Dear Winter by Myself (Young Rilla) -
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Dear Winter, I know you don't miss me
When you go away I feel you plotting against me
Cold weather-- whiskey... beer bottles-- big screens
Super Bowl dreams and rings
The thing-- None of this fits ME
I just wanna get cream cuz chicks scream when I spit mean, Nah mean?
Plus Lewinsky... I'm only human
I'm only doing what I'm known to and I'm prone to it
Dear Winter, remember when I screamed "Don't do it" ??
And you made mother sick again...were you even listening??
Never mind... I've already grown through it
Been made strong through it, but +%$!* don't you pull that %*!% again!!
I used to love Christmas... now it's sickening..
....I be trippin looking at them lights glistening
When the light that lit my life is still missing
It feels diff-er-ent, I'm still twitching, I fiend for you
I dream of you and I still dream FOR you
Dear Winter, LEAVE........... please bring Spring
Leaves, and trees... and things green from the soil
......................and more oil, please?
I know this is a test of my mettle, no foil
I know F.O.I.L. fools--do the math, I don't lose
I'm 19 and 0 on the low
On my 20th Winter... +#*@* you already know...
But this is not a sad song, partner mash on
They never last long (what?), these winters
I got these splinters from tryna keep a grasp on
These integers and these figures (That's cash holmes...)
Dear Winter, fast forward
Snatching mom's pills from dad's drawer, half crazy/half bored
(Can you blame me?) That's the way this winter season MADE me
Maybe I'm all gravy, hey I am Arvis's baby, but lately
I just feel, with this air so cold
It seems like there's no hope
I'm like a fiend, but there's no dope, there's just ME
Holding these needles and this degree like "%*%@ wit me!"
Luckily i got a way out, cause when the leaves drop
Enemies seem to plot, thieves scheme and eavesdrop
Jack Frost leave, lock the doors.
Dear Winter....sincerely yours, Young Rilla of course..
Between those three songs, I feel accurately defined.
