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driving range with lights???East coast brah. It's about to get dark.
I wasn't fully aware that she was trying to emotionally manipulate me. Towards the end of our stint, she accused me of guilt tripping her, but that's all she did throughout our fling since I wasn't verbally pampering her all the time.I read it all and appreciated the usage of paragraphs. Made it readableI was oblivious to some of her negative traits while I was seeing her. Some of the **** I tuned out because I felt bad for her since she carries herself like a little child. She's a privileged little brat who puts on a front like she's super selfless and innocent but she's a liar and doesn't like taking responsibility for her actions. She loves playing the victim role. She tries to preach body positivity and self-confidence but constantly needs validation from other people. Every day it was the same **** with her. "Do you like me" "You're not just using me for sex are you?" Asking me if I'm using her for sex, when it was her who initiated the act damn near every time. I deadass feel like we only lasted more than 2 weeks because I was her first black penis. Everything I said to her was "hurtful".I wasn't fully aware that she was trying to emotionally manipulate me. Towards the end of our stint, she accused me of guilt tripping her, but that's all she did throughout our fling since I wasn't verbally pampering her all the time.
The stuff that I see her post on social networking sites now just makes me mad. She's one of those feminists that fronts like they're all about equality, when in reality, they don't give a **** about full equality, and only want feminism to deflect some of the negative perceptions that surround their decision to indulge in premarital sex with multiple partners. She's an irrational individual, who's hypersensitive and emotionally unstable. That's a bad mixture. Will throw a public pity party one moment, then call out someone for something that she actively participates in. If I were to acknowledge her fluff, or really say what was on my mind, I'd be called "mean". That's wack as hell to me. I'm from the ******g block, I done seen so much BS, I'm still in the midst of BS, I can't rock any rose-tinted glasses man. Getting sexually/romantically involved with a sheltered girl who'll be financially set no matter what she decides to do in college was a mistake.
I'm really disappointed that I spent so much time with her. Rant over. Sorry for the paragraphs.
