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So a few weeks ago while doing the grown up thang, I started to realize how incredibly into it I was. Not just regular "I've been with you for a while, this feels good" kinda sex, but more like the "omg my insides are caving in, I will die right ******g now and my life will be complete" variety.
As I'm reaching that point of no return, I find myself holding back TEARS. Not just a single tear rolling down my cheek, trashing- my-land Native American style, but like actual grown up emotion tears. I stopped myself because I didn't want my SO to freak the **** out, but in that moment, life was perfection. And it was more than just physical bliss, it was emotionally inspiring.
So NT, I ask you today... Has this ever happened to you? Maybe the person you were with? I haven't stopped thinking about it and I find myself obsessing over what would have happened if I would have just let go. Would you guys be totally freaked out if someone did that??
(I come to you all because due to the circumstances of said situation, I find comfort knowing I won't be judged TOO harshly due to my quasi-anonymity.)
As I'm reaching that point of no return, I find myself holding back TEARS. Not just a single tear rolling down my cheek, trashing- my-land Native American style, but like actual grown up emotion tears. I stopped myself because I didn't want my SO to freak the **** out, but in that moment, life was perfection. And it was more than just physical bliss, it was emotionally inspiring.
So NT, I ask you today... Has this ever happened to you? Maybe the person you were with? I haven't stopped thinking about it and I find myself obsessing over what would have happened if I would have just let go. Would you guys be totally freaked out if someone did that??
(I come to you all because due to the circumstances of said situation, I find comfort knowing I won't be judged TOO harshly due to my quasi-anonymity.)