I really liked getting drunk and it turned into an addiction where I needed a drink to function. There were times where I couldn't really start my day without getting a drink. I remember going to the gas station and pushing back lime a ritas to start my day as awful as it sounds. Before you know it it becomes a part of your life and you see nothing wrong with getting bent.
thanks for the advice and recommendation bro. I def was tested earlier tonight when I decided to go out to eat with some coworkers. We ate some good food and drinks were flowing, my coworkers were getting turnt up and temptation almost got to me but I stayed strong and sipped on water while my coworkers enjoyed their alcholic beverages. I'm proud of myself and I had a good time watching my coworkers drink and I felt responsible knowing that I didn't drink and could make it home without worrying about getting a dui or waking up in the morning with a hangover. I've sat up the last few hours thinking about my decisions tonight and if it's something I can continue. I think I can get used to this sobriety thing if I work hard on me.
I don't trust myself right now bro as sad as it sounds. One drink turns into two, three turns into four and before you know it I'm a belligerent drunk talking **** about to get into a fight. I wake up with a hangover and drink more to rid my hangover and the weekend turns into a 4 or 5 day drinking spree. I'd rather just avoid drinking totally for the time being.
I eat fish every now and then, salad, noodles, rice, etc stuff like that. My diet isn't strict I just don't eat red meat, chicken, turkey, pork, ham etc.
Agreed
Weed has to be SOMETHING
When you smoke weed 3-4 times a day there has to be a reason. You might not be addicted but you might not be able to cope either. It ain't your birthday everyday.
I've completely just cut out partying and even going to places that are primary bars first and food second. Even when I eat with my wife, there can be the entire bar seating section open and she'll just wait with me for a booth. even doing these precautions it still takes a great deal of discipline to manage for me. I think the one thing that always helps me is knowing I'm not the only one going through these things and it's comforting to feel that.
Shut up..... LolI mean this kind of sounds addicting, you basically just said the only time you don't smoke is at work
My girlfriend left me a while back after she got tired of my ish so I'm single now. I haven't really been thinking about yambs like that because I've been trying to get myself together.
thanks bro it seed a daily struggle that we constantly fight. There's times when I'm down and could go for a drink but I get me a cold glass of ice old water instead. The lil things keep me going.Hit the nail right there man! That's why I read the book, it's a great guide, but not for everyone and everyone has their own methods. I always try to take time to myself an reevaluate all the relationships that are important to me and figure out what I should or shouldn't be doing. My biggest problem was giving people to much credit and not fully taking control over the only thing I can control: myself. So it's always nice to and refreshing to do that
and you're a bigger man than me
you'll be fine man, one day at a time, it's a lifestyle change and like anything else it takes effort.
to me there is something fundamentally wrong about having to use supplements to sustain a healthy life.
