Im out

[djaward]

What do you enjoy doing? Do you have a hobby?

Pick something you enjoy doing (hopefully non violent) and do it at least 3 times a week. It will calm you down because you're enjoying it.

When Im upset, frustrated or stress out, I set up my turntables and have a party in my bedroom. Music is blasting and bass is bumping hard (My neighbors hate it).

But after an hour or so, all my hate, stress and whatever negativity I had is all gone. Feel very calm afterwards.

One thing for sure, DO NOT WATCH TV. Tv has a lot of negative crap on it and I do not suggest watching.


Also, a lot of us need a small vacation to get away from everything around us. Try taking a day trip with your girl. Go to a place where no one knows either one of you.


Keep your head up OP and start replacing all the negative people around you with positive people.

 

[Deleted member 129301]

Go to a strip club... Helps me. But on a serious note def can relate things were going south for ya boy a few months back. But kept the faith got a new job bought a new whip now I'm apartment hunting for my own place again... Just got to buckle down a put your head on rite.

 

[bravelude]

make a porbo

 

[juangotti]

nah im not from SoCal im from texas. ive thought aboiut AA but honestly theres like a shred of me that wants to stop drinking. yeah it casues bad judgment and poor decisions etc etc, but it helps me escape from reality wich sounds stupid as ****.

my bail was set at $20,000 my percentage is already paid. I paid it. but if I jump I just don't want them boys knocking on my peoples door

I get what some of yall are saying, that I need to just man up and stop thinking like a *****, but im sick of dealing with frustration and letting people down. and honestly I really roam around this world set trippin cuz I already don't wana be here. and it puts the people im around in danger.

I made this thread and didn't look at it until now. I appreciate yall trying help me get out of my feelings.

but I been getting high all day,monday is my sentencing date. im looking at 7-15 yrs. if I go I already know I will be living even more and rugged inside looking out. I def don't want to make me doing time rough on anyone that would care for me while im gone.

I might just catch a flight to mexico and do what I can to get to costa rica or something if I end up *****ing out and not killing myself or at least man up and not do it.

im going to talk to my girl tonight.

appreciate each and one of yall that showed love.

 

[Gill Baka Esq. LLC.]

Brah, my dad told me this once.

All you gotta do is survive. Anything else that's left on top that you find good is all yours and no one has that, only you.

 

[andretti]

When I was 16 I tried to end it because of very traumatic events pent up anger and depression

In the process of the the person who caused a good amount of those feelings stopped me from doing it and I hated that person for a long time for the past two to three years until a few months ago I changed my attitude towards that person be cause I'm glad they did what they did ,because everything that was going on changed for the positive or is getting better


Stick around fam and as long as you put forth the effort your gona be straight.

work on your self mind body and currency.

 

[serotonins]

start college. Try to find a new job.

look up reasons why alcohol is very bad for you for motivation to quit. GET ADDICTED TO EXERCISING.

think of all the money u waste on drinks

 

[mr marcus]

Whenever I think my life is stressful I see **** like this and it humbles me.

 

[gil23]

Brah, my dad told me this once.

All you gotta do is survive. Anything else that's left on top that you find good is all yours and no one has that, only you.

stealing this fam

 

[kevlar]

Take this opportunity to do something drastic like move to Latin America // Africa // Asia // Europe.

Most of the time we are confined to where we live because of decisions our parents made and we are too comfortable to change it and go out and explore the world. 

Take whatever $ and belongings you have buy a plane ticket and go out there and live. I promise you in a year your whole state of mind will be different when you open your eyes to the world. 

 

[gil23]

I been in a similar position before fam, I know it can get ****** but you got keep your head up. It's not rainbows and roses at the moment but I look at things different and I try to remind myself that "it could always be worse". Don't give up yet don't do it.

 

[fresh out dabox]

what does ur gf think of all of thid

 

[gil23]

what does ur gf think of all of thid

I think he said that she doesn't know

 

[fontaine]

I hope this doesn't come of as insensitive... Because I'm not

But aside from mental issues, why would one want to kill them selves?

Living is frickin' awesome.

Despite all the ****** up stuff that goes on... That silver lining of something wonderful happens makes things worth it.

I think we overlook the small daily happiness for some other major stuff and it has us sometimes losing sight.

Small victories I think are what make certain people just enjoy life.

Look for those, bruh.

 

[Ube]

Don't do it OP. You have a lot to live for ,whether you know it or not. Maybe it's time for you to make major change in your life. Have you thought about moving somewhere brand new and start fresh? Whatever it is if you need someone to talk to hit me up. PM me. I am serious . Inbox is open for you or anyone else who needs it.