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I've ruined my perception of women and I don't know if there's anything I can do to repair it. I've slept with more than I can recall, and have witnessed some stuff that makes it hard to believe I'll find one that's different. I'm not saying that all women are bad or that all women are evil with the specific intent to lie, cheat, or manipulate. Just saying that the types I attract seem to fit a similar mold. I've been the scumbag guy that's slept with another dude's woman while the guy was serving a tour in the Middle East. I've been the guy that's had a girl over to his place giving me a top and smashing only to have said top and smash sesh be interrupted by her mans calling her phone and HIM apologizing for not believing her when she said she was at her own home. There's so much more. I've done some **** when I was younger that has scarred me in my older days. I lived fast with no concept of what my life would bring me as I got older. Now-a-days all I want is one girl I can love, respect, and trust... Maybe start a family. But I don't deserve that. I'm a scumbag. A savage. Destined to have one failed relationship after another, and a string of random flings with harlots I couldn't care less about.