Official Confessions Thread. vol: Aint had one of these in a while.

[dr813]

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

I know this girl is digging me but im too scared to talk to her and ive never had this problem before, only with this girl for some reason
because she is everything I look for in a girl

I have the same problem

 I feel you man, everytime I see her she smiles and I get butterflies inside and I just freeze up 

I don't know but do you get like 2nd thoughts, should I approach her this way or that, this type of stuff bugs me

 Yeah I 2nd guess myself like i'll be like im gonna say something tomorrow and then I don't because im scared I will mess up something I know will be perfect. But I swear to god when I go back to school after break, im going for it.

I have the same problem as well

 I also always 2nd guess myself. I'll be like yeah when I see her tomorrow I'ma go for it. but when I see her the next day, all that goes out the window. It's

like I want to say something but I just can't because I just can't take another rejection. I've been rejected so many times, it's not even funny. I feel like no girls like me. that's why I don't

approaching them because I when I do it's always a bad result. I have no self esteem and no self confidence because of this. even when I see girls that kinda stare at me or girls that say hi to

me when onn a elevator or walking past them, I just can't do it because of my past experiences. I have no one to hang out with so everywhere i go it's by myself. my sadness and lonliness

is really high right now. I feel like I'm never gonna find a girl and I will be literally forever alone. I'm way too much of a nice guy. and like ole saying goes "nice guys finish last." I'm getting really

tired of it. but next year I'm taking a new approach. I don't a ^&*( no more. I don't care if anybody likes me or what they think of me cuz I'ma do what's best for me. that nice guy S*** is

done, cuz people don't see that. I'ma be on some eminem last battle in 8 mile steez. It's "F*** everybody and F*** y'all if you doubt me" mode. and If they don't like that then they could kiss

my black a** cuz I don't I don't give a F***. take it or leave it. I'm done.

 

[ikari xd]

Originally Posted by an dee 51o

I work in San Francisco. Been used to it.

not going to school anymore? congrats on graduating months ago? 

 

[ikari xd]

Originally Posted by an dee 51o

I work in San Francisco. Been used to it.

not going to school anymore? congrats on graduating months ago? 

 

[thagreatj]

Went to Vegas with my ex and did absolutely nothing with her. was hard but it was for the best.

my new girl (we are not a couple) basically had me put it in raw. only for like 30 seconds but im so scared. babies scare me. havent felt (another P other then my ex's raw ) in prolly i cant even think. prolly 7 years. felt good but NO THANKS. put that condom on and went to work.

thats it. more of  i needed to tell somebody.

 

[thagreatj]

Went to Vegas with my ex and did absolutely nothing with her. was hard but it was for the best.

my new girl (we are not a couple) basically had me put it in raw. only for like 30 seconds but im so scared. babies scare me. havent felt (another P other then my ex's raw ) in prolly i cant even think. prolly 7 years. felt good but NO THANKS. put that condom on and went to work.

thats it. more of  i needed to tell somebody.

 

[gregzzy23]

I went on chatroulette for the first time in more than half a year last night...was on there from like 1-5 AM. When you weave out the old men and @%%@$, there are some

females on there from all over the world.

I was talking to this dime from Texas with the nicest petite body and she was showing it off without me having to even ask...I was enjoying it so much didn't even take a screenshot

 

[gregzzy23]

I went on chatroulette for the first time in more than half a year last night...was on there from like 1-5 AM. When you weave out the old men and @%%@$, there are some

females on there from all over the world.

I was talking to this dime from Texas with the nicest petite body and she was showing it off without me having to even ask...I was enjoying it so much didn't even take a screenshot

 

[cragmatic]

If I could I'd

everyday. I have no hook up tho and only do when I'm with a friend who does. Never want to ask if they can hook me up.

 

[cragmatic]

If I could I'd

everyday. I have no hook up tho and only do when I'm with a friend who does. Never want to ask if they can hook me up.

 

[where are you harold miner 2]

Originally Posted by DR813

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

I know this girl is digging me but im too scared to talk to her and ive never had this problem before, only with this girl for some reason
because she is everything I look for in a girl

I have the same problem

 I feel you man, everytime I see her she smiles and I get butterflies inside and I just freeze up 

I don't know but do you get like 2nd thoughts, should I approach her this way or that, this type of stuff bugs me

 Yeah I 2nd guess myself like i'll be like im gonna say something tomorrow and then I don't because im scared I will mess up something I know will be perfect. But I swear to god when I go back to school after break, im going for it.

I have the same problem as well

 I also always 2nd guess myself. I'll be like yeah when I see her tomorrow I'ma go for it. but when I see her the next day, all that goes out the window. It's

like I want to say something but I just can't because I just can't take another rejection. I've been rejected so many times, it's not even funny. I feel like no girls like me. that's why I don't

approaching them because I when I do it's always a bad result. I have no self esteem and no self confidence because of this. even when I see girls that kinda stare at me or girls that say hi to

me when onn a elevator or walking past them, I just can't do it because of my past experiences. I have no one to hang out with so everywhere i go it's by myself. my sadness and lonliness

is really high right now. I feel like I'm never gonna find a girl and I will be literally forever alone. I'm way too much of a nice guy. and like ole saying goes "nice guys finish last." I'm getting really

tired of it. but next year I'm taking a new approach. I don't a ^&*( no more. I don't care if anybody likes me or what they think of me cuz I'ma do what's best for me. that nice guy S*** is

done, cuz people don't see that. I'ma be on some eminem last battle in 8 mile steez. It's "F*** everybody and F*** y'all if you doubt me" mode. and If they don't like that then they could kiss

my black a** cuz I don't I don't give a F***. take it or leave it. I'm done.

You sound like a loser

(dont know how to say that without sounding like a ****) Sorry

No offense but if you are "that nice" then people would be kicking it with you...

 

[where are you harold miner 2]

Originally Posted by DR813

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

I know this girl is digging me but im too scared to talk to her and ive never had this problem before, only with this girl for some reason
because she is everything I look for in a girl

I have the same problem

 I feel you man, everytime I see her she smiles and I get butterflies inside and I just freeze up 

I don't know but do you get like 2nd thoughts, should I approach her this way or that, this type of stuff bugs me

 Yeah I 2nd guess myself like i'll be like im gonna say something tomorrow and then I don't because im scared I will mess up something I know will be perfect. But I swear to god when I go back to school after break, im going for it.

I have the same problem as well

 I also always 2nd guess myself. I'll be like yeah when I see her tomorrow I'ma go for it. but when I see her the next day, all that goes out the window. It's

like I want to say something but I just can't because I just can't take another rejection. I've been rejected so many times, it's not even funny. I feel like no girls like me. that's why I don't

approaching them because I when I do it's always a bad result. I have no self esteem and no self confidence because of this. even when I see girls that kinda stare at me or girls that say hi to

me when onn a elevator or walking past them, I just can't do it because of my past experiences. I have no one to hang out with so everywhere i go it's by myself. my sadness and lonliness

is really high right now. I feel like I'm never gonna find a girl and I will be literally forever alone. I'm way too much of a nice guy. and like ole saying goes "nice guys finish last." I'm getting really

tired of it. but next year I'm taking a new approach. I don't a ^&*( no more. I don't care if anybody likes me or what they think of me cuz I'ma do what's best for me. that nice guy S*** is

done, cuz people don't see that. I'ma be on some eminem last battle in 8 mile steez. It's "F*** everybody and F*** y'all if you doubt me" mode. and If they don't like that then they could kiss

my black a** cuz I don't I don't give a F***. take it or leave it. I'm done.

You sound like a loser

(dont know how to say that without sounding like a ****) Sorry

No offense but if you are "that nice" then people would be kicking it with you...

 

[bkmac]

Originally Posted by LLCoolMichael

Originally Posted by lostsoulswander

hoping the world really does end in 2012, would make everything a lot easier

THIS X 1,000,000,000,000

You're only 16 years old, though.

 

[bkmac]

Originally Posted by LLCoolMichael

Originally Posted by lostsoulswander

hoping the world really does end in 2012, would make everything a lot easier

THIS X 1,000,000,000,000

You're only 16 years old, though.

 

[my hustle so russell]

Originally Posted by Where Are You Harold Miner 2

Originally Posted by DR813

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

I have the same problem as well

 I also always 2nd guess myself. I'll be like yeah when I see her tomorrow I'ma go for it. but when I see her the next day, all that goes out the window. It's

like I want to say something but I just can't because I just can't take another rejection. I've been rejected so many times, it's not even funny. I feel like no girls like me. that's why I don't

approaching them because I when I do it's always a bad result. I have no self esteem and no self confidence because of this. even when I see girls that kinda stare at me or girls that say hi to

me when onn a elevator or walking past them, I just can't do it because of my past experiences. I have no one to hang out with so everywhere i go it's by myself. my sadness and lonliness

is really high right now. I feel like I'm never gonna find a girl and I will be literally forever alone. I'm way too much of a nice guy. and like ole saying goes "nice guys finish last." I'm getting really

tired of it. but next year I'm taking a new approach. I don't a ^&*( no more. I don't care if anybody likes me or what they think of me cuz I'ma do what's best for me. that nice guy S*** is

done, cuz people don't see that. I'ma be on some eminem last battle in 8 mile steez. It's "F*** everybody and F*** y'all if you doubt me" mode. and If they don't like that then they could kiss

my black a** cuz I don't I don't give a F***. take it or leave it. I'm done.

You sound like a loser

(dont know how to say that without sounding like a ****) Sorry

No offense but if you are "that nice" then people would be kicking it with you...

Yeah bro it sounds like your trying too hard, ive been the nice guy all my life and it seems to work for me 

.  Yeah just need to be more confident, and I should use my own advise but it just something with this one girl that has me memorized (word to wiz).  

 

[my hustle so russell]

Originally Posted by Where Are You Harold Miner 2

Originally Posted by DR813

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

I have the same problem as well

 I also always 2nd guess myself. I'll be like yeah when I see her tomorrow I'ma go for it. but when I see her the next day, all that goes out the window. It's

like I want to say something but I just can't because I just can't take another rejection. I've been rejected so many times, it's not even funny. I feel like no girls like me. that's why I don't

approaching them because I when I do it's always a bad result. I have no self esteem and no self confidence because of this. even when I see girls that kinda stare at me or girls that say hi to

me when onn a elevator or walking past them, I just can't do it because of my past experiences. I have no one to hang out with so everywhere i go it's by myself. my sadness and lonliness

is really high right now. I feel like I'm never gonna find a girl and I will be literally forever alone. I'm way too much of a nice guy. and like ole saying goes "nice guys finish last." I'm getting really

tired of it. but next year I'm taking a new approach. I don't a ^&*( no more. I don't care if anybody likes me or what they think of me cuz I'ma do what's best for me. that nice guy S*** is

done, cuz people don't see that. I'ma be on some eminem last battle in 8 mile steez. It's "F*** everybody and F*** y'all if you doubt me" mode. and If they don't like that then they could kiss

my black a** cuz I don't I don't give a F***. take it or leave it. I'm done.

You sound like a loser

(dont know how to say that without sounding like a ****) Sorry

No offense but if you are "that nice" then people would be kicking it with you...

Yeah bro it sounds like your trying too hard, ive been the nice guy all my life and it seems to work for me 

.  Yeah just need to be more confident, and I should use my own advise but it just something with this one girl that has me memorized (word to wiz).  

 

[tfromthe617]

Originally Posted by RO RO 8

- i spend about $400 on weed a week

damn...

i'm definitely addicted to trees but i've actually been smoking less.. i actually grabbed an 8th on monday that's lasted me until today which is wild cause i can't remember the last time a 3.5 lasted me a week.. but i feel like the marley is just my medicine you know?

today was my last day in community college but on the low i'm kinda scared that i'll fall off once i get to university..

i've lost a lot of loved ones the past few years but i haven't cried about ANYTHING, let alone those hardships, in a long time.. not sure what to make of that and i'm definitely worried that one of these days i'm just gonna completely lose it..

 

[tfromthe617]

Originally Posted by RO RO 8

- i spend about $400 on weed a week

damn...

i'm definitely addicted to trees but i've actually been smoking less.. i actually grabbed an 8th on monday that's lasted me until today which is wild cause i can't remember the last time a 3.5 lasted me a week.. but i feel like the marley is just my medicine you know?

today was my last day in community college but on the low i'm kinda scared that i'll fall off once i get to university..

i've lost a lot of loved ones the past few years but i haven't cried about ANYTHING, let alone those hardships, in a long time.. not sure what to make of that and i'm definitely worried that one of these days i'm just gonna completely lose it..

 

[bigsupa]

I REF BASKETBALL AND I ONCE WENT A WHOLE GAME WITHOUT CALLING A FOUL...ON PURPOSE.

TWICE!

 

[bigsupa]

I REF BASKETBALL AND I ONCE WENT A WHOLE GAME WITHOUT CALLING A FOUL...ON PURPOSE.

TWICE!

 

[gregzzy23]

Originally Posted by Tfromthe617

Originally Posted by RO RO 8

- i spend about $400 on weed a week

damn...

If my weekly weed budget was 4 bills life would be so peachy

 

[gregzzy23]

Originally Posted by Tfromthe617

Originally Posted by RO RO 8

- i spend about $400 on weed a week

damn...

If my weekly weed budget was 4 bills life would be so peachy

 

[so slickening]

Ever since my significant other of 4 years broke up with me in the summer, I haven't had interest in anyone else. Not even any sexual, no-strings-attached desires. The break-up was my fault and sometimes I think of offing myself because every day, I feel the heartache and regret first thing when I wake up and last thing before I fall asleep. Going out and having a good time doesn't distract me from thoughts of her anymore – she's always in the back of my mind somehow. We broke up in the summer and I haven't progressed a step in getting over it... I keep having hope that the whole "true love conquers all" thing is true and we'll end up together, because she said she'll always love me. And I know for a fact that she does. The note on which we ended things proved it, which is another story, but I know it's real.

And everything I feel is involuntary. I hate when people say that I'm doing this to myself. I wake up and feel these things, it's not my choice to. I can't force my emotions to change and I don't have the drive/heart/interest to get someone else. It's weird, I'm constantly down because of this, but I'm content because of the fact that they're feelings for her. She's all I want. Until the time comes that it changes though, or everything works out, I'm stuck with this weight on my shoulders. A good friend told me that the only thing I can do in this situation is weather the storm, cause there's no convincing my heart at this point. This is in God's hands now, and only time will tell.

As I'm going through all this, though, she's doing great. We still talk, and I told her that I'm happy for her, which is true. But that doesn't mean I'm happy.

Damn, I can't believe I was such an idiot and lost her. She had everything I ever needed.

Well, that felt better getting it out. That was a longer post than I intended to make when I started to reply to this thread. Meh.

 

[so slickening]

Ever since my significant other of 4 years broke up with me in the summer, I haven't had interest in anyone else. Not even any sexual, no-strings-attached desires. The break-up was my fault and sometimes I think of offing myself because every day, I feel the heartache and regret first thing when I wake up and last thing before I fall asleep. Going out and having a good time doesn't distract me from thoughts of her anymore – she's always in the back of my mind somehow. We broke up in the summer and I haven't progressed a step in getting over it... I keep having hope that the whole "true love conquers all" thing is true and we'll end up together, because she said she'll always love me. And I know for a fact that she does. The note on which we ended things proved it, which is another story, but I know it's real.

And everything I feel is involuntary. I hate when people say that I'm doing this to myself. I wake up and feel these things, it's not my choice to. I can't force my emotions to change and I don't have the drive/heart/interest to get someone else. It's weird, I'm constantly down because of this, but I'm content because of the fact that they're feelings for her. She's all I want. Until the time comes that it changes though, or everything works out, I'm stuck with this weight on my shoulders. A good friend told me that the only thing I can do in this situation is weather the storm, cause there's no convincing my heart at this point. This is in God's hands now, and only time will tell.

As I'm going through all this, though, she's doing great. We still talk, and I told her that I'm happy for her, which is true. But that doesn't mean I'm happy.

Damn, I can't believe I was such an idiot and lost her. She had everything I ever needed.

Well, that felt better getting it out. That was a longer post than I intended to make when I started to reply to this thread. Meh.

 

[dr813]

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by Where Are You Harold Miner 2

Originally Posted by DR813

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

I have the same problem as well

 I also always 2nd guess myself. I'll be like yeah when I see her tomorrow I'ma go for it. but when I see her the next day, all that goes out the window. It's

like I want to say something but I just can't because I just can't take another rejection. I've been rejected so many times, it's not even funny. I feel like no girls like me. that's why I don't

approaching them because I when I do it's always a bad result. I have no self esteem and no self confidence because of this. even when I see girls that kinda stare at me or girls that say hi to

me when onn a elevator or walking past them, I just can't do it because of my past experiences. I have no one to hang out with so everywhere i go it's by myself. my sadness and lonliness

is really high right now. I feel like I'm never gonna find a girl and I will be literally forever alone. I'm way too much of a nice guy. and like ole saying goes "nice guys finish last." I'm getting really

tired of it. but next year I'm taking a new approach. I don't a ^&*( no more. I don't care if anybody likes me or what they think of me cuz I'ma do what's best for me. that nice guy S*** is

done, cuz people don't see that. I'ma be on some eminem last battle in 8 mile steez. It's "F*** everybody and F*** y'all if you doubt me" mode. and If they don't like that then they could kiss

my black a** cuz I don't I don't give a F***. take it or leave it. I'm done.

You sound like a loser

(dont know how to say that without sounding like a ****) Sorry

No offense but if you are "that nice" then people would be kicking it with you...

Yeah bro it sounds like your trying too hard, ive been the nice guy all my life and it seems to work for me 

.  Yeah just need to be more confident, and I should use my own advise but it just something with this one girl that has me memorized (word to wiz).  

I'm not a loser. I forgot to add  that I'm a really quiet person, so I always keep to myself. I don't really socialize. but I didn't mean to for it to come out that way. i was pissed when I wrote

it. everyone that know me will tell you that I'm a nice guy but I'm really quiet I hardly speak. I'm very introverted. I'm just depressed and mad. that's probably why came off as it came off as

loser like( if that makes any sense). I always care about what people think about me. I feel like people don't give damn a about me. and your right I do think I am trying way too hard.

someone told that i'm just misunderstood. If you knew my situation you will understand where I'm coming from. I shouldh've worded it in a better way but I was mad at the time and I just let it out.

 

[dr813]

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by Where Are You Harold Miner 2

Originally Posted by DR813

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by My Hustle So Russell

I have the same problem as well

 I also always 2nd guess myself. I'll be like yeah when I see her tomorrow I'ma go for it. but when I see her the next day, all that goes out the window. It's

like I want to say something but I just can't because I just can't take another rejection. I've been rejected so many times, it's not even funny. I feel like no girls like me. that's why I don't

approaching them because I when I do it's always a bad result. I have no self esteem and no self confidence because of this. even when I see girls that kinda stare at me or girls that say hi to

me when onn a elevator or walking past them, I just can't do it because of my past experiences. I have no one to hang out with so everywhere i go it's by myself. my sadness and lonliness

is really high right now. I feel like I'm never gonna find a girl and I will be literally forever alone. I'm way too much of a nice guy. and like ole saying goes "nice guys finish last." I'm getting really

tired of it. but next year I'm taking a new approach. I don't a ^&*( no more. I don't care if anybody likes me or what they think of me cuz I'ma do what's best for me. that nice guy S*** is

done, cuz people don't see that. I'ma be on some eminem last battle in 8 mile steez. It's "F*** everybody and F*** y'all if you doubt me" mode. and If they don't like that then they could kiss

my black a** cuz I don't I don't give a F***. take it or leave it. I'm done.

You sound like a loser

(dont know how to say that without sounding like a ****) Sorry

No offense but if you are "that nice" then people would be kicking it with you...

Yeah bro it sounds like your trying too hard, ive been the nice guy all my life and it seems to work for me 

.  Yeah just need to be more confident, and I should use my own advise but it just something with this one girl that has me memorized (word to wiz).  

I'm not a loser. I forgot to add  that I'm a really quiet person, so I always keep to myself. I don't really socialize. but I didn't mean to for it to come out that way. i was pissed when I wrote

it. everyone that know me will tell you that I'm a nice guy but I'm really quiet I hardly speak. I'm very introverted. I'm just depressed and mad. that's probably why came off as it came off as

loser like( if that makes any sense). I always care about what people think about me. I feel like people don't give damn a about me. and your right I do think I am trying way too hard.

someone told that i'm just misunderstood. If you knew my situation you will understand where I'm coming from. I shouldh've worded it in a better way but I was mad at the time and I just let it out.