Confessions

I got laid off and this ish is frustrating AF. Applying to jobs everyday just to not hear anything back. Got some interviews but nothing is sticking. I think its because I got let go at an awkward stage in my career. Not enough experience to be considered for upper level positions too much for entry level positions.

Sometimes I think about going back to school but I don't really want the debt.

I hate depending on people and I'm bumming on my best friends couch right now. I lost my job a month before my lease was up. So I threw all my ish in storage. Ugh.

I'm depressed.
File for unemployment until you get back on your feet.
 
This chick a few years my senior wants to be my girl badly. I'm feeling her but not ready for another relationship yet. I just broke up with ex in April. The chick that is older is cool but she wants to much from me now and we're just kicking it. I fear that it would be 100X worst if we got together.
 
typical post in this thread: I cheated on my girl 3 times with victoria secret models this month and I feel terrible about it. My girl doesn't deserve to be treated like that. She's a college grad, comes from a great family has her own business and is smokin hot. Even though shes very forgiving I feels batman. Idk why every time I go to the club and drink ace of spades in the vip I end up doing wrong by my girl.
 
about to be 19

Its going to take years till you will. Doesn't help much knowing that, think of it as a rite of passage for that age period(which it is imo). At least you're cognizant of it. Use this time to explore, both mentally and physically. Talk to people you normally wouldn't talk to, do things you never considered trying. You'll be aight :pimp:
 
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typical post in this thread: I cheated on my girl 3 times with victoria secret models this month and I feel terrible about it. My girl doesn't deserve to be treated like that. She's a college grad, comes from a great family has her own business and is smokin hot. Even though shes very forgiving I feels batman. Idk why every time I go to the club and drink ace of spades in the vip I end up doing wrong by my girl.
I can join you in the vip, and make sure you don't cheat with the angels.
 
I really want to date a sweet christian girl. I'm done with these ******* chicks and flings. I'm looking for wife material man. Like bring her home and show her off to the family type of female.
 
I'm glad I stopped smoking dro for good. My next step is to stop drinking alcohol for good but the looks or words I'll get from my boys when they find out will pressure me to consider otherwise that night. I know their opinion shouldn't matter but it does. calling me a p****y and what not. And the sad thing is, I will still take molly when rave time comes. I'm miserable in life but if I can be happy, even if its temporary for a few hours I'll take it. None of this makes any logical sense but here I am.
 
I'm glad I stopped smoking dro for good. My next step is to stop drinking alcohol for good but the looks or words I'll get from my boys when they find out will pressure me to consider otherwise that night. I know their opinion shouldn't matter but it does. calling me a p****y and what not. And the sad thing is, I will still take molly when rave time comes. I'm miserable in life but if I can be happy, even if its temporary for a few hours I'll take it. None of this makes any logical sense but here I am.

Makes perfect sense....... to me. Life's short, enjoy it. if youre not happy, be happy, if it take the above to do so, then so be it. If it happens to be eating a cheeseburger for breakfast, do it. I do all the above and still smoke dro daily. The way I see it, the world says we shouldn't do this and that, but if it makes you happy, when tell yourself you cant be happy because someone or the world thinks you shouldn't. Meh, :smokin
 
I pick my nose allll the time. But Id rather have a clean nose. When someone is talking to me and there's a viewable booger in their nostril, I have to walk away immediately.
 
I pick my nose allll the time. But Id rather have a clean nose. When someone is talking to me and there's a viewable booger in their nostril, I have to walk away immediately.
why can't you use a tissue
 
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Does it bother anyone when your on the phone wit your girl and shes liking pics on IG? Maybe im too drunk and bein insecure.
 
I like being by myself or knowing I can leave a situation of socializing whenever I please. I don't like people. Especially at night, I seem to enjoy being at home watching a movie with some snacks, either high or drunk over being out at partys etc. Il even go to a party, but drive so I can leave when I want. Becoming a recluse, and im fine with it. I chat with friends in USA and UK all the time online so that gives me enough of the social factor for it to not bother me I think
 
-I really wish things would have worked out between us, I really do.
-But I'm over it
-My life is going well
-And I can no longer look at the past because in too busy looking forward
-Stay up NT [emoji]128516[/emoji]
 
-been dating this chick since 15, im 24 now. Yes i do love her
-im stil immature and stil goign through that "party" and "live life" phase...dont wanna be settled down
-shes very mature and knows wants to be with me for the rest of her life
-broke up with her about 4 weeks ago because we werent on the same page in life
-i feel like i will regret all of this in the future because after im done with this phase im gona want a wifey
-Earlier she texted me saying that ima nobody...not gona lie that did hurt

and for the icing on top....we have a daughter together. I feel like a ****

:rolleyes
 
-been dating this chick since 15, im 24 now. Yes i do love her
-im stil immature and stil goign through that "party" and "live life" phase...dont wanna be settled down
-shes very mature and knows wants to be with me for the rest of her life
-broke up with her about 4 weeks ago because we werent on the same page in life
-i feel like i will regret all of this in the future because after im done with this phase im gona want a wifey
-Earlier she texted me saying that ima nobody...not gona lie that did hurt

and for the icing on top....we have a daughter together. I feel like a ****

:rolleyes

That's crazy bro... part of growing up and being a parent is "sacrificing" your social life. The whole party hard and YOLO goes out the door.

You gotta think about your daughter man! :smh: You broke up with her for those reasons?
 
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Well i wasnt happy with babymama. We would constantly argue over dumb ****, especially infront of her.

What i was tryna say was that i didnt experience that part of life so i guess i get these urges to.idk man
 
^ I know the feel bro. I love my bm but I'm not happy in the relationship and the arguing is getting mad annoying. My energy is towards my daughter, school, and work. I dead *** don't have it for a relationship :lol:

Maybe one day it'll get better
 
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THANK YOU! Kinda feels good to know im not the only one. Im just fed up with all the bs and drama i just gave up basically
 
i attempted suicide on Tuesday. Didn't hurt myself but I came very close. Didn't get hospitalized but my parents took my gun.

I'm just tired of everything.
 
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