sauceking11
Banned
- Dec 8, 2007
- 9
- 10
Sup NT. Late night, can't sleep, the ol girl on my mind. It's funny how I can't talk about this with my closest friends cause I don't wannalook soft, so I gotta let it out through NT.
I've been seeing this girl from Tokyo for almost 3 years now. We met in highschool when she was an exchange student. This girl is seriously wifeymaterial, I mean in terms of looks I think I could do better but she really holds it down. We been doing the long distance thing and have gotten to see eachother in the summers and holidays. She's a real down to earth chick who just likes to kick it with me. I don't think I could date a girl that isconstantly partying/drinking/getting into trouble. I think she's real mature for her age (she's actually a year older than me). I know that this girlhas been loyal throughout the long distance. We always calling and she always texting, sending me pictures and stuff, letting me know where she is.
Well this Sept I started my second year of college and we decided to end the LDR and she moved in with me. We got a place together and she enrolled in thishair and aethetics course at an upscale clinic downtown Vancouver. I can't believe how good she was to me when she was here now that I think about it. Sheknew I was always mad busy with school and homework so she'd just be down to cook/clean for me, and just stay pretty quiet around the house reading, doingchores, etc. while I was busy with work. She was happy if we just went for a walk and watched a flick together, she never went out with her friends (Idon't think she made many), and she was just super down for me.
Well, you probably thinking I'm lucky and I know I am but I took it for granted. I started seeing past what she was doing for me and started thinkingdamn I could do better (now I know that there are plenty of broads in the sea who are dimes but would never treat me like she did). I didn't cheat oranything but I started loosing interest and gave her even less attention. She started feeling neglected and we fought alot. Orginally the plan was for her tofind a job here after she was done school but cause we were fighting so much (almost mostly because of me and my ego), she decided (and I decided) she shouldgo back in March and we'll talk about living together again after I'm done college so I'll have more time to spend with her.
But man, she left this morning, and in my head I was thinking it was the right decision until I opened the cab door for her and waved at her as she waswaving back driving away to the airport. I'm still livin in the flat we leased together and everywhere I look I'm seeing her and our memories.We're still together, we've done LDR for awhile now and before she left we had a really long talk about our relationship and we both agreed that wewish she didn't have to go (the plane ticket was non-refundable).
I know we didn't break up or anything, but man this heartache is unbearable. Just wanting to be close to someone, but not knowing when you'll seethem again. I came home today and instead being greeted by my girl with a smile with dinner made, I came home to an emply flat with dishes in the sink, eatinga can of tuna and some leftovers. Now I gotta face sleeping in the bed that we had so much fun just teasing and joking with each other by myself in a darkquiet apartment....
PS yuku and safari dont mix pss my gf is not the girl in my avy
I've been seeing this girl from Tokyo for almost 3 years now. We met in highschool when she was an exchange student. This girl is seriously wifeymaterial, I mean in terms of looks I think I could do better but she really holds it down. We been doing the long distance thing and have gotten to see eachother in the summers and holidays. She's a real down to earth chick who just likes to kick it with me. I don't think I could date a girl that isconstantly partying/drinking/getting into trouble. I think she's real mature for her age (she's actually a year older than me). I know that this girlhas been loyal throughout the long distance. We always calling and she always texting, sending me pictures and stuff, letting me know where she is.
Well this Sept I started my second year of college and we decided to end the LDR and she moved in with me. We got a place together and she enrolled in thishair and aethetics course at an upscale clinic downtown Vancouver. I can't believe how good she was to me when she was here now that I think about it. Sheknew I was always mad busy with school and homework so she'd just be down to cook/clean for me, and just stay pretty quiet around the house reading, doingchores, etc. while I was busy with work. She was happy if we just went for a walk and watched a flick together, she never went out with her friends (Idon't think she made many), and she was just super down for me.
Well, you probably thinking I'm lucky and I know I am but I took it for granted. I started seeing past what she was doing for me and started thinkingdamn I could do better (now I know that there are plenty of broads in the sea who are dimes but would never treat me like she did). I didn't cheat oranything but I started loosing interest and gave her even less attention. She started feeling neglected and we fought alot. Orginally the plan was for her tofind a job here after she was done school but cause we were fighting so much (almost mostly because of me and my ego), she decided (and I decided) she shouldgo back in March and we'll talk about living together again after I'm done college so I'll have more time to spend with her.
But man, she left this morning, and in my head I was thinking it was the right decision until I opened the cab door for her and waved at her as she waswaving back driving away to the airport. I'm still livin in the flat we leased together and everywhere I look I'm seeing her and our memories.We're still together, we've done LDR for awhile now and before she left we had a really long talk about our relationship and we both agreed that wewish she didn't have to go (the plane ticket was non-refundable).
I know we didn't break up or anything, but man this heartache is unbearable. Just wanting to be close to someone, but not knowing when you'll seethem again. I came home today and instead being greeted by my girl with a smile with dinner made, I came home to an emply flat with dishes in the sink, eatinga can of tuna and some leftovers. Now I gotta face sleeping in the bed that we had so much fun just teasing and joking with each other by myself in a darkquiet apartment....
PS yuku and safari dont mix pss my gf is not the girl in my avy
