Just watched an Intervention update online (Amy W.)- I was in medical detox with her back in July 2009 (put myself in to prevent any more seizures and do things the right way)- glad to have met such a sweet and thoughtful person- and I couldnt be happier to see that she has been on the right track since (lost touch shortly after) and that she was pregnant and doing so well with her daughter and new boyfriend, and back in school. I havent touched what got me in that position since, and never will. But it makes me wonder if I'm holding myself back by drinking and smoking the last couple years- I'm close to getting my bachelors and I already have a great job, family, and friends- but maybe I could've found the right one and settled down already too. I'm about done with sleeping around and dating so many different women- I've gone through 5 girlfriends this year

and cant maintain a serious relationship with women (just friends and sexual).Guess i just gotta stay patient, but seeing others in good relationships every day makes things more difficult- and i keep finding either lunatics or overly conservative/naive women that cant handle somebody thats lived as crazy as i have. Just gotta keep my head up and keep improving, learn from the past and keep a postive outlook- keep the faith and know that my day is coming. That patience is a virtue. Not sure why I'm posting this, but needed to get if out- and my best friend is facing some tougher times than me, so i didnt wanna put it on him. Anybody here feel me or going through the same type situation?
Cudi's alright, but the thread is >>>>
that bodybuilding link is hilarious- some women are crazy