I did a ton of non-alcohol related things but my point mainly was alcohol is everywhere and very hard to avoid. As far as why I got deaded I'm not sure her past is nuts and I learned more about her when I went up to jersey to see if it would work. I was getting all good signs honestly, I wasn't expecting it, and it was definitely a new experience for me. I'm sure she's around people and drinking she even told me but for some reason the bar is higher for me I feel. The chemistry was off. Were still cool, it's whatever.