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Quick run down:
I'm 23. I graduate college this spring. I live at home in a room the size of a walk in closet with two sisters, grandparents and mom dukes. I drive a 98 Mazda Protege with no air conditioning.
I'm interning at a pretty big publishing firm and they love me. I'm looking at a job waiting for me when I graduate, and my peoples said as a graduation gift they'll match my downpayment on something nice, plust I've been saving for when I move out and my mans is waitin for me (no mediatakeout).
Here's my point: Everyone I know, from family to friends says the same thing: You need a girl.
My response: I am nowhere near doing it right now, and simply don't see a chick being willing to work with my situation. After I graduate and move out and start working, I feel like I'll be pulling the caliber of chicks I want, and will be overall enjoying my life more. I'd rather work hard as hell, not even try to get chicks, and just grind hard and make money and get good grades until May 2011 comes around.
Basically when I was younger (fresh, soph year of college) I was living on my own partying and not caring, but everything basically came crashing, and reality hit that I had to get it together. This led to me being more responsible, but also killed my confidence by the time I got to the point I'm at now.
The worst part of it all? I actually get chicks. I find myself with opportunities that I simply pass up or throw away because I don't think it'll work once she's in my room, which was painted teal and decorated with A&F posters by my sister while I was away. Or even once she gets into my sub-compact sedan with no AC. I'm Black, and as much as I love Black women this is just an impossibility once you're over 21.
Is it crazy that I have decided to basically avoid chicks out of feeling like a loser about my situation, knowing that in 8 months my life will be much better? Am I settling into a lack of confidence, or am I actually Dr. Doom?
I'm 23. I graduate college this spring. I live at home in a room the size of a walk in closet with two sisters, grandparents and mom dukes. I drive a 98 Mazda Protege with no air conditioning.
I'm interning at a pretty big publishing firm and they love me. I'm looking at a job waiting for me when I graduate, and my peoples said as a graduation gift they'll match my downpayment on something nice, plust I've been saving for when I move out and my mans is waitin for me (no mediatakeout).
Here's my point: Everyone I know, from family to friends says the same thing: You need a girl.
My response: I am nowhere near doing it right now, and simply don't see a chick being willing to work with my situation. After I graduate and move out and start working, I feel like I'll be pulling the caliber of chicks I want, and will be overall enjoying my life more. I'd rather work hard as hell, not even try to get chicks, and just grind hard and make money and get good grades until May 2011 comes around.
Basically when I was younger (fresh, soph year of college) I was living on my own partying and not caring, but everything basically came crashing, and reality hit that I had to get it together. This led to me being more responsible, but also killed my confidence by the time I got to the point I'm at now.
The worst part of it all? I actually get chicks. I find myself with opportunities that I simply pass up or throw away because I don't think it'll work once she's in my room, which was painted teal and decorated with A&F posters by my sister while I was away. Or even once she gets into my sub-compact sedan with no AC. I'm Black, and as much as I love Black women this is just an impossibility once you're over 21.
Is it crazy that I have decided to basically avoid chicks out of feeling like a loser about my situation, knowing that in 8 months my life will be much better? Am I settling into a lack of confidence, or am I actually Dr. Doom?