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I lost count of how many days but im just chillin. I did have a dream where i downloaded some porn and i was contemplating if i should fap or not. I didn't lol but i did press play [emoji]128520[/emoji]
 
Had to end it guys. Noticed the only thing I thought and cared about was sex. I was on some primal ****. Will get back again though
 
Think the key to it is when you do get to that point you gotta transcend & do something to fill the void. Haven't quite figured what that something is yet but I'm back on 1 day in :lol
 
Survived this weekend even after playing suicide . Stayed busy. I ordered a book to read and it should be here soon. Coworker just found out I turned 21 not too long ago so he's gonna take me around town to the hot spots for shorties. Can't wait.
 
Not much. But I'm not really trying either. I gotta focus and get this paper. P will always be there. Spend your time wisely. I'm not one of those guys who do nf to get girls. I do it for spiritual insights, energy boost and focus to accomplish life goals :hat I truly believe in the benefits.
 
About a week in now. Been cooling so far but it's this bad *** Latina at the office shorty is like a trigger I swear. Hopped off the elevator today, ran into her & the inner beast
wanted nothing more than to pounce :{ **** crazy but I'm gonna enjoy the ride, see how long I can go
 
day 1 going into a weekend trip to daygo. Will be disciplined 
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I relapsed after the Yeezy madness in June and destroyed my **** :lol :lol :lol.

But I noticed one thing because of no fap I became bolder. I seek out conversation with women now from small talk to little jokes to brighten a face for the day.

Hollered at this older divorced ww (she's 40 pass for late twenties) at my spot (unknowingly I didn't know she has a BF :rolleyes so I'm mackin n **** and she is laughing so I go in for the kill and ask about dinner and she let me down :lol didn't even care [emoji]128517[/emoji] confidence was unfazed.

Working on another gorgeous *** older ww at my spot that I helped break into her upstairs condo because she locked her keys inside her house and I had to find an attic entry walk across the wooden beams inside the roof above to access her pantry dropped down into the kitchen and unlocked her front door :)

Going to try to finesse a beer and tacos get together out of her. She's Hot, Cheerleader Body, and perfect smile and tan.
 
Might need to join y'all. When you get the nastiest texts and your response is "ehh". Smh.
 
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