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- Jan 22, 2006
-I really confused about what i wanna do in the future.
-I feel like I have so much to live up to knowing where my dad came from and looking at what he has done his whole life. Also being the first born son makes ithard.
-I'm the only asian kid that didnt play a music instrument when I was younger. Also, I suck at math.
-I can barely speak my native tongue
-I wish I had some sort of talent, or my own "thing". Im just mediocre at everything (drawing, dance, very surface knowledge about topics (not reallyinto a lot of detail). Would be cool if I could play guitar, piano, sing, draw really well or something. I really want to learn to play guitar or something,just havent had time to sit down and get started.
-I haven't played basketball in months.
-I hate wearing glasses. I wish I had 20/20 vision
-I have a 3 month review at work (probation is finished) next weds, my boss told me to start thinking of things I want to ask. I haven't gotten a clue whatI want to ask or what they are going to say about me.
-My g/f makes more money than I do. Really she jokes about how pretty/cute she is and how lucky I am to have her (joking about me being not as good looking asher or ugly :/), I really am. Future is so insecure, yet she still stays with me even when I dont make that much. Now that I've graduated, I realize, itsharder to bag hot/smart girls when you havent developed yourself yet. But yea, Im lucky.
-I procrastinate at everything. I'll surf facebook and NT to avoid sleep when I need it.
-Caught this girl checking me out like 2 feet in front of me at the mall today. I can honestly say I enjoy catching girls looking my way, its like acompliment. She was cute, shouldve said something like "Is something wrong with my outfit?" gf was about 10 ft away in the store.
-I look at all my friends around me, everyones doing big things, grad school, med school interviews, professional degrees (engineering/accounting and gotreally good jobs lined up), I feel like a nobody.
-I wish I knew my grandparents when I was younger and spent more time with them. One of the seniors at work remind me of my grandpa, breaks my heart.Everywhere I go I see grandparents taking out their grandchildren to do whatever. Only memory I have was at home when I complained I didnt have enough soup formy noodles, and my grandma was like in chinese "you want more soup? here." (added some boiling water), though I think she said it rudely to get me toshut up.
-Im terrified of death.
-I dont expect anyone to read all this.
-More to come later
/rant
-I feel like I have so much to live up to knowing where my dad came from and looking at what he has done his whole life. Also being the first born son makes ithard.
-I'm the only asian kid that didnt play a music instrument when I was younger. Also, I suck at math.
-I can barely speak my native tongue
-I wish I had some sort of talent, or my own "thing". Im just mediocre at everything (drawing, dance, very surface knowledge about topics (not reallyinto a lot of detail). Would be cool if I could play guitar, piano, sing, draw really well or something. I really want to learn to play guitar or something,just havent had time to sit down and get started.
-I haven't played basketball in months.
-I hate wearing glasses. I wish I had 20/20 vision
-I have a 3 month review at work (probation is finished) next weds, my boss told me to start thinking of things I want to ask. I haven't gotten a clue whatI want to ask or what they are going to say about me.
-My g/f makes more money than I do. Really she jokes about how pretty/cute she is and how lucky I am to have her (joking about me being not as good looking asher or ugly :/), I really am. Future is so insecure, yet she still stays with me even when I dont make that much. Now that I've graduated, I realize, itsharder to bag hot/smart girls when you havent developed yourself yet. But yea, Im lucky.
-I procrastinate at everything. I'll surf facebook and NT to avoid sleep when I need it.
-Caught this girl checking me out like 2 feet in front of me at the mall today. I can honestly say I enjoy catching girls looking my way, its like acompliment. She was cute, shouldve said something like "Is something wrong with my outfit?" gf was about 10 ft away in the store.
-I look at all my friends around me, everyones doing big things, grad school, med school interviews, professional degrees (engineering/accounting and gotreally good jobs lined up), I feel like a nobody.
-I wish I knew my grandparents when I was younger and spent more time with them. One of the seniors at work remind me of my grandpa, breaks my heart.Everywhere I go I see grandparents taking out their grandchildren to do whatever. Only memory I have was at home when I complained I didnt have enough soup formy noodles, and my grandma was like in chinese "you want more soup? here." (added some boiling water), though I think she said it rudely to get me toshut up.
-Im terrified of death.
-I dont expect anyone to read all this.
-More to come later
/rant
