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im terrified to get an apartment and live by myself.... i am an introvert by nature so im used to doing things alone but i still find time to be with people whether its my friends or family... but living alone is different since im not around anyone all the time plus i have no girl to come by and just chill whenever... i guess i can have my friends over every once in a while... its weird because i was looking for independence the whole time and getting my own place was so exciting and i couldnt wait to do it... until this week i actually had the chance to lock down a place and move in by november and then reality struck... i dont know how to cook and dont know how to assemble things like furniture and i was worried about the actual move like the costs and how i would move everything from my house to my new apartment... i was also thinking about how much i would miss my parents presence even though i get tired of them telling me to do things i got used to them being around... it made me sick knowing that i was leaving next month... so i called the apartment today and told them im not ready to move but in january i will be... i want to save more money and just do more planning before i actually leave... this time it will definitely happen and i need this in my life so i can have more responsibilities and have my priorities straight and just learn to grow up... me living at home got me feeling like i wont progress in life... so even though its going to be hard for me to move i will have to do it eventually and january i look forward to it
 
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im terrified to get an apartment and live by myself.... i am an introvert by nature so im used to doing things alone but i still find time to be with people whether its my friends or family... but living alone is different since im not around anyone all the time plus i have no girl to come by and just chill whenever... i guess i can have my friends over every once in a while... its weird because i was looking for independence the whole time and getting my own place was so exciting and i couldnt wait to do it... until this week i actually had the chance to lock down a place and move in by november and then reality struck... i dont know how to cook and dont know how to assemble things like furniture and i was worried about the actual move like the costs and how i would move everything from my house to my new apartment... i was also thinking about how much i would miss my parents presence even though i get tired of them telling me to do things i got used to them being around... it made me sick knowing that i was leaving next month... so i called the apartment today and told them im not ready to move but in january i will be... i want to save more money and just do more planning before i actually leave... this time it will definitely happen and i need this in my life so i can have more responsibilities and have my priorities straight and just learn to grow up... me living at home got me feeling like i wont progress in life... so even though its going to be hard for me to move i will have to do it eventually and january i look forward to it
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Dude ur gonna love it.

The best part, is being wherever, and when you feel like it, you can up and go TO YOUR CRIB.  Also Saturday mornings.  U get to wake and not hear anybodys voice...
 
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Just copped a k.o of that :pimp:

Will report results


I don't know the difference between ind......

Never mind i enjoy this thread too much to **** around n get it locked :lol:
 
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WillzWay26 said:
You would be surprised there are some broke people out there
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Some people don't have access to anything better as well.

From my experience reg is a hybrid of various degrees. You have to take into consideration how its grown. They're grown in huge outside fields where the males aren't culled so you literally have all types of different genetics spreading around. Literally billions of pollen particles flying around.

I look at someone like Wiz and admire his work ethic. He smokes all day and still gets things done. I doubt that ive ever had a pure sativa before; maybe 80/20 at best. Indica usage for me is very limited because of the effects and one of the reason im not smoking now. I don't live in a weed friendly state let alone one that has legal medicinal grade marijuana so getting a pure sativa isn't easy. You're always going off of what someone who got it 3rd, 4th, 5th hand is telling you. So many people try to pass off no name dro as exotic its ridiculous.


"Loud" is not a particular strain its just a word for pungent high quality marijuana.


I plan to visit Colorado for a week next year and try different sativas out. It helps a lot of people out with depression so im willing to give it a try.
 
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It's not even that I actively want to quit smoking, it's just that for now that part of my life is no longer

I can't explain the amount of cool people I would have never talked to if it wasn't for........ Right now I'm listening to Fleetwood Mac with nothing but leftover Dominos and Jameson to accompany my solitude. It's like that girl that you know is perfect but you still gotta keep it pushing cause you aint ready. That's how I feel right now ya'll. 

"but time makes you bolder, even children get older and I'm getting older too."
 
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where do I begin ? im 18 (19 on the 25th), fresh outta high school, leave for basic training in less than a week, and I got a 7 month old lil girl who I love more than anything. I feel like im too young to be feeling so old. Before I really had the baby I could do whatever I please regarding messing around with other females (that aren't my baby's mom) but ever since my daughter came her moms been being the typical crazy *** baby momma. I literally cant pursue anything serious with any other female because bm ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS finds out and ***** it up somehow. She fought a girl and everything. So needless to say ive just gave into it and im back dating my bm. I have love for her but im just not in love with her. im kinda using the army as an excuse to get away from her because If I stay in the same city she's gonna be on my every move and im never gonna be able to do my own thing.

I guess you can say im kinda week minded for giving in but **** it.......its life I guess.   
 
When you first met her bro did you see her fitting as a BM ?somebody to carry your child ? If you wanna stick around because of your child I say do it but you can't be miserable bro . Or worst get hit with child support . Trust me we need all the fathers we can get to raise their kids it's crazy out there .
 
Don't use your child as a reason to be with somebody you don't want to and don't settle because of her ignorance.
 
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When you first met her bro did you see her fitting as a BM ?somebody to carry your child ? If you wanna stick around because of your child I say do it but you can't be miserable bro . Or worst get hit with child support . Trust me we need all the fathers we can get to raise their kids it's crazy out there .
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Hell yea the sweetest girl I ever met at the time...............now she's bitter and crazy. But regaurdless im always there for my daughter, cant hide from my responsibilities.
 
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where do I begin ? im 18 (19 on the 25th), fresh outta high school, leave for basic training in less than a week, and I got a 7 month old lil girl who I love more than anything. I feel like im too young to be feeling so old. Before I really had the baby I could do whatever I please regarding messing around with other females (that aren't my baby's mom) but ever since my daughter came her moms been being the typical crazy *** baby momma. I literally cant pursue anything serious with any other female because bm ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS finds out and ***** it up somehow. She fought a girl and everything. So needless to say ive just gave into it and im back dating my bm. I have love for her but im just not in love with her. im kinda using the army as an excuse to get away from her because If I stay in the same city she's gonna be on my every move and im never gonna be able to do my own thing.
I guess you can say im kinda week minded for giving in but **** it.......its life I guess.   
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Bruh.

I hope this military decision is based on more than just you wanting to escape your ex. If not, you need to slow down potna.

Secondly DON'T EVER stay with a woman just because y'all have kids. I'm 36 and been there, done that. It only makes things bad for your child because you kid is gonna see nothing but arguments and you being unhappy. Besides the stress of arguments daily, is that the example you want to set for your daughter? That a dude has to be with her no matter how crazy she acts and that a man is a chump ruled by fear? You daughter will be punking you in no time if you set that chess board up.

If old girl is on you like that get a restraining order. Dead serious. You don't wanna be in a situation where she pushes you to put hands on her. It may sound wack, but it's the best option if she's showing up and beating your JO's up. :x :smh:

As a dude that has dealt with a psycho ex, the only thing they respect is you consistently putting them in their place. Not arguing. Not one-upping. But you saying something and sticking to it like your life depends on it. That flip floppy behavior is telling her she'll get her way by applying pressure to you and any man worth the two nuts between his legs isn't going to go for that ****.

Stand up for yourself homie.

Keep screen shots of her psycho texts and any voicemails, etc. Use them against her for the restraining order. She can still see your child, but she has to stay the hell away from you if it's not a pick up or drop off. It's tough, but it'll only get tougher if you don't check her.
 
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I got laid off and this ish is frustrating AF. Applying to jobs everyday just to not hear anything back. Got some interviews but nothing is sticking. I think its because I got let go at an awkward stage in my career. Not enough experience to be considered for upper level positions too much for entry level positions.

Sometimes I think about going back to school but I don't really want the debt.

I hate depending on people and I'm bumming on my best friends couch right now. I lost my job a month before my lease was up. So I threw all my ish in storage. Ugh.

I'm depressed.
 
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