Top Boy
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I don't see this thread getting crazy traction, we'll see.
Talking with my therapist, I've realized how broken my home was. Regardless of seeing plenty of examples growing up of what a healthy family looks like its something I never really sat down to think about until my therapist forced me to.
I don't want to go into too much detail but I do want to provide some background.. Basically, raised by a single parent (dad), my other parent (mom) was extremely toxic and i've been no contact for about 6 years, before that happened she managed to sever the sibling bond between myself and my siblings completely, my dad's side of the family doesn't communicate whatsoever so my immediate family is my only family which is about 6 people, my dad was present but emotionally distant and unattentive which left us all with unique scars (not trying to down him, being a single parent is tough and I still have hella respect for him)... Holidays have forever been weak, we don't really get together or support each other much, me and my brother don't communicate with my sister at all, im maybe one tier above being cordial with my brother, if we don't physically visit each other--the family that is--we don't communicate much at all....
I ask this question because I was talking to this chick yesterday and she went from clearly interested before this topic came up to looking at me crazy when it was clear I don't really assign a high importance to family. I've had to look after myself physically, mentally, and emotionally for so long the very idea has been spoiled in my mind and in the black community mothers and family are two of the golden pillars we're suppose to hold in high regard but it's impossible for me to feel the same when my lived experience has made me feel otherwise.
So I make this thread to hopefully change my opinion on the value of family, seeing as how I've only seen what a healthy family looks like from a distance. Did you consider your family to be a healthy one? Or maybe it was broken as well, why? What traits made it good or bad? What would/are you do/doing differently with your own family?
Talking with my therapist, I've realized how broken my home was. Regardless of seeing plenty of examples growing up of what a healthy family looks like its something I never really sat down to think about until my therapist forced me to.
I don't want to go into too much detail but I do want to provide some background.. Basically, raised by a single parent (dad), my other parent (mom) was extremely toxic and i've been no contact for about 6 years, before that happened she managed to sever the sibling bond between myself and my siblings completely, my dad's side of the family doesn't communicate whatsoever so my immediate family is my only family which is about 6 people, my dad was present but emotionally distant and unattentive which left us all with unique scars (not trying to down him, being a single parent is tough and I still have hella respect for him)... Holidays have forever been weak, we don't really get together or support each other much, me and my brother don't communicate with my sister at all, im maybe one tier above being cordial with my brother, if we don't physically visit each other--the family that is--we don't communicate much at all....
I ask this question because I was talking to this chick yesterday and she went from clearly interested before this topic came up to looking at me crazy when it was clear I don't really assign a high importance to family. I've had to look after myself physically, mentally, and emotionally for so long the very idea has been spoiled in my mind and in the black community mothers and family are two of the golden pillars we're suppose to hold in high regard but it's impossible for me to feel the same when my lived experience has made me feel otherwise.
So I make this thread to hopefully change my opinion on the value of family, seeing as how I've only seen what a healthy family looks like from a distance. Did you consider your family to be a healthy one? Or maybe it was broken as well, why? What traits made it good or bad? What would/are you do/doing differently with your own family?
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