Feeling Down

[redrum sb]

Does anybody on here ever feel like nothing, like air.

I've been feeling like this for awhile, it got worse after my sister died last summer.
It really sucks, when I feel like this I just want to be secluded away from everyone.
What should I do to make myself feel better?

sorry I made this thread, but I really needed to vent.

 

[mytmouse76]

sorry to hear about your sister...just think what she would want for you...she wouldn't want for you to feel this down...sometimes the best way to workthrough something is to just keep going...not saying don't ever think about it but don't dwell on it forever...you may have to force yourself at firstbut after awhile you'll feel better...best of luck...

 

[ripfan816]

I wish you well on your depression

 

[redrum sb]

thanks for the advice/input.

I'm trying not to be down anymore, but it's really difficult to be happy.

 

[lrrr]

Originally Posted by Redrum SB

but it's really difficult to be happy.

word

 

[jocampbell23]

damn

 

[springfieldxd]

You should go hoop and get some dome.

That always makes me feel better.

Don't even take a shower when you get through hoopin, just go get dome.

You'll thank me later.

 

[nktran001]

Go to a range nearby and let the chrome clap.

 

[drock2010]

Try to have fun

that should help

 

[redrum sb]

You guy's think it's that easy, "go get some dome or go shoot a gun and you'll feel better."
Even if I did that I would still feel like #@#$. It's much more deeper then that.

 

[JayDean03]

Day by day its more impossible to cope
I feel like Im the one thats doing dope
Cant keep a steady hand because Im nervous
Every sunday morning Im in service
Playing for forgiveness
And trying to find an exit out of the business
I know the lord is looking at me
But yet and still its hard for me to feel happy
I often drift while I drive
Havin fatal thoughts of suicide
Bang and get it over with
And then Im worry-free, but thats %#$@##!@
I got a little boy to look after
And if I died then my child would be a bastard
I had a woman down with me
But to me it seemed like she was down to get me
She helped me out in this +%+%
But to me she was just another %%@%%
Now shes back with her mother
Now Im realizing that I love her
Now Im feeling lonely
My mind is playing tricks on me

 

[redrum sb]

^

 

[he told on me]

I feel you

 

[redrum sb]

^ thanks bro, did you ever get you situation straightened out?
I remember your thread from last night.

 

[dunksnjordans1992]

im feeelin like crap too, just see if there is anyone you can vent to over the phone or in person. also what happend to your sister if you dont mind me asking

 

[redrum sb]

^ Breast Cancer.

 

[dunksnjordans1992]

Originally Posted by Redrum SB

^ Breast Cancer.

thats terrible but you know just stay up keep yourself occupied.. im goin through a heart break and the best thing i did was looked towards the future. lookforward to being happy again

 

[creamofdacrops]

i listen to music.. that always gets me up

 

[kneesh]

Man homie ... I felt like that yesterday .

I think the main reason I've been feeling like this is because I've been getting deeper in my decision whether or not I believe in God &nd theafter life &nd all that .

I only deeply think about stuff like that when I get bored .

Maybe you just need to stay occupied all the time , so you won't have time to think about the bad things , only the good .

 

[redrum sb]

I'm actually talking to this one girl, but I never been into a real relationship.
Hopefully I don't eff it up, I never have the right words to say

 

[JayDean03]

everything will be alright fam. there are ppl that got it MUCH worse than you.

stay up, and go with the flow with the girl you're currently talking to. wish ya luck.

 

[JayDean03]

everything will be alright fam. there are ppl that got it MUCH worse than you.

stay up, and go with the flow with the girl you're currently talking to. wish ya luck.

 

[yendro]

Originally Posted by Tetsujin23

Day by day its more impossible to cope
I feel like Im the one thats doing dope
Cant keep a steady hand because Im nervous
Every sunday morning Im in service
Playing for forgiveness
And trying to find an exit out of the business
I know the lord is looking at me
But yet and still its hard for me to feel happy
I often drift while I drive
Havin fatal thoughts of suicide
Bang and get it over with
And then Im worry-free, but thats %#$@##!@
I got a little boy to look after
And if I died then my child would be a bastard
I had a woman down with me
But to me it seemed like she was down to get me
She helped me out in this +%+%
But to me she was just another %%@%%
Now shes back with her mother
Now Im realizing that I love her
Now Im feeling lonely
My mind is playing tricks on me

 

[yendro]

 

[krazy]

I'm in the exact same boat my dood.. I almost thought that was myself posting the thread.

Except I thought about it today.. and I think I'm kinda finally done with the grieving process.