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I'm from Oxon Hill, MD (Right around the corner from SE DC), but anyways, I was called ugly numerous times when I was younger. Now ladies tell me that I'm handsome/cute, but I just be thinking they are lyign through there teeth...feels bad..My face, growing up in DC was ROUGH, girls callin me ugly all the time. Now every girl I meet tells me how attractive and goodlooking I am, and I just think they be lying. Im starting to come into my own though...
I m the same exact way as far as my social life.. People tend to tell me that I am very anti-social and look mad/angry all the time, so I'm guessing that is why girls don't really say much to me. Also, I be feeling like all eyes are on me when I made mistakes and so forth.. Overall, I'm just not much of a people's person even though, I can be, but when you do the right things for people and they shut you down for no reason, it can make a person reluctant to socialize.. Me..smhMy sense of humor. I make jokes all of the time and I'm pretty good at making people laugh but if someone tells me that I'm not funny or something like that, I start to get really self conscious.
I also feel socially awkward and I always feel like people are talking about me behind my back so I'm constantly being self critical. The logical part of my brain knows that I'm not even a blip on most peoples radar but I can't help feeling that every little mis-step I make is being over analyzed by the public.