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no pics off jump... i will throw some eye candy in, though.
also, cant really cliff note it. skip to the **** for the main question, though.
me and this girlie been off and on for awhile. been thru all kind of ups and downs. she's been a cornerstone in my life for 5 years, and viceversa. we've. for some reason, we just cant stay away from each other.
recently (one month ago)we got into it big time cuz she found me talkin greasy, basically saying she was cool, but i feel like i cant get pretty girls. the dumb part is she's really good looking.. body like a stallion w/ a cute face. loves to spend time together, partly cuz her insecurities in me, partly cuz she's just down like that.
she findsit out, gets mad, and we break up. i totally understand that.... i felt COMPLETELY disgusted in myself for what happened. i normally say i would never take stuff back in my life cuz it would change who i am today... but in my life, that's prolly one of THREE things i would def take back in my ENTIRE LIFE. its not worse than cheating with another girl, but it was completely stupid on my part.
currently (past few weeks), we been chillin as if we were together (kickin it, smashin, dates, having fun)i know she's talkin to other guys, and that's understandable cuz we arent together. i cant do anything about that. so i figure, why cant i text other girls. nothing serious. not starting a relationship or anything. just gaining different perspectives from diff people.
MY BEEF is that she is acting like we're still together. trippin on my facebook (deleted it cuz it was a headache) and twitter by constantly asking "who's this, and who's that". the other day, she asked about some girl on twitter, saying we've always flirted in the past. why? cuz i congratulated her on college graduation and she did the same to me.
so i respond "girl, i dont know why you askin all these questions about this and that. we arent together, and you not in a position to ask that. NO, i dont talk toTHIS GIRL YOU JUST ASKED ABOUT BUT I DO TEXT OTHER CHICKS EVERY NOW AND AGAIN."
she went bananas. her reasoning...
"i can text other guys cuz YOU messed up. if you was really trying to build something back with me, you would divert that attention you're giving them, and send it to me."
at first, it made sense... then i thought about it and was
at it. i say "soooo, you want me to chase you, sit around and wait on your phone calls, and give you all my attention... while you chase other dudes?"
****what kind of backwards logic is that? please tell me if i'm buggin or not.. true that i messed up (nothing involving another female, no contact with any girl AT ALL)... but does that mean i have to BASICALLY SHUT DOWN EVERYTHING while she lives her life?
the cold part is when i say we kick it, she sleeps with me every night, and its EXACTLY as if we're together. please tell me if i'm tripping for not saying "i'm going to chase you while you deal with other guys cuz i made a mistake"...
also, cant really cliff note it. skip to the **** for the main question, though.
me and this girlie been off and on for awhile. been thru all kind of ups and downs. she's been a cornerstone in my life for 5 years, and viceversa. we've. for some reason, we just cant stay away from each other.
recently (one month ago)we got into it big time cuz she found me talkin greasy, basically saying she was cool, but i feel like i cant get pretty girls. the dumb part is she's really good looking.. body like a stallion w/ a cute face. loves to spend time together, partly cuz her insecurities in me, partly cuz she's just down like that.
she findsit out, gets mad, and we break up. i totally understand that.... i felt COMPLETELY disgusted in myself for what happened. i normally say i would never take stuff back in my life cuz it would change who i am today... but in my life, that's prolly one of THREE things i would def take back in my ENTIRE LIFE. its not worse than cheating with another girl, but it was completely stupid on my part.
currently (past few weeks), we been chillin as if we were together (kickin it, smashin, dates, having fun)i know she's talkin to other guys, and that's understandable cuz we arent together. i cant do anything about that. so i figure, why cant i text other girls. nothing serious. not starting a relationship or anything. just gaining different perspectives from diff people.
MY BEEF is that she is acting like we're still together. trippin on my facebook (deleted it cuz it was a headache) and twitter by constantly asking "who's this, and who's that". the other day, she asked about some girl on twitter, saying we've always flirted in the past. why? cuz i congratulated her on college graduation and she did the same to me.
so i respond "girl, i dont know why you askin all these questions about this and that. we arent together, and you not in a position to ask that. NO, i dont talk toTHIS GIRL YOU JUST ASKED ABOUT BUT I DO TEXT OTHER CHICKS EVERY NOW AND AGAIN."
she went bananas. her reasoning...
"i can text other guys cuz YOU messed up. if you was really trying to build something back with me, you would divert that attention you're giving them, and send it to me."
at first, it made sense... then i thought about it and was
****what kind of backwards logic is that? please tell me if i'm buggin or not.. true that i messed up (nothing involving another female, no contact with any girl AT ALL)... but does that mean i have to BASICALLY SHUT DOWN EVERYTHING while she lives her life?
the cold part is when i say we kick it, she sleeps with me every night, and its EXACTLY as if we're together. please tell me if i'm tripping for not saying "i'm going to chase you while you deal with other guys cuz i made a mistake"...
