You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a personwho can offer full emotional fulfilment.
The way things are at this time is causing you considerable stress and anxiety. Your friends and acquaintances consider you to be - to say the least -difficult and unapproachable. Now it is because of this that you need to find some sort of solution. By doing nothing and waiting for matters to rightthemselves will only make things worse, but don't rush into making hasty decisions - make haste slowly.
Many people will consider you egotistical and full of your own self importance. On the surface you could well give this impression and perhaps the reason forthis complacent attitude is because at times you indeed have that 'short fuse' and are quick to take offence.
You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situationwarrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with otherswhose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend tostick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break awayfrom it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postponemaking the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteemof others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.
You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't doit'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
