Confessions

[tomdiginson]

Naw them DR joints woulda run circles round him…Yo woulda flown back with a whole wife

Man would be on here in a year saying that he filed for her and once she became a citizen, she divorced him.

 

[tr1ll]

Yea dude gotta learn the basics before he starts throwing money around.

 

[kungfu koala]

The root of the problem is man’s porn addiction.
Get rid of that, it would clear up everything how you approach women out here. Set your rules on these women though

Or! find u one to watch with.

 

[storm2006]

Dude could have flew to DR for all this. Could have just been a Passport Dude instead of going through this. Somebody should have put him on.

Naw them DR joints woulda run circles round him…Yo woulda flown back with a whole wife

Man would be on here in a year saying that he filed for her and once she became a citizen, she divorced him.

Advising that man to go to DR would have be a criminal move

 

[witnesskb24]

He would’ve went to the DR and come back married

 

[Mark Antony]

Son would've lost his mind, but still probably a better experience overall.

 

[storm2006]

Still would've been a better situation than the predicament he's in rn

Yo the fact that now he’s moving (not metaphorically as out in the streets but literally moving as I’m out of his residence) due to this situation is mind blowing This is why you don’t bring ‘em back to your primary residence let alone invite them to stay with you

 

[Mark Antony]

Kinda understated how the situation is so bad he has to sell his house and move to a different state.

 

[storm2006]

Kinda understated how the situation is so bad he has to sell his house and move to a different state.

EXACTLY!! There is so much going on that it is easy to forget or not consider certain aspects of the situation at times.

Bro is living out a real life Power x The Chi plot with this one.

 

[Belgium]

You all wanna know the truth and why the lie from the booking email and the no kissing/oral was such a big deal to me? Other than the large amount of money involved? I was a kissless virgin. Always had terrible social anxiety with girls. Never really bothered me because in Vegas I had hockey, my friends and my dog. I moved here, my dog died and I had no friends. I told her all of this when we first met and she still didn't have the decency as a "friend" to just own up to the lie, she instead tried to spin it into those being "EXTRAS". After all the money I'd already given her as well as a place to live. I spent a month and a half kissing her ***, gassing her up everytime she'd say she was done living and wanted to off herself, forgiving her everytime she'd lose her **** for no reason and she never attempted to even treat me like you would a friend. No honesty and no respect.

Admitting something like this can't have been easy, so props for that. If you're really a kissless virgin, that's fine, but getting an escort is not the answer.
Rather than tackling why that is the case, it sounds like you tried to bruteforce your way into changing that by paying for an escort. Hypothetically, let's say that an escort did give you the complete full package. Ask yourself: then what? Nothing changed, besides paying someone.
Instead, I think you should ask yourself what exactly is stopping you from changing that the natural way. You can go to the gym, maybe spend a little extra effort on things like skincare products, ...
There's a lot of simple things anyone can do to maximize how good they can look, and you seem to have the money for a gym membership etc.

If the main issue is social anxiety or something of that nature, that's harder to deal with but remember that plenty of people, women included, have social issues.
Either way I think you could certainly benefit from seeing a psychologist to discuss this situation, why it happened and what you can do to avoid future situations like this.
There's nothing weird about seeing a psychologist in any circumstance, I don't think there's any circumstance where going to a psychologist isn't useful.

 

[lvjordan238]

Kinda understated how the situation is so bad he has to sell his house and move to a different state.

I've been wanting to move back for a while to be honest. This just expedited it. This state ******* sucks ***. Moved here last year because of my sister and my dog. Wanted to own a house with a yard for him. He's gone now so it doesn't matter if I have to get a condo in Vegas.

It's BTW. Booked her just because there isn't exactly a lot of options here and she happened to be in town. IDGAF anymore. I'm gonna start dropping some of the foul **** she has said to me too. Here's the last contact we had 8/28. I was playing a game of MLB with my friend and this ***** fires off 40 straight texts just degrading me with BS (not unusual). This ***** literally just makes **** up in her head. Like the niece thing. I said "wow you guys are the same age and have the same hobbies, you would probably be friends". Took advantage of HER? I paid her 5 figures for half the ******* menu, gave her a place to live and film content, and treated her like a ******* princess even though I knew she had a boyfriend. If I were really an ******* I'd have gotten all my paid and free sessions and THEN booted her out of my house. Living in her car? She was in a fleabag motel the entire time posting pics on Twitter.

 

[ahat]

Damn she's ugly

 

[lvjordan238]

Admitting something like this can't have been easy, so props for that. If you're really a kissless virgin, that's fine, but getting an escort is not the answer.
Rather than tackling why that is the case, it sounds like you tried to bruteforce your way into changing that by paying for an escort. Hypothetically, let's say that an escort did give you the complete full package. Ask yourself: then what? Nothing changed, besides paying someone.
Instead, I think you should ask yourself what exactly is stopping you from changing that the natural way. You can go to the gym, maybe spend a little extra effort on things like skincare products, ...
There's a lot of simple things anyone can do to maximize how good they can look, and you seem to have the money for a gym membership etc.

If the main issue is social anxiety or something of that nature, that's harder to deal with but remember that plenty of people, women included, have social issues.
Either way I think you could certainly benefit from seeing a psychologist to discuss this situation, why it happened and what you can do to avoid future situations like this.
There's nothing weird about seeing a psychologist in any circumstance, I don't think there's any circumstance where going to a psychologist isn't useful.

My thought process was to get some experience with everything physically before trying to date for real. That way I don't have to go into a date with zero confidence in all physical matters. The thought of even attempting to date as 31 y/o kissless virgin was terrifying. The reason I went with a pornstar was because 1. Both parties are tested. 2. Pornstars almost always include the full menu. I read reviews and did my research. Even her reviews said she did everything. She claimed she did everything in the booking email. After the first session she claimed she was just going through a "bad breakup" and that's why she didn't want to kiss. So I booked myself an overnight for my birthday thinking she'd be over the breakup by then and she was just fun to talk to. This was all before I found out how bat**** crazy she was though.

 

[storm2006]

Damn she's ugly

I googled her and first thing that came up was a link to her videos on The Hub. I scroll a few down to get a glimpse of her face in a thumbnail and see one of her licking a *****’s butt hole and bro really wanted the GFE and to go down on her

 

[ahat]

I googled her and first thing that came up was a link to her videos on The Hub. I scroll a few down to get a glimpse of her face in a thumbnail and see one of her licking a *****’s butt hole and bro really wanted the GFE and to go down on her

I can't even view that site out here in Türkiye ( I guess it's blocked? Idk), I just looked at her IG. I don't even wanna see her naked.

 

[Mark Antony]

I appreciate you sharing. Took some level of courage, now use that momentum towards something real.

 

[tr1ll]

I can’t help but notice she mentioned being aired out on a forum she never knew existed? Bruh I know you didn’t.

 

[lvjordan238]

I can’t help but notice she mentioned being aired out on a forum she never knew existed? Bruh I know you didn’t.

Nah that was the escort forum run by her booking agent. Sent him our entire 3000+ text history because she was on the phone crying to him what a piece of **** I was.

 

[ahat]

Reading those texts, got damn she manipulated the hell out of you.

 

[pdino]

You gotta end communication with her and cut it off. Nothing useful coming from future interactions

 

[lvjordan238]

You gotta end communication with her and cut it off. Nothing useful coming from future interactions

Oh her number has been blocked since the vile **** she said on 8/28. Still want to trash her on Twitter though. At this point I want to see her literally homeless and poor.

 

[storm2006]

Oh her number has been blocked since the vile **** she said on 8/28. Still want to trash her on Twitter though. At this point I want to see her literally homeless and poor.

Sounds like she is already homeless and poor, man. I don’t agree with what she did to you but continuing to bring her down might make you temporarily feel better but it isn’t going to change what happened. You would be better off off letter her wallow in her sad existence and focus on learning from the experience and finding happiness.

I understand revenge but I largely say this because it was a situation that you brought on yourself (no disrespect)

 

[TSCQ]

Man’s was willing to loose his “kissless virginity” to a girl being ranned thru. Your mistake was allowing her into your dwelling. These pros are master manipulators and mentally unstable. Move with a better approach and get out of your deviant mind.

 

[ahat]

Sounds like she is already homeless and poor, man. I don’t agree with what she did to you but continuing to bring her down might make you temporarily feel better but it isn’t going to change what happened. You would be better off off letter her wallow in her sad existence and focus on learning from the experience and finding happiness.

I understand revenge but I largely say this because it was a situation that you brought on yourself (no disrespect)

Ya, let this go. You're not gonna gain anything by continuing to trash this cumdumpster. Let it be an expensive lesson. Work on yourself, fix up and fnd you a decent woman you have something in common with. One that likes you and not your money. They're out there.

 

[lovehateself]