R.I.P ASAP Yams ....

[yungmatt]

RIP

Nothing cool about any of this ****. All these drugs were put here to control and destroy. It's working.

 

[shogun]

So he posted about how people wearing drug themed clothing have no class but he has drug themed tattoos.

 

[sdotc38109]

RIP

Nothing cool about any of this ****. All these drugs were put here to control and destroy. It's working.

I'm pretty sure these record labels love controlling these drugged up young people but that's another story.

RIP to this young man.

 

[mivish06]

I may be in the minority here but even weed aint cool...just try to keep your body as healthy mentally and physically as possible. Your life is so precious, so treat it as optimally as you can

 

[sdotc38109]

So he posted about how people wearing drug themed clothing have no class but he has drug themed tattoos.

Probably had those before his enlightenment after rehab.

 

[capital sb]

That **** he posted makes no sense coming from the asap camp.

But they started all of that. These other people aren't even about that life.

 

[xbiker47]

8 bars :x

 

[Mark Antony]

That **** he posted makes no sense coming from the asap camp.

But they started all of that. These other people aren't even about that life.

Nah, but they are probably the inspiration to the young'ns he's referring to.

Like a drug dealer admonishing fiends for being fiends.

 

[victor page]

8 Bars?

Holy ****.

 

[xsourdieselx]

I had xans one time and it made me dizzy and sick to my stomach. Never again

I also had prometh with no Codien tho but i know lean ain't for me

 

[ohcho sinco]

What he said about everyone not having a personal identity is true, i was there last year....

RIP YAM$$$

but now im here in a outpatient program and thankful all i do is piss in a cup for 6 months. 

im doing well now and im thankful i went to jail just to get clean, cant say the same to the guy who got wrapped up with me.

hes on a downward spiral with ron and scripts and i dont really care

and im getting clean and actually finding out who I AM as a person. 

its a tough road, everyone's story is different. Ive heard of people losing EVERYTHING for just touching their veins.

 

[kangaroobombs]

This sucks.

RIP A$AP Yams

 

[rustlenomics]

Rest in peace.

he had been to rehab but relapsed.

ay some people learn from their mistakes and some just dont.

i lost mad friends to drugs, one of em was on intervention he died, (sebastian)

in his field of work you cant get away from it and im sure everyone was just handing these dudes party favors everywhere they went, thats the culture now.

lean and molly is the lyrics to all rap songs nowadays, even though they have been around for years.

i would drink a whole bottle of lean and would feel nothing in order to cure my withdrawal from heroin, i hardly felt an itch.

im now on methadone for my 4th year and if one of these super lean sippers had a swig of half my dose they would die.

im not bragging im just simply stating how easy and fast your tolerance rises with opiates and then you need to thow benzos into the mix to feel that nod again.

Fam you need to chill out, you sound like a hustlers favorite customer.

It might not get you today but one day your body might just quit on you from wild abuse.

Huh?

I attend a clinic and have not touched any illegal substances for about 4 years, addicts dont have many options especially if you work and have to survive on your own, poor people dont either the rich can pay for these resorts that have all types of amenities and counselors but usually alot of the people that go to these spots are just going to make it look like they' are getting better, but once out theyre sometimes worse.

It takes a person to go through hell to realize its time for a change but even then that isnt enough for some.

Opiates are one of the worst drugs, i pretty much go to a clinic to get a substitute for heroin in liquid form, it keeps from withdrawal, i dont want to do this forever but i can see how people end up on it for 20 years or longer..

I still have alot of issues to work out with myself before i can get off the stuff, but you yourself have to be ready.

The people that say why dont u just stop taking drugs, its not that easy, opiate withdrawal is one of the worse, wouldn't wish it on my enemy, i had alot of friends who couldn't just stop popping xanax either and when they did they almost died and had horrible seizures.

I pay for this "treatment " see a counselor and am also drug tested twice a month, u also see all walks of life going to dose, most people are just there to get some sort of control and normalcy in their lives, dose in the morning go to work and live their life, it has really helped me though.

The treatment gets a bad wrap but unless youve experienced losing everything from using and have gotten your ish together thanks to the medication and hard work then you know how wonderful it is to have, especially since there isnt many options out there.

 

[celticspride34]

There isn't anything wrong with doing drugs... You just gotta do it responsibly... Can't be mixing drugs, besides thc... Enjoy the high for what it is and use it as a mini vacation when you do them... I know easier said than done...

 

[victor page]

There's plenty wrong with doing drugs depending on what they are.

Moderation is a principle that works everywhere...but something like lean + xanax can have detrimental consequences even in moderation.

 

[shogun]

I may be in the minority here but even weed aint cool...just try to keep your body as healthy mentally and physically as possible. Your life is so precious, so treat it as optimally as you can

I did had a textbook that talked about how weed was a better alternative to alcohol. Temporary, less harmful effects to your body. The way people talk about weed in threads here and claim they have physical dependency on it confused me since I don't think you can get physically dependent on it. Just weak willpower and not being able to break a habit.

 

[mivish06]

Idk I know a lot of dudes who are mentally dependent on it, they just can't quit even if they try, they last a few days then theyre back on it. I'm speaking from experience in saying that I was addicted to it, but thank god ive been clean for 3 years. But I remember the days where I needed to get high all the time 

 

[victor page]

A person that's dependent on weed has an addictive personality. Nothing chemically about the plant is causing it.

9/10 a person that's addicted to weed probably display addictive traits elsewhere also. Whether it's video games, porn, food, etc.

 

[harlemtothebronx]

Idk I know a lot of dudes who are mentally dependent on it, they just can't quit even if they try, they last a few days then theyre back on it. I'm speaking from experience in saying that I was addicted to it, but thank god ive been clean for 3 years. But I remember the days where I needed to get high all the time 

I was there not a month ago. Glad I let it go. I was dealing with depression and that let me ignore it, but I realized I was just running from my problems so I let it go and faced them head on. It was tough as ****. I still get a slight urge to light up sometimes, but I know what it does to me. Just made me lazy.

It really depends on who you are, I think. Some people can quit easily, others need it and have a harder time.

I will say though, not sure if I would have made it through this last year without the peace of mind that marijuana gave me. You just have to recognize when it's becoming a problem.

 

[360waves]

I might sound ignorant so please excuse me. Do people first get addicted to pills and later move on to cheaper/ potent stuff? I wonder how someone can get hooked on that blacktar.

 

[mivish06]

I was there not a month ago. Glad I let it go. I was dealing with depression and that let me ignore it, but I realized I was just running from my problems so I let it go and faced them head on. It was tough as ****. I still get a slight urge to light up sometimes, but I know what it does to me. Just made me lazy.

It really depends on who you are, I think. Some people can quit easily, others need it and have a harder time.

I will say though, not sure if I would have made it through this last year without the peace of mind that marijuana gave me. You just have to recognize when it's becoming a problem.

Stay strong and hang in there man, it gets easier and easier, after about 2-3 months clean the urges become smaller and smaller. You'll appreciate the clearness and new found attentiveness you gain toward tackling your problems instead of disguising them in clouds of smoke like you were before

 

[harlemtothebronx]

I was there not a month ago. Glad I let it go. I was dealing with depression and that let me ignore it, but I realized I was just running from my problems so I let it go and faced them head on. It was tough as ****. I still get a slight urge to light up sometimes, but I know what it does to me. Just made me lazy.


It really depends on who you are, I think. Some people can quit easily, others need it and have a harder time.


I will say though, not sure if I would have made it through this last year without the peace of mind that marijuana gave me. You just have to recognize when it's becoming a problem.

Stay strong and hang in there man, it gets easier and easier, after about 2-3 months clean the urges become smaller and smaller. You'll appreciate the clearness and new found attentiveness you gain toward tackling your problems instead of disguising them in clouds of smoke like you were before

Appreciate it, bro. I've already noticed how much more vibrant everything has been. I have a better appreciation for everything now. Never thought I'd taste food as good as when I was high, but I'm getting there.

 

[victor page]

I was there not a month ago. Glad I let it go. I was dealing with depression and that let me ignore it, but I realized I was just running from my problems so I let it go and faced them head on. It was tough as ****. I still get a slight urge to light up sometimes, but I know what it does to me. Just made me lazy.

It really depends on who you are, I think. Some people can quit easily, others need it and have a harder time.

I will say though, not sure if I would have made it through this last year without the peace of mind that marijuana gave me. You just have to recognize when it's becoming a problem.

Anything mind altering is going to have a negative effect on you when depressed. 

That's why I hate the term "smoking stress". If you're taking a drug to cope...something else is wrong. 

However...trying to fix those problems won't happen by smoking through them. Soul-searching should ALWAYS be done in sobriety. 

I quit...figured out what it was that was REALLY the problem...and now I can smoke in moderation without feeling like i'm going to "relapse". 

 

[RIP sleazyy]

A person that's dependent on weed has an addictive personality. Nothing chemically about the plant is causing it.

9/10 a person that's addicted to weed probably display addictive traits elsewhere also. Whether it's video games, porn, food, etc.

I think its addictive due to what it does to dopamine. But I also think it's not like hardcore addiction.

I don't have an addictive personality by any stretch, but I can honestly say I was (am?) addicted to weed even after cutting back drastically.

That's why I hate the term "smoking stress". If you're taking a drug to cope...something else is wrong.

This is some real ****.

 

[harlemtothebronx]

I was there not a month ago. Glad I let it go. I was dealing with depression and that let me ignore it, but I realized I was just running from my problems so I let it go and faced them head on. It was tough as ****. I still get a slight urge to light up sometimes, but I know what it does to me. Just made me lazy.


It really depends on who you are, I think. Some people can quit easily, others need it and have a harder time.


I will say though, not sure if I would have made it through this last year without the peace of mind that marijuana gave me. You just have to recognize when it's becoming a problem.

Anything mind altering is going to have a negative effect on you when depressed. 

That's why I hate the term "smoking stress". If you're taking a drug to cope...something else is wrong. 

However...trying to fix those problems won't happen by smoking through them. Soul-searching should ALWAYS be done in sobriety. 

I quit...figured out what it was that was REALLY the problem...and now I can smoke in moderation without feeling like i'm going to "relapse". 

Agreed 100%. I think I'm at that point now, because I've fixed the issues I had that were bothering me. But I'd rather wait a while to be sure.