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sup yall, i kicked it with one of my boys from high school yesterday who has had problems all his life(messed up father, etc.) and who after graduating high school went to college for a less than a year before dropping out. After he dropped out, he started fallin off the deep end mentally(taking antidepressants, going to therapist) and was diagnosed with schizophrenia. I talked to him a couple times throughout this whole ordeal and he just told me he heard voices in his head and most of the voices where people he knew in reality, his friends. But even though all this **** was going on, i could still see deep down he was my friend from high school. I personally thought the antidepressants were part of the reason why he was feeling so ****** up because i took a couple one night just to see what the effects were and I felt extremely disconnected from reality, like nothing mattered at all.... I hadnt seen him in a while before yesterday so i didnt know what to expect, but we kicked it and what not and everything was chill, up til the point where we decided to burn some trees. went to a cutty spot to roll up when we decided to smoke some salvia seeing that he already had it. Ive smoked it before and the best way i can describe it is it makes you literally ******ed for a few minutes, but it fades away fairly quickly. So we lit up and hit the salvia, but thats when things got weird.... he started having a sort of breakdown and was talkin real fast and tellin me all these random things that didnt make sense or he would randomly stop talking for a while and take real long to respond to anything i said. Now the thing is, back in freshman year of college, he and a couple of my other boys from hs(we were all real tight) took some acid and my other boys told me that thats when he started acting sorta funny.... And yesterday he was the normalest ive seen him act in a minute, UNTIL he hit the salvia(seemed like the weed after didnt even affect him at all)....so what im wondering is, have yall ever had any experience with this sort of thing? where drugs really ****** up you or your friend? and i dont mean in the physical sense or the addiction sense, i mean like do you know anyone whos gone "insane" because of drugs?
sorry for the long read... just didnt know how to feel after yesterday
sorry for the long read... just didnt know how to feel after yesterday