people I could talk back then, or now for that matter. Especially when you come from where I come from and choose to change your life.
I'm telling you guys this because I don't want to have to lie anymore, I like connecting with people on here, I value the fact that complete faceless strangers can generate discussions, ideals and philosophies that transcends the online experiences we share and reaches our private offline lives.
I'm complete lost as to how you came to that conclusion, but I would be happy to clear any confusion up.
Secondly, and sadly "Keko" you are trying to prove what point? Especially in situations where someone's life is at stake, what are you trying to prove and to who?
http://niketalk.com/t/561783/welcome-back-nomad
I'm not sure why.
But I was going to use that post to share my story and hopefully it may help someone who found themselves taking the same path.
I have been married and I am also a father, I guess you can say I sort of had reasons for lying or omitting certain parts of my life for an online forum. Partly because I was/am going through a quarter life crisis so I was ashamed because so many NT'ers are young and live a single college lifestyle. I felt like they couldn't related to my problems of growing up poor and having a kid so young. Also greatly because I been on NT for almost 7-8 years, and because of how I initially engaged with people on NT I thought that some members might try to expose me or cause my life discourse in some form.Damn you married ol girl?
My wife and children are all that I have in a literal sense. I'm not close with my parents at all and my friends let me down in a way I felt was unforgivable back then. I lost a lot financially, physically and emotionally. I felt low and stupid. I felt like if people on NT hurt my private life and I lost my family in the process. I would not know how to go on living. I love them very much.
I'm sorry for lying about a few things, but if you lived my life sometimes lying is the only way to cope with the pain of facing the true reality that this world is harsh and cold.
I hope members that I have offended can see past that and we can start over. Niketalk means a lot to me. It came into my life at a time where I was making a transition from the streets to responsibilities and accountability. Wasn't a lot of people I could talk back then, or now for that matter. Especially when you come from where I come from and choose to change your life.
I'm telling you guys this because I don't want to have to lie anymore, I like connecting with people on here, I value the fact that complete faceless strangers can generate discussions, ideals and philosophies that transcends the online experiences we share and reaches our private offline lives.
Originally Posted by Keko Jones
Originally Posted by DoobyMiles
So you made a thread about a suicide attempt but you didn't try and kill yourself?
Not tryna flame, just looking for elucidation.
Just proved my point!
Thanks!
I'm complete lost as to how you came to that conclusion, but I would be happy to clear any confusion up.
Secondly, and sadly "Keko" you are trying to prove what point? Especially in situations where someone's life is at stake, what are you trying to prove and to who?