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I'm going to get right to the point. Basically I played baseball for 17 years of my life. I'm 21. I played for two years at my college of choice out of high school. I was planning on using it as a Juco and transferring out after my sophomore season. Well things didn't go as expected. I pitched over 110 innings in my first two years there. But during my sophomore year we got a new coach. Him and I never saw eye to eye no matter how well I did or how hard I worked. He kind of took the love away from me so to speak. So I transferred out after the season and completely gave up baseball. I just wanted to focus on life after ball.
Now that I am doing that I feel neutral about my decision. Sometimes I feel I'm doing the right thing and a lot of the time I feel I should've stayed at the school and continued. I really miss baseball EVERY single day of my life. I constantly check my old teammates stats to see how they're doing, etc.
I guess I miss it so much because I stepped away on my own and not due to injury or age. That's what bothers me most. The fact that I can still play and feel like I have re-found that love for the game that I once enjoyed.
I am really contemplating on returning to my former school or one close by to continue playing. What would you all do given the same situation?
If I leave where I am at now it will effect alot of people. Like my really good friend whom I just leased an apartment with next year. As well as my girlfriend of two years who attends the same school as me.
Thoughts?
Thank you for any thoughtful input.
Corey.
Now that I am doing that I feel neutral about my decision. Sometimes I feel I'm doing the right thing and a lot of the time I feel I should've stayed at the school and continued. I really miss baseball EVERY single day of my life. I constantly check my old teammates stats to see how they're doing, etc.
I guess I miss it so much because I stepped away on my own and not due to injury or age. That's what bothers me most. The fact that I can still play and feel like I have re-found that love for the game that I once enjoyed.
I am really contemplating on returning to my former school or one close by to continue playing. What would you all do given the same situation?
If I leave where I am at now it will effect alot of people. Like my really good friend whom I just leased an apartment with next year. As well as my girlfriend of two years who attends the same school as me.
Thoughts?
Thank you for any thoughtful input.
Corey.