The Addiction Thread

Trees, comtemplating giving it a break, back in school after 3 yr hiatus and im noticing the effects lol
 
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was a pack a day amoker for like 2 days. I was stressing something big bro. Juat had a black and mild last night. I'm too young for yhis Nt bros.

don't like the hundred's version of them, dey taste funny.
 
 
Alcohol.

I wanted to get food stamps just to buy vanilla extract because it's 40% alcohol. I can drink anything without making a face. In fact Saturday I was killing vodka like it was water. If I could I would just get drunk all day everyday. I quit for a month cold turkey last January for a class project and felt like dying because I had the shakes, irritability, and even threw up blood for a while. It got bad. I remember drinking 2 bottles of wine for breakfast, a 12 pack for lunch, and a 5th of whatever was cheap for dinner for like a year. I honestly can't remember most of 07-09. I have a problem, but it's the least of them. It seems all I ever care or even talk about is drinking and getting drunk. I never know when to quit, and I often drink till I throw up (which RARELY happens) or blackout (check the sig) or pass out.
Im not quite at that stage but I do drink way more than I should. This whole week I have been drinking in the morning before I go to school. I decided to stop drinking today. Did you gain any weight from all your drinking?
 
 
 
Alcohol.

I wanted to get food stamps just to buy vanilla extract because it's 40% alcohol. I can drink anything without making a face. In fact Saturday I was killing vodka like it was water. If I could I would just get drunk all day everyday. I quit for a month cold turkey last January for a class project and felt like dying because I had the shakes, irritability, and even threw up blood for a while. It got bad. I remember drinking 2 bottles of wine for breakfast, a 12 pack for lunch, and a 5th of whatever was cheap for dinner for like a year. I honestly can't remember most of 07-09. I have a problem, but it's the least of them. It seems all I ever care or even talk about is drinking and getting drunk. I never know when to quit, and I often drink till I throw up (which RARELY happens) or blackout (check the sig) or pass out.
Im not quite at that stage but I do drink way more than I should. This whole week I have been drinking in the morning before I go to school. I decided to stop drinking today. Did you gain any weight from all your drinking?
When it was only beer, yeah. I was actually my heaviest (190-195) than what I normally am (170-175) when it was primarily beer; it made hungry and it was usually heavy beer. But when I was heavy into liquor, I actually lost weight for a while because I never ate. I still don't really eat because I prefer the liquid diet. If there's any drink around, best believe I'm not eating ****. It's way too hard for me to quit, especially knowing what happened last time I did.
 
 
When it was only beer, yeah. I was actually my heaviest (190-195) than what I normally am (170-175) when it was primarily beer; it made hungry and it was usually heavy beer. But when I was heavy into liquor, I actually lost weight for a while because I never ate. I still don't really eat because I prefer the liquid diet. If there's any drink around, best believe I'm not eating ****. It's way too hard for me to quit, especially knowing what happened last time I did.
Do you drink every day and if so how much do you drink?
 
 
 
When it was only beer, yeah. I was actually my heaviest (190-195) than what I normally am (170-175) when it was primarily beer; it made hungry and it was usually heavy beer. But when I was heavy into liquor, I actually lost weight for a while because I never ate. I still don't really eat because I prefer the liquid diet. If there's any drink around, best believe I'm not eating ****. It's way too hard for me to quit, especially knowing what happened last time I did.
Do you drink every day and if so how much do you drink?
I try best to. If my gramps or kuzn has beer, I'll sneak a few. If there's any change, I'll go buy a bottle of like Potter's, Popov, or La Cadena Rum from Stater Bros. I had 2 beers yesterday (Milwaukee's Best), snuck them from my grampa's fridge. When I had steady income, I was drinking like 10-12 drinks (liquor) a day, or like an 18-pack. I have also been known to drink entire bottles of alcohol. Like right now, talking about it makes me want to get drunk as ****. I will later, after my job interview and drug test.
 
Have you ever drank more than you said you would?
Have you ever tried stopping before but couldn't?
Are you dependant on it yet? ( tremors , shakes w/o it)
Have you ever put all your money in one pocket, and 20 in another , and said I'm only going to spend this 20, but by the end of the night, you spent more than the 20?
Do you lie about your drinking?

If you answer yes too any of these questions you might be a alcoholic.

Now how to get clean..
Try self help groups AA/NA w.e floats your boat.
Stay away from the first drink, without it you can't get drunk.

Weed and Alcohol are whole different animals, fellas.
People don't die from weed, you don't withdrawal from weed ( can't sleep yea but nobody died from not sleeping, ) and maybe agitation.
Alcohol withdrawal can kill you, you can siez out

**** Gregory says the #1 killer in America is sleep deprivation, followed by dehadration and lack of physical fitness.

 
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