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OP may have had his blunt laced with china white
Blunts are held in ones hand
Put a blunt in his hand
Put a penis in his hand
Its interchangeable really at this point
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OP may have had his blunt laced with china white
Blunts are held in ones hand
Put a blunt in his hand
Put a penis in his hand
Its interchangeable really at this point
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I am diagnosed with Stage IV cancer in June of 2015.
I immediately start chemo and radiation treatments.
I am out of work until February of 2016.
The money I used for donations I used to support my family from June until February.
In February I go back to work.
I work 60+ hours a week fighting crime.
With my own money that I earned I decide to see the world... being that I had cancer and death was potentially on my doorstep.
I didn't have a Stage IV cold. I had Stage IV Cancer.
In November on 2016, my cancer metasticizes. For those who do not know what that means... the cancer is now in my blood stream. It can pop up anywhere at anytime. My doctor tells me to say my goodbyes, because my prognosis is imminent death.
I beat that with a combination of surgery and medical marijuana.
Now I am in California as an advocate for medical marijuana. I am setting the foundation here for my family to come live permanently.
Now... can anyone tell me how anything I did was unethical?
Sometimes I feel like people wanted me to die. Like surviving and trying to live a normal life wasn't the ending they wanted. People seriously have a problem with me making my own money, and spending it how I want to? I used the donation money for it's intended purposes.
I am disappointed in you NT. I thought if anyone would let me live, it would be you.
Oh well.
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The man sees imaginary penises fam.
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You killin me wit this pic today bro
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@combo gd
Peace bro, Glad to see you were able to cure yourself.
A lot of what you say has merit but you're speaking to the wrong crowd. Not speaking down on anyone's intelligence, but everything isn't for everyone. See Cypher from the Matrix.
Obviously Jay is known for his multiple meanings but I don't agree that there is a homosexual element to his music to the degree that your implying. With that said, I've seen and heard enough crazy stuff in/about the music industry to not discount anything, but I honestly don't think that's the case here.
In regards to the album covers I think you're spot on. Most people will never understand the depths that the "Powers to Be" will go to emasculate the Black Male at a subconscious level. When you take a kid fresh out the 'jects and subject him to record labels who are well versed in Occultism and the power of symbology, he has no idea what he's doing when someone suggests certain hand movements, positions etc.
I feel you'll understand where I'm coming from when I say this, the universe is mental and the laws of attraction are always at play. If you're seeing a continuous phallic message in the music and art you expose yourself to, it could be the universe telling you that you need to get more in touch with your masculine side.
It seems you've surrendered yourself to the spiritual path, and in doing so you should know it's a lonely one especially in the age of Kali Yuga. You should be wise enough to know that you don't have to argue about something that you know to be true in your heart. If you know this to be true in your heart, then the next question has to be how does this knowledge benefit you? Personally, I don't see any benefit from internalizing something that has no barring effect on my reality.
Attention is currency. Why let someone live in your mind rent free who has no vested interest in your personal well being? We all have our certain paths we experience to understand certain things, but all paths lead to Vahala, and as you've stated your God. In my experience figuring out the mystery of who you are is far more fulfilling then potentially decoding a man's homosexual tendencies.
I think more a practical approach would be trying to focus on the positive sides of symbology and hidden messages if that's something you want to present to people and show them how they could benefit from the power of the mind.
In regards to your cancer, in no way am I playing down what you went through, but you bring it up in almost all the dialogues I've seen on your behalf. It's time to move on and keep growing. When you speak things into existence you form a contract with the universe to will the those words into manifestation. If your dialogue doesn't grow, you don't grow. And I think that speaks to what I was saying earlier. Feminine energy is a contracting energy and is represented through gravity, and thus makes it difficult for things to grow and expand. If you're seeing phallic symbols consistently, then it may be time to do what a phallus does, and grow into a higher state and develop a new dialogue.
Lastly, I'll share this parable:
Buddah was sitting under the tree contemplating the nature of the ego. When he finally grasped the nature of it, the ego surrendered to Buddah and said "You've finally got me figured out, You truly are the enlightened one." Having had resolved the nature of the ego, the Buddah said "I am not the enlightened one, I am not falling for your tricks, and I am that I am."
Moral of the story is none of us are as deep as we think we are, and the ego will always tell us something to get us entangled in maya, because it is a product of maya itself.
If you understand what the crucifixion represents in terms of psychology, why come with something as trivial as this and not something universal like Love and Peace?
Peace bro, Glad to see you were able to cure yourself.
A lot of what you say has merit but you're speaking to the wrong crowd. Not speaking down on anyone's intelligence, but everything isn't for everyone. See Cypher from the Matrix.
Obviously Jay is known for his multiple meanings but I don't agree that there is a homosexual element to his music to the degree that your implying. With that said, I've seen and heard enough crazy stuff in/about the music industry to not discount anything, but I honestly don't think that's the case here.
In regards to the album covers I think you're spot on. Most people will never understand the depths that the "Powers to Be" will go to emasculate the Black Male at a subconscious level. When you take a kid fresh out the 'jects and subject him to record labels who are well versed in Occultism and the power of symbology, he has no idea what he's doing when someone suggests certain hand movements, positions etc.
I feel you'll understand where I'm coming from when I say this, the universe is mental and the laws of attraction are always at play. If you're seeing a continuous phallic message in the music and art you expose yourself to, it could be the universe telling you that you need to get more in touch with your masculine side.
It seems you've surrendered yourself to the spiritual path, and in doing so you should know it's a lonely one especially in the age of Kali Yuga. You should be wise enough to know that you don't have to argue about something that you know to be true in your heart. If you know this to be true in your heart, then the next question has to be how does this knowledge benefit you? Personally, I don't see any benefit from internalizing something that has no barring effect on my reality.
Attention is currency. Why let someone live in your mind rent free who has no vested interest in your personal well being? We all have our certain paths we experience to understand certain things, but all paths lead to Vahala, and as you've stated your God. In my experience figuring out the mystery of who you are is far more fulfilling then potentially decoding a man's homosexual tendencies.
I think more a practical approach would be trying to focus on the positive sides of symbology and hidden messages if that's something you want to present to people and show them how they could benefit from the power of the mind.
In regards to your cancer, in no way am I playing down what you went through, but you bring it up in almost all the dialogues I've seen on your behalf. It's time to move on and keep growing. When you speak things into existence you form a contract with the universe to will the those words into manifestation. If your dialogue doesn't grow, you don't grow. And I think that speaks to what I was saying earlier. Feminine energy is a contracting energy and is represented through gravity, and thus makes it difficult for things to grow and expand. If you're seeing phallic symbols consistently, then it may be time to do what a phallus does, and grow into a higher state and develop a new dialogue.
Lastly, I'll share this parable:
Buddah was sitting under the tree contemplating the nature of the ego. When he finally grasped the nature of it, the ego surrendered to Buddah and said "You've finally got me figured out, You truly are the enlightened one." Having had resolved the nature of the ego, the Buddah said "I am not the enlightened one, I am not falling for your tricks, and I am that I am."
Moral of the story is none of us are as deep as we think we are, and the ego will always tell us something to get us entangled in maya, because it is a product of maya itself.
If you understand what the crucifixion represents in terms of psychology, why come with something as trivial as this and not something universal like Love and Peace?
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What color odyssey tho op
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So rather than responding to my heartfelt message about my cancer experience in it's entirety... you quote one sentence out of many, and then you make a joke about it?
Ok.
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Because youre bringing it up pretty much every post.
No one is making light of it, in fact we are all happy you beat it.
No one is making light of it, in fact we are all happy you beat it.
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C.Magneto
Thank you for your response. I feel pretty much everything you are saying.
I want to specifically touch on this:
It isn't just the continuous phallic messages that I see.
I see literally ALL of the messages simultaneously. The phallic is just one of many.
In my attempt to communicate the fact that Jay Z spreads multiple messages to the subconscious of the culture, that just so happened to be the example I used.
And in true NT fashion, people thought it was a joke, and they immediately discredited it and started telling jokes.
You are right, I may be talking to the wrong audience. I thought NT had grown in my time here. I guess not.
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The last few pages I had to defend how I spent my donation money.
I don't want to talk about it either, but it is important to talk about when I am explaining my stance.
Cancer really BROKE my mind. When it was repaired it was no longer conditioned, and I can now see the totality of things, and not what I used to be conditioned to see.
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Nvmnd
Good luck op.
Good luck op.
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Mr.Guy
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Do you dab op?
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More or less. This is gonna sound coarse, but if all is one and one is all, a scrape to the knee objectively is no different from cancer. We all go through certain hardships that force us to reexamine our psychology.
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I still dont get what OP tryna achieve here. You talk about being 2017 Huey Newton, fighting crime 70+ hrs a week and being a med marijuana advocate... Yo no disrespect but you sound like the drunk who i asked what time it was.
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There is no way op wants to go out like this.
I mean cmon. Srs.
I mean cmon. Srs.
Mr.Guy
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Damn
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What I am trying to do is show people that entertainers are subconsciously embedding negative messages into the culture.
If I was to go along with it, I would be a sucker.
If I am against it, I am a revolutionary for positive change.
What is there left for you to understand?
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Ok. Youre not really saying anything new in terms of subliminals/negative messagea used in music,film etc.
And youre a revolutionary? Whats your end goal here and by what method do you intend to achieve said goal?
And youre a revolutionary? Whats your end goal here and by what method do you intend to achieve said goal?
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roasting him for the wee wee theories was and is funny
but trying to guilt trip him for treating himself with his own money just because he took donations at one point is lame as ****
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My end goal is to live in my truth, as well as to call out anything and anyone that is against the truth.
I had cancer because I was a liar. It took energy to hold in my lies. I used so much energy to keep in so many lies, that it actually made me sick. I want to share my story, and inspire other people to live in their truth.
Jay Z isn't happy. He has been living a lie, which is why he is apologizing and making admissions like he is.
He is my FAVORITE rapper. I still remember the first time I heard Can I Live. My cousin Jason played it like 50 times in a row. He has been my favorite rapper ever since.
But if he is spreading negative messages subliminally through his music, he needs to get checked too.
So in summation, my end goal is for everyone to live in their truth. That is ultimately what saved my life. I just want everyone else to have a free mind too.
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I read everything you post in Frank the rabbit's voice from Donnie Darko.
Makes no sense cuz I've heard your actual voice.
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Hello everyone.
Just over an hour ago, Jay Z released the video for his song, Kill Jay Z.
Would anyone like to discuss the ending? If you have not seen it, here is a screenshot...
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Just over an hour ago, Jay Z released the video for his song, Kill Jay Z.
Would anyone like to discuss the ending? If you have not seen it, here is a screenshot...
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Id like to know your thoughts
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