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Originally Posted by donttalkitlivit
if you're contemplating Suicide, you are either taking too many pills or drinking too much alcohol. Nothing in life is that bad where you have to take your own life.
Get over yourself, and grow up. I have to go to jail for a while pretty soon,(up to 2 years) and this aint nowhere near an option. The only time i thought i wanted to die I was on Xanax tripping.
Im from Aruba, and have had a WAY WORSE life than 99.9 percent of NT. (probably the whole 100 %) Not only where we poor, but my mom was 16 when she had me.
She didnt have the patience to raise a kid being one herself. She would whoop my *** for any LITTLE thing I did. (not spank, whoop me like a grown person, with hands)
I had to do all the chores in my house, from my room, Living room, kitchen, bathrooms, trash duty, yardwork, wash dishes, wash ALL clothes, dry clothes, fold clothes, and put them where they belong.
Back to being broke, one year I got a 12 pack of Brisk Iced Tea for Christmas (favorite drink at the time.)Been kicked out of every school in my life damn near.
Basically all Im saying is that We have all had it rough, Pain should make you a bigger and better man, not break you down. If you feel like dying you are way too emotional.
This aint even a 100th of my story, too many bad things went on in my life, Just keep on Gunnin
Not to take away from your upbringing but sounds like the typical lifestyle of growing up in the Jungles, CA (18yrs) were I am from...very common story. I experienced everything you just mentioned except one of my Parents cared.