Well. Im asking how come she hates you?
Me too famb me too I be dwelling on the past too much.
ohhh she hates me, I think because
1) I was terrible as a 'friend' during the initial break up phase
2) I tried/wanted to get back together (in hindsight I'm a ******g idiot for this)
3) She couldn't give me a straight up reason of why she wanted to break up, so she got frustrated/annoyed with me for asking
but why she hates me to this extent???
Optimistically, maybe she was handling the break up as bad as me and needed to cut me off to move on?
Pessimistically, she literally hates my guts
Realistically, its just easier to move on if you delete someone outta your life. And this is the one that probably hurts the most.
Also, I blew tens of thousands of dollars on her while we were together. That just makes me heated thinking about all the **** I did for her
Like I said tho, I'm really starting to get over this. Saturday night certainly helped, I was on fire like I had never been before. It was unreal. Like fishing with dynamite