the thread about nothing...

bout to go get me some egg mcmuffins
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TLDR; My life improved dramatically when Trump took office.

I was trappin through the first Obama term, was boomin for a good minute, ***** ***** tried to rob me, I wasn't going, got shot, almost died.

Got better, got right back to trappin, but at this point I was shell shocked and couldn't handle the stress, started getting real paranoid.

Met a white girl and thought that would change my life and keep me out the streets.

Got in a long-term relationship with her and lived in the sunken place for 6 years.

Tried to improve my situation and went back to school, gf dumped me and moved back in with her mom, and I can't blame her for not wanting to be with a broke boi.

I hit rock bottom in Obama's second term, was depressed and lowkey homeless through junior and most of senior year of college, sleeping in my car or with whatever Tinder chick would let me spend the night.

Worked on a horse farm up until I graduated in January, shoveling **** in 5 degree weather just to have a place to crash.

Stacked a lil bread and flew to Jersey City to crash with my lil bro because I was already broke and dusty and had nothing to lose.

Started applying to anything and everything, and got an interview for a Business Analyst position with CBS in Manhattan.

They called me back and offered me the job, and I just broke down crying cuz a ***** been taking L after L after L for so long and was ready to give up.

I started working this past Monday, but it still doesn't feel real, like I still look in the mirror and see a broke *** country *****.

It feels like somebody is gonna snatch this from me, like the Universe is playing a long con on me just to watch me suffer.

I show up an hour before everyone else does and I leave an hour after everyone else does, because I never want to be hungry again.

I got benefits now, so I'ma start going to therapy, but I feel better now having got this off my chest.
 
thing about egg mcmuffins is they always burn the muffin lol

must be the hardest job in the world to heat a muffin up
 
Demi is wack af. Gimme jlo old ***.



Newmans own really donate all profits?
 
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Obama got nothing to do with that
yea I know, it's just coincidence.  but still, I thought things were going to magically get better just because we had a black president, but it was me that needed to get better.
 
looking at that other thread, im surprised there arent more nters that are creatives. not a lot of graphic artists, architects, interior designers, people in advertising. maybe they just didnt post there but still surprised i didnt see that much

[emoji]9757[/emoji][emoji]127998[/emoji]I do graphics design. Brand identity, logos, and the like.
 
TLDR;

It feels like somebody is gonna snatch this from me, like the Universe is playing a long con on me just to watch me suffer.

I show up an hour before everyone else does and I leave an hour after everyone else does, because I never want to be hungry again.

I got benefits now, so I'ma start going to therapy, but I feel better now having got this off my chest.

Don't ever feel like you don't deserve what you've earned. You busted your *** for that job and I'm sure you'll work like it bc you've been down too long to go back to trappin' / being broke. I hope you flourish and therapy helps bring you peace of mind.
 
Don't ever feel like you don't deserve what you've earned. You busted your *** for that job and I'm sure you'll work like it bc you've been down too long to go back to trappin' / being broke. I hope you flourish and therapy helps bring you peace of mind.
Appreciated.

I don't want to self sabotage because of some subconscious negative thought pattern that I'm not even aware of.

Fear of success is real 
 
I tried it once in a club just to see what was up with it

i had a blast, but it's not something id do again 
 
Last night took a L, but tonight I bounce back
Wake up every morning, by the night, I count stacks
 
I did my share of x :{

The coming down is terrible
And it puts holes in your brain

Not worth it.

Very addictive tho
Feels like youre in love
 
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