Confessions

I have a baby mama.
We have a 14 month of little girl.
I proceed to have sex with my ex before the baby mama.
The ex and baby mama despise each other.

I end up getting my ex pregnant.

Now one week before I turn 24 I have two BM's potentially [emoji]128529[/emoji]

The ex has told her family and friends.
I haven't told anyone but 3 close homeboys.
I might not tell my parents until she is 3 months.


I'm pretty sure they don't want to go through another roller coaster.
Good god :smh:
I have 1
 
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It's not that I don't want to live anymore but I don't want to be here.

My school counselor looked out with the job apps today and I am grateful, not hopefully I can get one of these things. Kind of wishing I get the park ranger one since it will be like a mini vaca, only thing is it pays 500 for 3weeks. :x

Am doing terrible with the females, gotta change myself up a little personality wise, maybe. First test begins tomorrow.

Hope all y'all doing good out here. :nthat:
 
I love eating rellena aka blood sauasage with my eggs :smokin

pretty sure my dad regrets introducing it to me a few years back when we were in mexico. He hates that i buy it so often :lol:
 
It's not that I don't want to live anymore but I don't want to be here.

My school counselor looked out with the job apps today and I am grateful, not hopefully I can get one of these things. Kind of wishing I get the park ranger one since it will be like a mini vaca, only thing is it pays 500 for 3weeks. :x

Am doing terrible with the females, gotta change myself up a little personality wise, maybe. First test begins tomorrow.

Hope all y'all doing good out here. :nthat:
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Those are temp agencys looki em up and see if one is near you they can definitely find you a job
 
I'm sensing one of my good friends is hating/jealous of me and my life. My parents are comfortable so I didn't have to struggle and they paid for my education and now I have a good job where I don't have to break my back.

He's foreign and his parents gamble every weekend, he's been working since like 15, had to pay his way thru college and landed a good job.

At the end of the day we're both eating but came up differently, but I'm lazy in his eyes because my parents didn't want me to struggle.
 
How was it? Was it dope, or was it really dope?
Haha it was empowering 
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. I kid. I've had an ad up for a month, so the idea it was a young woman mildly attractive with some herb made it dope. I wouldn't say really dope she only paid for an hour...
 
How was it? Was it dope, or was it really dope?
Haha it was empowering :tongue: . I kid. I've had an ad up for a month, so the idea it was a young woman mildly attractive with some herb made it dope. I wouldn't say really dope she only paid for an hour...

Hold up, you put out an ad? You weren't worried about someone you know seeing it or calling you?

So the hour was just an hour of sex and a blunt? That's pretty dope to me. How much did you make?

So many questions to ask. So many props to give. Teach me your ways.
 
I recently forgot that linked my exs iphone to my icloud. i havent had an iphone since we broke up 09'. i opened it up and there are all her pictures with exs and now husband. She was freaky when we were together but there were somethings she wouldnt, like make movies, rear action and consume my kids. she always said she would if we got married.

i fap to the pictures and vids.

there also pics of her sisters. not sure how that happened.

i fap to those too
 
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Hold up, you put out an ad? You weren't worried about someone you know seeing it or calling you?

So the hour was just an hour of sex and a blunt? That's pretty dope to me. How much did you make?

So many questions to ask. So many props to give. Teach me your ways.
Get in, get it, get out 
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. Man, I was messing with a crazy Eritriean that left me hangin. I was looking for some quick backpage action, saw these bops and their rates. Like huh? Why are these busted chicks charging for some smelly?  Decided f it lets just see wassup. I was broken I didn't have anything to lose. If any one saw I wasn't trippin, who are they? Everyone has a moral compass when it's in their convenience. Not saying its right though. I've had it up for a month, 90 percent are dudes wanting me to give them a massage, jerk it in front of them, and suck me up. So not what I envisioned. 

Jump to the other night, phone blows up. Hella messages and a few missed calls. I've already given up my side gig as a male escort. I guess my ad is still up. I'm thinking yeah right blah blah. Probably another gay dude. Calls me up its a chick. Still I'm suspicious. Head over to her spot, nice spot. Ring in she buzzes me in. Opens the door I'm surprised, don't me wrong she's nothing special either. But she had a nice body nice thangs up top, a little somethin on the bottom. She could tighten up. Indian. She starts saying she's never done this before blah blah. She was sippin on the fireball and had some herb. Hit the pipe a bit and got to it. Romped it out, as much as she needed it I needed it too. Went ham on it. I guess she was enjoying herself. Ate it, Beat it. Done. 

She tried to hit me with the freebee idea. I originally told her 100 for an hour. But I was having a good time and I ended up saying 50. She gave me 80. Kicked it a bit trying to start making me feel guilty cuz she had to pay. Didn't flinch. Chick is married. Pediatrician(all checked out, not that it matters). Hit the herb a bit more. Peaced out. Sending me texts here and there but she aint trying to pay again, it seems. So all in all, has not been that cool at all. Just an interesting encounter...
 
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Hold up, you put out an ad? You weren't worried about someone you know seeing it or calling you?


So the hour was just an hour of sex and a blunt? That's pretty dope to me. How much did you make?


So many questions to ask. So many props to give. Teach me your ways.
Get in, get it, get out 8) . Man, I was messing with a crazy Eritriean that left me hangin. I was looking for some quick backpage action, saw these bops and their rates. Like huh? Why are these busted chicks charging for some smelly?  Decided f it lets just see wassup. I was broken I didn't have anything to lose. If any one saw I wasn't trippin, who are they? Everyone has a moral compass when it's in their convenience. Not saying its right though. I've had it up for a month, 90 percent are dudes wanting me to give them a massage, jerk it in front of them, and suck me up. So not what I envisioned. 

Jump to the other night, phone blows up. Hella messages and a few missed calls. I've already given up my side gig as a male escort. I guess my ad is still up. I'm thinking yeah right blah blah. Probably another gay dude. Calls me up its a chick. Still I'm suspicious. Head over to her spot, nice spot. Ring in she buzzes me in. Opens the door I'm surprised, don't me wrong she's nothing special either. But she had a nice body nice thangs up top, a little somethin on the bottom. She could tighten up. Indian. She starts saying she's never done this before blah blah. She was sippin on the fireball and had some herb. Hit the pipe a bit and got to it. Romped it out, as much as she needed it I needed it too. Went ham on it. I guess she was enjoying herself. Ate it, Beat it. Done. 

She tried to hit me with the freebee idea. I originally told her 100 for an hour. But I was having a good time and I ended up saying 50. She gave me 80. Kicked it a bit trying to start makine me feel guilty cuz she had to pay. Didn't flinch. Chick is married. Pediatrician(all checked out, not that it matters). Hit the herb a bit more. Peaced out. Sending me texts her and there but she aint trying to pay again, it seems. So all in all, has not been that cool at all. Just an interesting encounter...
what ethnicity are you and how would you think girls rate you out of a 10? i find it crazy that any girl would pay $80 unless you're at least an 8
 
You gotta understand this isn't a chick from the street I picked up. Understand the psychology she was LOOKING for a male escort...
 
Shorty is a pediatrician but couldn't come up off a 100 bill ? Buggin. She's be a regular custo & I'd TAX the lights outta her ***
 
Shorty is a pediatrician but couldn't come up off a 100 bill ? Buggin. She's be a regular custo & I'd TAX the lights outta her ***
To be real, I wasn't even trippin. You are right, but it wasn't crucial. Remember I wasn't even thinking about doing it, cuz I never got started to begin with. 
 
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Just can't get this girl out of my head man. Hung out with her last night. Nothing big. But man, not only am I real deep in the **** friend zone, I'm chained to it.
 
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