No Fap 2k14 Vol. Together we can make it.

EDIT: **** it NVM

Between no fap, this keto diet, and working out, and getting good grades im feeling beast mode.

Now to find a suitable lover to take care of my needs

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Cot Damn it, not getting into it but I am restarting the counter
Ohh well at least it was worth it

120 days from today would be July 5th. That's the new goal.

been good since march 3rd... its my birthday month so i have to finish this month up of no fap

81 days isnt bad. Still wish I had made it the complete 3 months. Still going for that 120 tho.

mane today is my 2 month mark felt some urges going online just now but they went away once I got my mind right

Wow just discovered this thread, life changing. I've had issues with porn addiction for years but friends didn't understand or feel comfortable talking about and it was a subject I will never approach with parents or my GF of 2 years.

I actually got in the General Forum to go to the Asian Girl thread to begin getting aroused since my GF left for Vacation today.

I'm 17 now and have been battling porn addiction since I was 6 or so. Started out with AOL chat rooms looking at pics and progressed all the way to masturbating daily to porn that consisted of ridiculous insane things like women getting peed on and raped by the time I was 15/16. Around this time when I was heavily getting into masturbating daily I also met the girl I'm with now, first real woman I've ever had sexual contact with.

First few times she came over after school getting aroused was easy because kissing a woman was new to me so I was excited. Around the 4-6 month we began to do oral which kept the excitement up for another 4 months, but after that it became exceedingly difficult for me to get aroused and for a good while during the Summer I was unable to get aroused at all and only slept when she came over, I didn't realize this was because I stayed up until 6 AM every night jerking it to pronz.

I could feel us getting closer to losing that V card to each other and I really loved this girl but I was scared out of my mind, Idk WTF was wrong with my ****. I looked it up and realized the root of my problems. Safe to say I was mind blown, idk how I never connected the dots looking back. I tried multiple times to give it up failing every time, never lasting more than 8 days. Any time I started to feel any emotions that weren't good my first instinct was to masturbate and I would fail. After being together for about 15 months I realized my ****** up mind was the only thing keeping me from finally getting laid, my life long dream because of my life long porn watching.

I abstained for a month, got arrested, screwed up, abstained for a few weeks, failed again, and then just kept it to once every week or two allowing us to finally do it nearly a year ago. Since then we have progressed to do it more & more, and I still keep it to about once a week just to relieve some stress. I feel myself slipping back though, we haven't had much time the past month to plug and I have begin to masturbate nearly every day of course to porn. (Never in my life masturbated without porn, I can't). It is Spring Break, my plan was to jerk all break while she was gone and then try and quit.

This thread has inspired me to to quit now and live out my last High School Spring Break actually doing fun enjoyable things, outside of my computer chair. My addiction and messed up mind has caused much stress in our relationship, from not being able to get hard for an entire Summer to me demanding her to urinate on me because my head is so ******. Not anymore. I can do this. I will appreciate her, and not that new adult movie coming out next week. THANK YOU NT! 

BTW: If my story was long, and boring, and unhelpful sorry. Just feels good to tell people who actually understand instead of look at me weird and tell me to shut up.

My best advice... STAY PRE OCCUPIED boredom leads to masturbation for me more than anything. Also, DON'T GIVE UP, quitting something your brain has wired itself to NEED is extremely hard. and DONT EDGE.

Also, just remember in times of weakness, the nut you feel from that video you've been searching for for months you finally found on some obscure french porn site will NOT feel as good as sex with a real live human woman you can touch and feel and kiss and love and hold.

Good for you fam.

Damn. Trust me bruh I was worse than you and it is getting better. Hit my inbox up anytime. You don't want to put **** out here for these NT vultures and internet thugs. I'd be glad to tell you my experiences quitting and all the good things that have happened since I quit.

Like it was stated above keep busy fam! Pick up a hobby like working out because then you'll be too physically exhausted when you get home. Seriously your story is very similar to mine, I started that young too and have watched some interesting stuff to get off. DEFINITELY AVOID any of the "appreciation" threads, because while those women are beautiful, it'll start your downward spiral and I skip them for that reason. My inbox is always open too, I'm 24 now and things do get better, I still have my slip ups and sometimes I'll just watch it and not fap. Currently though I'm trying to cut the habit completely. Remember like any addiction, you have to honestly take it day by day. Don't look for some big number, just be the best you can be for one day. The time will add up and it'll be hard, but nothing in life that's worth it is easy.

I wish I had some cool catchphrase to end this with like "illlest!" lol

#tbt I think you need to try and fail a couple times (which you have done) before this becomes easier. Now that you know the feeling of failure you never want to go back.

sunshineblotters said:

Cot Damn it, not getting into it but I am restarting the counter

Ohh well at least it was worth it

120 days from today would be July 5th. That's the new goal.

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ease up on yourself playa....

you're probably a decent homie....

I try to but it doesn't work that way. My past experiences don't allow me

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Still goin strong.

70 days

I'm on day 4 again ):
Down from 81

To my credit, except the time I hit up Home Depot Girl I have been doing this on hard mode. Don't see how people who are steady smashing are having such a hard time.

It has been exactly a week and 4 days. 11 days. Still in it for the long hall.

And on another note i love how smooth anf silky the d is when its not shrivelled up from punishment. **** lost so much progress with one fap

gave in yesterday couldnt help the urge... plus i was like f it my birthday
now that i have closure and starting from day 1 again i should finish this month strong... i got faith